Chapter Twenty one: It Is Not Worth The Effort

Neerah

Come to think of it, the day she returned, she looked weak and sick in all honesty. Perhaps it was the reason that Alpha Cuan was angry that Chase was shouting at her.

It was the scene I saw when I came down for a walk.

Those terrible days afterward when I nurse my broken heart, it was all too familiar how the process works.

Your loved ones disappoint you once again, and you have to eat up your ridiculous expectations and make peace with the fact that you don't mean as much to them as they do to you.

Then you must control your emotions, make peace with the fact that they would fade away with time. That it's okay to be hurt. But it's also okay to have unreciprocated feelings.

It didn't matter that it felt like life or death right now. It would pass. i just had to hang in there.

The days I started to go to school were very boring. I went to find Rayah, as the Alpha had suggested. But then she refused to see me. I was chased out of the room as if I did something wrong.

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