All Chapters of Love Behind the Lens: Chapter 91 - Chapter 100

SebastianSince Adira had picked B we headed down to the docks to where the boat for the dolphin tour was. We still had about an hour before the tour started so we were able to take our time walking and talking. I held her hand and on her other side Charlie walked keeping pace with us, his leash attached to Adira's waist. I asked her how Charlie did on boats and she said he'd be fine, he'd probably just hang his head over the side. She explained that he loved the beach and water in general and had been on several boats, even the back of a jet ski and a surf board."Wait, you surf?" I stopped turned to face her in the middle of the sidewalk. She laughed as my hand tugged her gently and she smiled back at me, squeezing my hand."Barely, I surf barely. I took a few lessons just so Charlie and I can catch some baby waves. It was pretty great. But he is a water baby. He loves being in the ocean, the pool he doesn't care. He's a very strong swimmer too," Adira said as she rubbed C

SebastianI was a little surprised when Adira let me take some photos of her. She even posed for them, looking so natural it was hard to believe she was usually on the other side of the lens. It was a perfect day for it, a light breeze tossing her hair around slightly, her cheeks flush from our adventures today. I stood next to her as she snapped a few of the ocean before her stomach grumbled. I laughed, glad that I wasn't the only one feeling hungry."Why don't we grab as snack at one the stands and then we can go check out some casinos before dinner?" I suggested as she put her camera away."That sounds great," she replied and I held my hand out for her. Her small hand fit perfect in mine and it definitely had me thinking about the furture. At some point while we are here I wanted to talk to her about seeing more of each other, maybe even taking it to the next step. We walked out of the aquarium and wondered over to a street stall that was selling hotdogs and pretzels. After

Sebastian"Hey what's so important that you're calling me now?" I asked my brother as I stepped out of the restaurant. The hostess was leading Adira to our table but I knew that it must be important if he was calling me. He knew where I was this weekend and what I was up to."I'm sorry to interupt your little getaway with the sexy photographer but you've got a problem. I heard from one of the girls at the bar that the girl you were with the last time you came down is now pregnant," he said and I felt my heart skip a beat. There's no way that it could be mine. Is there? I rubbed my palm along my forehead in hopes that the lost memories from that night would magically return so I could deny this."Shit. There's no way. I'm telling you even months later I still don't remember anything between meeting her at the bar and waking up next to her. I don't even think I could have gotten it up," I replied quietly. I began pacing trying to think. This could ruin my life. This could ru

SebastianMy head was killing me. I could hear Adira calling me and attempted to sit up slowly. I was disoriented and it took a few minutes for me to realize that I was on the sofa in our hotel room. As I began to move slowly trying to work the kinks out from my body as my mind battled the pounding inside my head I realized I was still in last night's clothes and I smelled like I fell in barrel of beer. I cracked open an eye to see Adira standing there holding out a coffee in one hand and a few pills in the other."Here this will help, move slowly," she said softly. "thank you," I said geniunely as I reached out for both. While I downed the pills and the coffee Adira took a seat next to me, Charlie on her other side watching me intently. I swear that dog understood more than he should.She unwrapped a few greasy breakfast sandwhiches and handed me one before placing the other on the table in front of me. Then she pulled out a bowl of fruit and began eating. I appreciated her

Adira I found some paper in the desk drawer and after I double checked that I'd packed everything for Charlie and myself I sat on the sofa and wrote him a message. He'd probably be drunk when he found it but I couldn't leave without saying something to him.Sebastian,After our conversation this afternoon and your subsequent reaction to me telling you that I wasn't ready, I feel like we need some time apart to assess where we stand. Charlie and I are heading home on our own. This weekend started out so well, but it also made me realize that I didn't know you as well as I thought. The way that you acted last night, the anger and the drinking, was something that I hadn't expected from you. I didn't pry for an answer as you are a grown man, but some sort of explanation would have helped my understanding of your reactions. And then today, when you talked about the future. It was something we hadn't discussed before but it seemed to me as if you already had it all planned out for