**Evelyn**
I closed my eyes, memories of the time when Ryan and I had first confessed our love for each other flashing through my mind. We were both under eighteen then, and I had hoped that the deep connection we shared probably meant that we were fated mates. But I was sorely disappointed when I turned eighteen, only to discover that I was not his mate. For a while, I had tried to pull away from him, not wanting to keep him away from his mate, who could make him a stronger Alpha. But Ryan was relentless in his pursuit, telling that the bond between us was stronger than any superfluous mate bond. That he didn't care for the strength which his fated could bring when he will be stronger with just my presence beside him. And slowly, I had surrendered to his charms once again, thinking that our love was strong enough to overcome the magic of mate bond. And I still thought that when Freya had come here just over a month ago. I trusted Ryan with all my heart, and I knew he loved me more than life itself. I believed if anyone could resist the mate bond and continue loving someone else, that would be my Ryan. But now… now I was not so sure anymore.
I bit my lips; the pain helping to keep my tears at bay as I remembered the times I had caught Ryan staring intensely at Freya. He looked almost angry as he looked at her. Like he couldn’t look away even if he wanted to. The first time, even though it hurt to see him staring at her, I trusted him to break away from the effect of the mate bond. I told myself that maybe it was just his wolf longing for his mate and unable to resist the bond. As he finally looked away from her and gave me the gentle smile that he only gave me, I thought he had won over the mate bond. But then it happened again. And again.
When I caught Ryan staring at Freya again for the fifth time, I finally snapped. I accused him of surrendering to the fate bond and, in return, he snapped at me for not trusting him enough. It was the first time I fought with him ever and that was because of Freya. The same Freya whom he promised never to care for. Within a month, she had sown a discord between me and Ryan when we had never even had a disagreement for years until then. And that was without her even trying to do anything. If so, what would happen when she would inevitably try to get him to accept her? Will my bond with Ryan stay as strong as I had believed, or could Freya come in between us?
I sighed as I walked towards our room, my footsteps echoing in the eerily silent corridor. As I reached the room, I raised my hand to open the door, only to pause. A strange feeling rose in my chest and for a moment, I felt an overwhelming urge to just turn and run. How strange. I ignored the uneasiness and pushed open the door.
Ryan had just returned victorious from yet another battle a few hours ago. Right away, he had called in a strategic meeting. He may not be back for a few hours and I planned to take a nap till then. It was not like I could just go to the hospital wing and offer my services when my very presence was treated as a blasphemy. At least with more victories in the battle, there were fewer injured there and my help was not exactly needed.
Lost in my thoughts, I walked towards my bed, only to pause suddenly. Something felt different. Slowly, I looked up, and my eyes widened in horror at the sight that greeted me. There, in my bed that I shared with my husband, he was lying with another woman in his arms! As I stared with disbelief, Freya snuggled closer to Ryan, nuzzling her head on his chest, and I felt my vision darken for a moment.
A sense of betrayal surged through my chest as I stared at the scene, hoping against hope that it was all just a nightmare and I will wake up any moment now. But even after blinking countless times, the scene in front of me remained the same. My Ryan, whom I had trusted with all my heart… betrayed me?! He had promised me he would never even glance at another woman. That he can ignore the mate bond. That his love for me was above all else. Then how could this happen? He was all I had in this pack and now I lost him too?! A horrible keening sound escaped my lips as I lost all the strength in my limbs, falling to the floor in a heap.
My sudden cry shattered the silence, and they both startled awake. As I stared at them numbly, tears still falling from my eyes, Ryan stared at me in confusion. Then, as if following my gaze, he turned to his side, only to let out a startled gasp. He scrambled out of bed while pointing his finger at Freya, who just sat up, her hair a tangled mess as she blinked dazedly.
“You! How did you come here? What are you doing in our bed?” Ryan growled at her.
“I… I don't know! I was taking a nap in my room. I don't know how I got here…” Freya said, her voice full of panic. She then turned towards me with wide eyes.
“You! Get out of my room!” Ryan let out a roar, and Freya nodded frantically before rushing out of the room. While passing me, she gave me an apologetic look, but I could see a flash of smugness in her gray eyes. As the door closed after her departure, I sat there staring at Ryan, who stood there panting heavily, his eyes closed tightly. Then he suddenly opened his eyes, a pleading look on those golden orbs.
“Evie…” he said, his voice barely above a whisper, his eyes full of hope. Hope that I could understand his dilemma?
“I shouldn't have troubled you like this, Ryan. I should have left the moment your mate arrived,” I said, my voice hoarse as I stared at him, my heart shattering into pieces.
“What?”
“I had grown up seeing the love my parents had for each other. In fact, I had once hoped to have the same thing in my life. But then I selfishly fell in love with you even when I knew the moon goddess must have created someone specifically for you. Even when I knew the magic of the mate bond, I was conceited enough to think that my love was strong enough to beat the sacred mate bond. How foolish…”
I shook my head, a self-deprecating smile on my face.
“I thought you will resist the mate bond forever. But now that I had seen its power in front of my eyes, I don't want to torture you anymore. I can't be selfish anymore and keep you away from your mate. Both you and our pack need her. You can choose to be with her and grow stronger for the pack. I will leave the pack and never come back into your life,” I vowed resolutely. I should have done this sooner…
Ryan let out an irritated growl, his eyes flashing with annoyance as he stalked towards me. He gripped my shoulders with both his hands, and I let out a pained hiss. I looked up and saw a condescending smile on his face.
“You promised to trust me and it was so easy to break it, huh? Just seeing someone near me is enough to conclude that I cheated on you? Is this the unbreakable bond we boast to others?” He growled out, and I staggered back as he suddenly pulled his hands away from my shoulders. He raked his hands through his hair before letting out an angry yell that seemed to reverberate in the room.
“You want to leave? Leave me? I will see how you will leave!” He snarled suddenly and before I knew it, he threw me on the bed before walking out of the room and shutting the door. Only when I heard the ominous sounding click, I realised he locked the door.
I rushed towards the door and tried to open it, only for it to rattle uselessly.He actually locked me inside?!
“Ryan! What are you doing? Open the door!” I shouted, but there was no answer. I hit the door and yelled for a while before falling into a puddle on the floor, my mind a jumbled mess. I just found my husband in bed with another woman and now he locked me inside. Just what was my life turning into? Just a few months ago, I was living a happy life with a man whom I believed to be my soulmate, even if he was not my fated mate. But now, it was as if I didn't even know him anymore. The Ryan I knew would never have locked me in a room and I would never have distrusted him. We both have changed…
I didn't know how much time I sat there with my back against the door, when the door suddenly clicked open behind me. I stood up and turned, expecting to see Ryan, only to freeze when I saw Elder Zachary standing there.
As I stared at him warily, he gave me a gentle smile.
“Luna, I guess you have finally realised how hard it is to go against the mate bond. It is easy to tell that your love is strong and you can resist the mate bond. But reality is different,” he pointed to the rumbled sheets and sighed.
“This is just the beginning. If you stay in this pack, you will see more hurtful things in the future. The mate bond has already started its effect and with time, they both will become inseparable.” He let out a sigh before looking at me with sad eyes. “I don't mean to be cruel, but the Alpha will forget you. The only one who matters to him will be his mate. And it will only you who will be hurt seeing them love each other when you can't move on from him.”
I just stared at him blankly for a moment before nodding silently. I was tired. So tired. I just wanted to go away and leave this all behind. I didn't want to fight anymore.
“I know I had asked the Alpha to accept his mate and you may hold a grudge against me. But I was only doing the right thing. You leaving the pack is not only for the good of the Alpha and the pack but you too,” he said and I nodded.
“I understand. I will leave the pack right away.”
“I will help you escape, Luna. I wish you could get over this pain and have a good life ahead.”
His words just fell on deaf ears as I took a step forward to follow him, only to pause. No. I couldn't just leave without saying anything to Ryan. I owed him an explanation, at least.
Grabbing a notepad, I began writing.
‘Dear Ryan,
I love you with all my heart, but I don't want to be a hindrance to you anymore. When you could grow stronger with your mate beside you and save the entire pack, I can't be selfish and sacrifice others’ lives just because I can't give up my love for you. I wish we could meet in another life and then maybe I will be your true mate in that life. Until then,
Yours forever,
Evie’
I kept the note on the table, wiped my tears, and turned away. Goodbye, Ryan…
**Evelyn**I followed elder Zachary out of the packhouse, a small duffel with just a few clothes and essentials in my hand. My heart felt heavier with each step I took and I had the sudden urge to run back to my room. It’s not too late yet! I can just close my door and wait for Ryan. We can talk and solve our issues and everything will go back to how it was. Startled at the selfish thought that flashed in my mind, I shook my head to clear my thoughts. I had already made the decision to give up Ryan for the better of the pack. I had to do it even if it killed me…I clenched my fists, my nails digging into my palms, and the pain helped me stay level-headed. As we walked farther into the north wing, away from the servant quarters, I wondered why we hadn't even encountered a single maid till now. This entire thing was going a little too smooth for my liking and my instincts were screaming at me that something was wrong. That it couldn't be this easy. I looked around uneasily, my eyes scann
**Ryan**I let out a growl, throwing away the papers that I was supposed to review and sign. My mind was in utter chaos and there was no use trying to work right now. Closing my eyes, I tried to remember what had happened after I had left the meeting because of a pounding headache that almost left me blind. All I could remember was staggering to our bed and falling on it before everything went blank. The next thing I know, I was waking up to Evie’s heart wrenching cry. Seeing Evie look at me as if she was giving up on me, on us, I hoped she would still trust in me. Trust that I will never do anything to betray her. But when she said she was going to leave me, I panicked. I lost all reason as fear overtook my senses and I am not proud of what I did in my desperation to keep her with me. I should never have stooped as low as to lock her in the room, but I was so frantic to stop her from leaving that it was the only thing that came to my mind at that moment. Right now, I really regretted
**Evelyn***Three days later…*I woke up startled, sitting up on the bed as my hand flew to my chest. I panted heavily as the remnants of a nightmare still lingered in my mind, a sense of loss and misery washing over me. ‘Dream. It is just a dream,’ I told myself and slowly my breathing turned normal. Once I turned calm, I opened my eyes, only to stiffen as I realised that I was not in my room. Suddenly, I remembered how the assassins tried to attack me after I left the pack and how I had fallen off the cliff while trying to escape. As if on cue, a torrent of aches and pains assaulted me, a pounding headache the worst of all. Trying to ignore the throbbing pain in my arms, I scooted over to the edge of the bed. Warily, I looked over the room, trying to find any clues to where I was. I With bare white walls and minimal furniture, the room lacked any personal touch. It left no clue about the owner. I bit my lips as I pondered the situation, wondering if I was in enemy territory or no
**Ryan**I let out a growl, rage boiling in my veins. Needing to vent, I threw the flower vase on the desk to the floor. Not satisfied, I started throwing the files on the desk and then smashing everything that was in front of my eyes. I stood in the center of the mess, panting heavily, and closed my eyes. It has been two days since Evelyn left and there was no trace of her yet! Two damn days! After finding her gone, I had tried to track her scent myself. But once I stepped out of the packhouse, there was no trace of her scent anymore. It was as if she had just vanished without leaving any trace. How was that even possible? Two days of sending search parties relentlessly and still nothing. Where are you, Evie?‘Are you happy now? You wanted her gone, and she is. I can't find her even after trying my best. This is what you wanted, isn't it?’ I growled at Liam, who had oddly been silent ever since Evelyn disappeared. He was silent for a moment before replying.‘You know that's not true
**Evelyn**“What did you say?!” I asked Lucian, my eyes wide with disbelief. Certainly he didn't say what I think he did?Lucian straightened up, his eyes flashing with determination.“I said Ryan doesn't love you anymore. He wants his fated mate, and he is going to marry her!”“You are lying!” How dare he slander my Ryan like that?!Lucian shook his head before looking me straight in the eyes.“Does it look as if I am lying? Is it even something I could lie about when you can easily find the truth?” He asked before sighing. “Wake up, Rose. He moved on as soon as you left the pack. You meant that little to him.”I stared at him, my mind trying to make sense of his words, which were nothing more than a jumbled mess to me at the moment. Finally, after what felt like ages, a lone tear slipped past my eyes. Lucian was right. Even if I wished he was lying, it simply didn’t make sense for him to lie about such a thing. I could just ask around and know if he was lying. Then why would he bot
**Evelyn**“What?” I blurted out, looking at Lucian with disbelief. I had just ran away from the pack and he is asking me to return just to check if my husband is really marrying Freya? “I said I will take you to the packhouse and you could see the preparations going on for the Alpha’s marriage. Then you will have to believe Ryan really doesn’t care for you anymore. Alright?”“Are you serious? It was a miracle that I was able to escape without Ryan finding out, and you are asking me to go right back there? As if Ryan will let me go a second time. If I go back, then I can’t ever step out of the packhouse. Ryan would make sure of that.”Lucian just stared at me before giving me a confident smile.“If I ask you to come with me, then trust me when I say I have my ways. I promise we could go to the pack and come back safely. I can bring you back without Ryan finding you.” I stared at him in disbelief. “I had escaped the pack because I had help and Ryan wasn’t expecting me to leave. But
**Ryan**I paced back and forth in my office which was back to being neat and organized. It has only been a day since I announced my fake marriage with Freya. But ever since that moment, the entire pack had been buzzing with joy and the preparations were in full swing for a marriage that will never take place. In two days, it was the full moon, and the ceremony was announced to take place then. I had made it clear to the elders and Freya that it was all fake and the marriage will never really take place. But the pack was a different story. To keep the matter from leaking out and reaching Evie, I decided to keep it as real as possible. For that, I never let the pack members know that the marriage would not actually take place. They really believed that I was going to marry Freya just after Evie had left and they were already treating her as their damn Luna. They acted as if Evie leaving the pack was the best thing that ever happened to them.I couldn’t help but remember how nobody sho
**Evelyn**With a frown, I leaned close to the door, trying to listen to the conversation. Though I never wanted to eavesdrop on someone, something about his words left me wanting to hear more of the conversation. “I don’t want to listen to any excuses. You better not make any troubles or you know what will happen!”There were no more words, and I wondered if the call was already over. But then I heard his steps coming close to the door and my eyes widened in horror. I didn’t want to be caught spying on him! Instinctively, I took a few steps back silently before walking forward once again. I made sure to make enough noise to let Lucian know about my arrival, but not enough to sound unnatural. To be honest, even I didn’t know I was taking this much precautions. For all I knew, he was talking to someone regarding the orphanage matters. And if he finds me standing in front of the door, it will only be a little awkward. I could just tell him that I was hesitating a bit before knocking o
**Ryan**“Alpha, didn’t you promise that the Luna will be back soon? Why isn’t she back yet?”Under the accusing stare of the little guy in front of me, I felt like a criminal.“She will come, Mike,” I said, and I didn’t know if I was trying to convince him or myself. My mind flashed to the moment I saw the brown-haired woman in the marriage. She looked nothing like my Evie, but my mind told that it was my Evie. And she saw me marrying Freya. Even if it wasn’t her, the news must have spread that I had married Freya. Evie would certainly have heard of it by now. She would hate me by now, wouldn’t she? After all, I had married another woman even after promising her that I will never even glance at any woman other than her. Whatever my reasons may be, there was no excuse for my actions. She will never come back to me now. I had lost my Evie forever. I was startled out of my thoughts when the little one spoke. “But Momma said we have a new Luna and the old one is gone forever. That I sh
**Evelyn**I turned to see Caleb standing there, staring at me with wide eyes, and I frowned. “I shouldn’t go there?” I asked, pointing towards the inconspicuous looking herbs and he nodded furiously.“Why?”“Uh… Brother Lucian has prohibited us from going to that area!” He said, his voice sounding nervous and I frowned, looking back at the herbs. Even after a second glance, they looked nothing special. Huh?“Why aren’t you allowed to go there? Is there anything special about those herbs?” I asked curiously.Caleb looked conflicted as if pondering something and then he straightened up.“The herbs there… They have harmful effects. Some of those are even toxic to touch and should be handled with gloves only. That’s why we should never go to that area,” he said and I stared at him in shock. Toxic to touch? Wasn’t that too dangerous for a place with kids? I know he said they were prohibited to go there, but we were talking about kids here! Who didn’t know that they loved to explore and r
**Evelyn**It has been a week since the day I left the pack with Lucian. For a day, I had been riddled with anxiety and guilt at leaving the pack in such a perilous state. I knew that Lucian was right, and I had no connections with the pack anymore. That I had no reason to worry anymore about them. But it was hard to get rid of the feelings I harbored in my mind in just a day. Afterall, I had been their Luna for years and caring for them had been ingrained in my blood. I couldn’t just stop caring because they chose someone better than me as their Luna. And hence, I couldn’t help but worry about the fate of the pack after the attack, hoping that they were all fine.The next day, Lucian brought news that everyone in the pack was safe and there were no casualties in the attack. Even though I was relieved at the news, when I heard how the enemy had destroyed the pack’s barn, I was worried once again. Without supplies to aid them in the winter, how were they going to survive? But I decided
**Ryan**Slowly, we all turned to see Freya who was standing there, her face full of determination. To be honest, I had even forgotten she was there. Seeing her confidence, I felt a mix of agitation and indignation. Even though my first instinct was to ignore her, I couldn’t just leave the matter when she had made such a declaration, can I?“You can help?” I asked, my brows raised in curiosity. Freya gazed at me before nodding confidently. “How?” I asked, and she smiled. “I know you don’t think much of me, Ryan. You think of me as a nuisance who caused Evelyn to leave you. Even though I only wanted to help you find her, circumstances led you to marrying me. And you think I deliberately trapped you even though I never had any such intentions,” she said, and I nearly rolled my eyes.“What does this have to do with the situation we are facing now?” I asked, not interested in her declaration of innocence. Freya shook her head before sighing.“You may have forgotten, but I am not just
**Ryan**“What did you say?” I asked Elder Anthony, daring him to repeat his words. How dare he accuse Evie like that? Elder Anthony, rather than realize the fury in my eyes, visibly grew excited as he nodded at me.“It could only be her! She is the only one with the motivation! Think about it! Who will have a grudge against the entire pack than a Luna who was scorned by all? She was forced to leave the pack, and she lost her husband to his mate. She will definitely be pissed and have all the reasons to hate us!” Elder Anthony declared proudly.“You are right. It is clear the intruders knew the exact location of the barn. That is possible only if a member of the pack sold them that information and who else would do it than a vengeful woman who lost her power and man both?” Elder Timothy added his own ideas.“Exactly! And the timing! Such a thing has never happened before this and right after she leaves the pack, someone knows the location of the barn! Isn’t it clear that she was the
I took one more look in the direction I had seen the woman I thought was Evie, but I couldn’t spot her anymore. Hearing the shouts of the warriors, I hesitated for a moment, torn between trying to find Evie and fighting the enemies. But hearing the desperate yells of the warriors, I turned and rushed to the front of the packhouse where the warriors were fighting the intruders.Forgetting everything else, I focused on the battle, my body entering the battle mode where all I cared about was defeating the enemies. Soon, our warriors were winning over the intruders. Suddenly, cries came from the west side of the pack and we froze, looking at each other as we stopped attacking the intruders. Hearing the shouts grow louder, I turned in that direction for a moment and my eyes widened in horror when I saw smoke coming from there. Did that mean…“Fire! The barn on the west side is on fire! Someone help!” somebody shouted, and I felt my heart skip a beat. Damn it!While we were distracted by t
**Evelyn**The day of the full moon, I was surprised to see the makeup artist Lucian brought to me. I wondered what he was up to, but he just gave me a mysterious smile, asking me to trust him and let the girl work. Figuring it was part of his plans, I just let her do as she wanted and even wore the dress she gave. Honestly, I was expecting to go there in a disguise and was expecting some hooded dress or even a men’s costume. That’s why I was surprised to find that the dress she gave me was a sky blue gown that was pretty but yet not too outstanding.“You are going to hide in plain sight. For that, you have to blend in,” Amy, the makeup artist, said with a smile and I nodded.“I guess that makes sense.”After she was done, I looked at the mirror and gasped. With brown hair and eyes, and the contours and even the tone of my face altered, I looked like a stranger even to myself. Pretty, but not too glamorous to warrant a second glance.“You are a magician. I can’t recognize myself,” I t
**Ryan**I hesitated for a moment before placing my hand on the divine orb, my mind flashing back to the moment when I had done the same with my Evie. I shook off the memory and looked at the orb. As instructed, I stated my name and rank as I sought the Goddess’s blessing. Following me, Freya did the same, placing her hand on top of mine. Despite the tingles that ran through my fingertips where my skin touched Freya’s, all I ever felt was disgust. I didn’t want her touching me! It just felt wrong!As the orb glowed brightly signifying the mate bond between me and Freya, cheers erupted around us. Hastily, I took my hand back from the orb and stared at the elder.“Now both of you chant the prayers to the Moon Goddess as I do,” the elder instructed before chanting the prayer. As I chanted the prayer, my eyes scanned everywhere for the familiar figure of my Evie. Was there anyone trying to hide in the shadows? Was there anyone wearing a hood to cover their face? Where are you, Evie?“And
**Ryan**I paced back and forth in my office restlessly, my mind full of questions. It was the night before the wedding day and I was too tense to lie down, let alone sleep. I hadn’t slept in our room ever since Evie had left the pack, anyway. Leaning against the windowsill, I went over the plans for the next day in my head for what felt like the umpteenth time. I couldn’t afford to make mistakes.As I stood by the window gazing at the moon that was almost full, I wondered what Evie was doing now. Was she also staring at this moon somewhere? Suddenly, I heard a slight noise that sounded like twigs snapping in the otherwise silent night and straightened, all my senses on alert. It was so late in the night and no one should have been outside here at this time of the day. So what was that sound? As I listened, I heard the sound again and then I saw someone step out of the packhouse, their silhouette shrouded in darkness. I watched curiously, wondering who was out at this time of the ni