All Chapters of I am an Omega, so what?: Chapter 1 - Chapter 10

**Evelyn**“Luna, it's so boring here! Can we go to the park and play? Please Luna! We miss playing with you!” I looked at the little boy smiling up at me, his big brown eyes full of innocence and hope. If only I could feel half as hopeful as him... Too bad. I was not as naïve as a four-year-old.Shaking off the unpleasant thought, I smiled at him even though it never reached my eyes. How could I explain to a child that we were in the midst of a war and our peaceful days were all but a memory? “I would really love that too, but not today, Mike. We can go to the park some other day,” I said before pausing, trying to think how I could explain to him that going out was not safe anymore. But I didn’t want to be the one to taint his innocence. Not when his parents had tried their best to shield him from the horror that was happening around him.“Why not now?” He pouted, his eyes drooping dramatically. “We are a little busy now, kiddo. Otherwise, will I ever say no to my favorite little b

**Evelyn**Mate… her voice echoed in my head as utter chaos ensued in the pack. “Mate?!” Elder Anthony shrieked gleefully, looking between the girl and Ryan, before turning to me with a gloating look. But I just stood there numbly, seeing everything but not registering anything. As if I was a stranger watching it all happen to someone else. Amidst the cacophony of voices of the elders and the pack members that gathered there by now, the girl walked towards Ryan as if in a daze. Suddenly, the haze in my mind cleared up and my senses turned sharp. She was walking towards my man! Fated mate or whatever, Ryan was mine now and mine forever! I rushed towards him and stood in front before she reached him. The girl tilted her head in a questioning look as she stared at me, annoyance flashing in her eyes at the hindrance. As she stood there studying me, I did the same. I didn’t realize it before since she was lying down, but now that she was standing up, she was on the shorter side. Maybe abo

**Evelyn**I closed my eyes, memories of the time when Ryan and I had first confessed our love for each other flashing through my mind. We were both under eighteen then, and I had hoped that the deep connection we shared probably meant that we were fated mates. But I was sorely disappointed when I turned eighteen, only to discover that I was not his mate. For a while, I had tried to pull away from him, not wanting to keep him away from his mate, who could make him a stronger Alpha. But Ryan was relentless in his pursuit, telling that the bond between us was stronger than any superfluous mate bond. That he didn't care for the strength which his fated could bring when he will be stronger with just my presence beside him. And slowly, I had surrendered to his charms once again, thinking that our love was strong enough to overcome the magic of mate bond. And I still thought that when Freya had come here just over a month ago. I trusted Ryan with all my heart, and I knew he loved me more tha

**Ryan**I let out a growl, throwing away the papers that I was supposed to review and sign. My mind was in utter chaos and there was no use trying to work right now. Closing my eyes, I tried to remember what had happened after I had left the meeting because of a pounding headache that almost left me blind. All I could remember was staggering to our bed and falling on it before everything went blank. The next thing I know, I was waking up to Evie’s heart wrenching cry. Seeing Evie look at me as if she was giving up on me, on us, I hoped she would still trust in me. Trust that I will never do anything to betray her. But when she said she was going to leave me, I panicked. I lost all reason as fear overtook my senses and I am not proud of what I did in my desperation to keep her with me. I should never have stooped as low as to lock her in the room, but I was so frantic to stop her from leaving that it was the only thing that came to my mind at that moment. Right now, I really regretted

**Ryan**I let out a growl, rage boiling in my veins. Needing to vent, I threw the flower vase on the desk to the floor. Not satisfied, I started throwing the files on the desk and then smashing everything that was in front of my eyes. I stood in the center of the mess, panting heavily, and closed my eyes. It has been two days since Evelyn left and there was no trace of her yet! Two damn days! After finding her gone, I had tried to track her scent myself. But once I stepped out of the packhouse, there was no trace of her scent anymore. It was as if she had just vanished without leaving any trace. How was that even possible? Two days of sending search parties relentlessly and still nothing. Where are you, Evie?‘Are you happy now? You wanted her gone, and she is. I can't find her even after trying my best. This is what you wanted, isn't it?’ I growled at Liam, who had oddly been silent ever since Evelyn disappeared. He was silent for a moment before replying.‘You know that's not true