All Chapters of Unapologetically Me: Chapter 131 - Chapter 140

Sarah walks in with a couple of dishes after Liam and gives a fake cheery smile. "Liam brought a guest for dinner!"James presses his lips into a tight smile and raises his eyebrows. "I see that. Hey, Kelly, how have you been?"I smile back at him and nod. "Good. And you two?""Great!" Sarah answers before walking back into her kitchen. Liam takes a seat by the end of the table and I sit next to him. Instead of sitting at the head of the table, James sits across from Liam and I raise my eyebrows.Sarah bustles in with plates to set the table sets them in front of each of us and then sits down across from me with a grin."We've been great. The honeymoon was to die for and I swear, Barbados has my heart. James and I are thinking of going back sometime.""That's good to hear." I smile."Yes. It's so good you're here, Kelly. I mean, it's a surprise, but good. We asked Liam over because it's been kind of strained since...well

LiamI got up early and ran out for coffee. I wanted to stay in and stare at her sleep but I felt like a creep for even thinking it, so coffee it is. When I got home I was at the counter putting in my creamer and sugar when I feel her arms wrap around my chest.I take a deep breath and close my eyes. I'm so f*cked for this girl and I don't know what in the hell to do about it. With Sarah, in highschool, it was easy. We were ways together and it just happened, but Kelly was a while different story.She was scared and any little indication that I might be in love with her would scare her away. I mean, just last night she wanted to pull away just because I hinted at wanting more. But I knew that she wanted me too. She just didn't know how to differentiate me from James and it was irking the sh*t out of me."Good morning," She says in a her husky, sexy voice."Good morning, beautiful. Did you sleep good?"She kisses my shoulder and I smile. "Yes. I always do with you."See? Sh*t that she

I keep my eyes trained on the road instead of him. We haven't really talked about the conversation last night and I know it's because I told him to forget about it, but it's eating at me. Especially now, on our way to the airport. We had a good morning, ordering food and just laying in bed, but there was this tension between us that had never been there before. He said he was falling for me. I couldn't get that out of my head but I wanted to. It was too dangerous of a thought. It sent pictures of a future with him that I knew could be next to impossible achieving. Not only that, but the way he ignores my question about meeting his parents...well it kind of hurt. I mean I know he and I are an impossibility. His father owns a multi-million company. He's the heir to it and I'm pretty sure he can't be walking around with a full-time stripper strapped to his arm. People like Liam take strippers on the side and hold a beautiful trophy wife at home. I know this. I've seen it with my own

All I feel is embarrassment as we make our way back to his apartment. I know he understands the line that was drawn tonight by his friends. No one would take him seriously if he truly wanted to be with me and I wasn't going to do that to him. By the time we reached his apartment, my mind was set that I couldn't give him more and I couldn't do this to myself anymore. I was torturing myself by coming to him all of these times and making myself believe that I could be more.Even with him telling me that I was all of these things, I couldn't, wouldn't, believe a word he said. He was just trying to make me feel better and I loved him for it, but enough is enough.Once inside, he tries to pull me to him and I grimace and back away. Better to start distancing myself now than waiting for this weekend to be over.He lifts his hands to me, his face pleading and I take a deep breath. "We shouldn't do this to ourselves anymore. It's not healthy."He drops his hands and then runs one over his hea

I cursed as I slipped on my slippers and ran to the door. I slipped on a piece of paper sitting on the floor in the hallway and rubbed my knee as I answered the front door.A delivery man stood in front of the door with a giant edible arrangement of fruit and a small box. I smiled at him and took my stuff into the living room and pulled out my phone. I read the card stuck on a pick in the arrangementThinking of you -LI grin from ear to ear and shake my head.I dial his number, knowing he probably won't answer since it's the middle of his work day. I had just gotten home from school and had changed when I got my arrangement."Hello, beautiful.""You sent me a fruit arrangement?""Yeah. I was looking through some of my pictures on my phone and saw the one you took of yourself and couldn't help myself.""What's in the box?""Open it."I open the small box and find a small white teddy bear that h