All Chapters of Twins of Deception: Love in Shadows: Chapter 61 - Chapter 70

JaxsonHow do I even begin to explain to her what the hell it is I am doing? Why am I even explaining it to her? I plan on keeping her and making her the queen of my empire, both the one in the light and in the shadows, but I can't chain her to my bed and force her to stay if she doesn't want too. Or wait. The image of her chained to me bed looks rather appealing in my mind. I must show my thoughts because Esmerelda ask. "What are you smirking about?" I look at her concerned face and the image disappears I push her sex crazed hair from her face and tuck it behind her ear. "Noting gypsy, just a random thought." That's the mild way to put it anyway. My explanation doesn't seem to calm her mind though any as she bites her lip in a way, I don't find sexy, no this is in an uncertain way, and I can't have that. No I want her to always find certainty in me. "I was thinking about how to explain this all to you. How do I tell you about all the things I have been doing over the last decade?" I

JaxsonI know I didn't just hear what I think I did. I was only playing with her when I said what I did. But seeing her reaction, having her back away from me in fear? That is something I never ever want to have happen again; I would never hurt her. Well, at least not in a way that wouldn't bring more pleasure or in a way she didn't want. And now she tells me she told someone no and they didn't stop? I will have more blood on my hands, only this time in her name. "Jax, its fine. Really. It was a long time ago." She says and tries to back away. But I don't let her."It's not fine, Esme." I can feel the tension building. Not at her, no she doesn't deserve that. She isn't the one I want to hit."He was my husband.""So, what?""It was his right." She says like that is in fact, a fact. That just because she was married he had the right to her body whenever he wanted against her own wished, her own need and wants. "No." I take a deep breath and pull her back in. Holding her tight. "No. T

JaxsonWhen I heard what those men were saying with Esmerelda in the room I was furious, even more than I was when I hung up the phone. But when I heard them asking her before I could hang up the intercom? That was a new level. I haven't had time to ask her about her kinks, and to hear how upset she was when they kept asking? Yeah needless to say they won't have jobs for much longer. I give no fucks that means replacing half of my board. They can fuck off, and they will if they ever want to work again."Jax?" Her soft voice brings me out of my thoughts and back to the woman in front of me, and the fact she asked me a question. One I am not sure I should answer after what she just went through and the way she reacted. But I don't want to lie to her. Maybe I can get her clarify what she is asking while I figure out what to say."What's that, gypsy?""Do you like any of the things they were talking about?" She mumbles and turns her head away."I can't hear you." I am teasing her, and I h

EsmereldaI am so shocked at all I can do is stare at him. That is until he chuckles at me. Then all the fire of my red hair comes out to play. "Excuse me?" I ask giving him time to correct his statement."You are home Gypsy." He tried to lean forward and give me a kiss, but I lean back and give him a look. One I don't usually give many people, especially the man I'm with. I mean I think we are a thing, kind would need to be if he plans on me standing here. With one eyebrow raised I ask."So, you are keeping me prisoner here. In your house?""No, I told you no one was taking you anywhere." He looks a little less sure of himself."So, what is this then, a kidnapping?" I cross my arms and nod my head a little looking around the house. Jaxson stumbles over his next words, so at odd of who he truly is. I can't help the smirk on my face."Well, no not a kidnapping, but maybe more a surprise.""A surprise." I say showing nothing that would make him think this is okay."Yes, a surprise.""Oh

Jaxson As the movie plays, Esmerelda gets more and more upset. Her breathing is starting to pick up, and I can tell she is starting to get overwhelmed. I don't know how she is going to take the rest of it, but I have to finish. If she is going to be with me, she has to know it all. She has to know what's in store. If she chooses to go down that path. Might as well start off strong. When the first big scene happens, the one where the man starts to tie his wife up and use a whip on her, I feel her flinch and move away. "Gypsy, shhhh." "I... This isn't..." She is stumbling over her words and her breathing is getting worse. I turn to her and cup her cheek. "Listen to me. You are okay. No one is going to hurt you. I promise." "I... Please.." "Shhhh. It's okay." "It's not." "No, it is." "No. Its not." "Yes, it is." "No." "Yes. Shhhh. Watch." "Jax." "Gypsy." She tries to turn away from the screen, but I stop her. She is still trying to get away. So, I pull her