All Chapters of I Don't Remember Loving You, Alpha: Chapter 311 - Chapter 320

TristanMy plan was to get back to the cabin. But somehow, my feet led me to change my tracks and go to the packhouse. As to what I did that? I didn’t know. It was basically instinct that led me there. As I turned to the corner, my eyes landed on the familiar build. I saw Trevor and Elaine standing at the corner of the hall. No, they were talking. But Trevor and Elaine weren’t smiling or laughing like usual. Instead, they looked serious. I could tell they were having an important conversation based on the way they moved. Of course, I had no plan to eavesdrop on their conversation. I wanted to turn around and leave for some reason, my legs wouldn’t move. I remained rooted in my spot far enough to stay hidden but close enough to see everything that they were doing.l could tell that Trevor was frustrated because of the way he ran his fingers through his hair. Elaine didn’t seem angry, though. They weren’t shouting or arguing either. Rather, they just talk. There was tension but there

Elaine“Make sure to double-check everything.” Trevor leaned against the wall as he watched me pack my things.“I think I got everything,” I replied. I smiled at him as I zipped my bag. “Eat plenty. We don’t know how hard your training will be. Mosquitoes might be everywhere too. Always use your ointment.”I couldn’t respond. The weight of being away from Trevor made my chest tighten. I grabbed a few more things from our cabinet for the journey.“I hope they will provide at least a comfortable place to sleep.” Trevor worriedly said.I couldn’t look at Trevor at that second. It was hard to leave him. It slowly pierced right into my chest. It was my first time to be away from him for a while. Trevor continued to remind me of a lot of things. Slowly, tears clouded my eyes. I could no longer understand what he was saying. “Elaine, are you listening to me?” Trevor grabbed my hands. Unknowingly, I already threw myself unto him. For the last time, I cherish his embrace. I registered the

TristanI walked away in shame. I didn’t understand why I let myself be reminded of things I didn’t want to hear. Why did I even ask a question that would only hurt me? Now, the truth had finally slapped me awake. Maybe I needed that. At least things were clear to me now. Elaine and I had no chance of getting back together. It would take more than a miracle for her to come back in my arms.Knowing that Trevor was Elaine’s dream now was a tough pill to swallow. I don’t blame her, though. Now more than ever, I get why she chose him.But earlier, I thought…well…that we still have a chance. “I know it’s a stupid move,” I whispered inside my head. I regretted making another move. I should have stayed away from Elaine rather than trying to force our destiny again. I could feel the hard grip on my fist. Something pressed against my chest. Another heavy feeling I wish to banish.“Hey!” I called out to Elsa. “I’m going to gather some wood.”Elsa tilted her head and rolled her eyes. If only

TristanElsa made my blood boil again. That lady always gets on my nerves. Once again, I am utterly humiliated in front of everyone. Not a day passes that my hate doesn’t grow toward her. It continues to increase as I spend more time with that bitch.I turned around, trying my best not to snap and punish her.Callum suddenly laughed inside my head..“What are you laughing at?!” I confronted him.“It’s just amusing to see you finally face your match.”His joke didn’t impress me.“Shut the fuck up, Callum. You’re not helping.”I went back to the right side cabin, where Elaine was sitting on the porch. I tried to hide my pissed-off self and sat on the wooden chair beside the door. Elaine walked around, inspecting the cabin from every corner, leaving me sitting alone on the porch.“No matter how much you hate her, Elsa is the one in charge of your training. Deal with her nicely.”“Yeah, right,” I commented sarcastically.Callum suddenly chuckled, making me even more pissed.“Stop it, Call

ElaineAfter all the thoughts that visited me, I realized maybe it was time to be a little different. Maybe it was time to be a little kind and considerate toward Tristan. After all, I could see that he was trying. Besides, if I wanted to survive this training, I had to get along with him.So, I summoned a bit of courage to talk first.“This looks nice.”Tristan tilted his head toward me and smiled. “Yeah. For a training quarter, this was actually decent.” Tristan’s smile faded slightly. “The Omega quarters?”I nodded as I ran my fingers over the wooden frame of the bed. “Small, simple, tucked away from the main house. It wasn’t much, though. In fact, just a place to sleep when I wasn’t working. My only treasure is my worn-out bed and a small chair and desk to keep my personal things.” I let out a quiet chuckle afterward. “But compared to the conditions some Omegas had, I was lucky to even have that.”His expression darkened. “You shouldn’t have had to live like that.”I shrugged. “I