Semua Bab Her Feral Professor [ Your Professor Shouldn't Taste You]: Bab 91 - Bab 100

"I hope you don't mind, I didn't know where else to go." Zane says finally. He turns to look at me and I get lost in the depth of his eyes. "That is okay." I say quietly."Do you want to come in or we should talk here? We do have a lot to talk about right?" He asks. His tone gives nothing away but I can read his face. His eyes are cautiously anxious and his body language is so tense, I feel like I could snap on his behalf."Yeah." I agree, I think about his offer to go inside twice, I glance at the house, can't help the flood of memory of that morning, my terrible walk of shame down the quiet street, I close my eyes and nod, "Let's go in." I say. I remind myself that I don't have to let Daisy rule over me with fear. Zane opens the door to his home for me. It is déjà vu all over again. The fresh smell of plants. The sparsely decorated living area. The bookshelves. The sparkling clean cozy space. The warm night lights he puts on. I come to a stop in front of the mirror. Flashbacks of

Alex Pov::The slight fear and apprehension on Zane's features almost makes me laugh. I guess putting the age into consideration does make our relationship look all shades of wrong now. Saying it out loud buoys me though, gives me confidence in a way. It is my truth after all. "How?" He asks, I watch his face as the answer comes to him. But I reply nonetheless because he needs to hear it from me, "I read your debut. It unlocked something in me. The attraction started innocent. I was obsessed with you and everything you had ever written. It wasn't easy with getting to know you since you are so private, but that only fueled my obsession. I scoured the internet for anything about you. The little I got, I obsessed over." "My debut? Wasn't that age restricted?" He asks. It is the closest I have seen Zane be actually taken off guard. He is always so confident and reserved. His demeanour always made him seem like he was unshakable. Nothing fazed him. But here he is, sitting across from m

"Why? Do you want me to stay back?" I throw the question back without answering even though my heart is beating like it wants to tear right out of my chest. Of course I have considered staying back so we get more time to spend together. But the constant intrusion of Daisy and the fear of being discovered by others have kept that need at bay. "Yes. I want you to stay back. I don't think I could go two weeks without you. I want to take you to spend the two weeks break at my ranch in the country side. It is where I go to write." Zane says, holding my eyes. My heart leaps. I have to get used to him being this openly vulnerable with me and his feelings. It is so raw and it leaves me breathless. "You have a ranch?" I ask, deflecting from the madness of my heart thumping almost out of my chest. Two whole weeks away with him. Alone. In the countryside. That is straight out of a fairytale. I would like nothing more. "Yes. It is private property. I use it seasonally when my work requires me

"That's it for the semester, guys. I hope we are all prepared for the exams next week. Good luck." Zane is on the podium, looking both edible and charismatic in his eggshell white shirt and loose black pants. His shoes glint off the lights off the lecture hall. He addresses the class with a kind of confidence that can only be inborn. I look at him from my middle row seat and it is hard to believe that I have that man to myself. He is really mine. All mine.I have done my best so far to keep the flashbacks from our time in his car during the early hours of today, away from my mind. My entire best. But it is futile. Right from the moment he stepped onto that podium, looking lethal in his corporate clothes, clean shaven, his hair laid down to perfection, stunningly dark. I knew it was a loosing battle. I can't keep the memories at bay. The heat crawls up my neck at just a sideways glance from him. He spares me a couple glances throughout the lecture, he gives nothing away and yet my mou

Zane Orion Pov:: "Mr. Bryan. Let her go this instant." I say through clenched teeth. When Maggie came up to me on my way to my office, breathlessly asking me to come back to the class immediately as there was a physically violent situation happening involving Alex and Tristan, my head went light for a moment. I don't know what I expected but when I opened the doors and saw the boy choking Penny, eyes dark and crazed looking, I hate to admit it but I felt a smidge of relief in that moment. I don't know how I would have reacted if it was Alex he was holding like that. I don't know how far I would have gone. How many lines I would have crossed without thinking. Without blinking. My heart is still beating madly in my chest like a wild animal at the sudden boost of fear and adrenaline that gripped me as I ran back here. "Fuck off." Tristan snarls at me. I hear the muted collective gasps from the students crowding the class. I look back at them, most have their phones out, recordi