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TristanElsa made my blood boil again. That lady always gets on my nerves. Once again, I am utterly humiliated in front of everyone. Not a day passes that my hate doesn’t grow toward her. It continues to increase as I spend more time with that bitch.I turned around, trying my best not to snap and punish her.Callum suddenly laughed inside my head..“What are you laughing at?!” I confronted him.“It’s just amusing to see you finally face your match.”His joke didn’t impress me.“Shut the fuck up, Callum. You’re not helping.”I went back to the right side cabin, where Elaine was sitting on the porch. I tried to hide my pissed-off self and sat on the wooden chair beside the door. Elaine walked around, inspecting the cabin from every corner, leaving me sitting alone on the porch.“No matter how much you hate her, Elsa is the one in charge of your training. Deal with her nicely.”“Yeah, right,” I commented sarcastically.Callum suddenly chuckled, making me even more pissed.“Stop it, Call
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ElaineElsa’s words got stuck in my head. I was so busy hating Tristan that I ignored and forgot other things. Everything made sense now. There was no other way of finding out other than letting myself get near Tristan again. I wouldn’t be able to tell if I had the capacity to handle the rejection unless in a controlled environment like this. I held my chest. My thoughts led me back to the day I tried to reject Tristan. My body could still remember the level of pain I experienced that day. I couldn’t even last a second because of how much pain struck my chest. Blood came out and my body instantly gave up. It was so awful! But then, I knew I couldn’t run away from my destiny. I had to face it. But prepared. “I wish Trevor was here…” I whispered in my head.I took a deep sigh, thinking about him. If only Trevor was by my side during the training, I might not feel fearful like this. Tristan and I continued our way inside the cabin. He was in full silence. The old Tristan, who would
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ElaineAfter all the thoughts that visited me, I realized maybe it was time to be a little different. Maybe it was time to be a little kind and considerate toward Tristan. After all, I could see that he was trying. Besides, if I wanted to survive this training, I had to get along with him.So, I summoned a bit of courage to talk first.“This looks nice.”Tristan tilted his head toward me and smiled. “Yeah. For a training quarter, this was actually decent.” Tristan’s smile faded slightly. “The Omega quarters?”I nodded as I ran my fingers over the wooden frame of the bed. “Small, simple, tucked away from the main house. It wasn’t much, though. In fact, just a place to sleep when I wasn’t working. My only treasure is my worn-out bed and a small chair and desk to keep my personal things.” I let out a quiet chuckle afterward. “But compared to the conditions some Omegas had, I was lucky to even have that.”His expression darkened. “You shouldn’t have had to live like that.”I shrugged. “I
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TristanMy worries left for a second as soon as we entered the cabin. It looked different inside. The interior design didn’t resonate with how it looked outside.A few steps toward the living room, my eyes glanced at the hammock hanging around the ceiling, along with a big pink flowered vase and a small cabinet. I checked out the small cabinet that was the same height as a regular shoe rack. I noticed some books lined up with dust on them.There were no titles on the cover. They were just plain old books with brown pages inside.After some small talk, Elaine went straight to the bedroom. Then she came back to check the kitchen. I was surprised to see it had a lot of kitchenware and even plenty of plates as soon as she opened the cabinets.“Should I make something to eat?”I walked to the living room and sat on one of the couches. Elaine opened another cabinet, and some grocery supplies were already inside. I realized it wasn’t the first time this cabin had been used.I just shook my h
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TristanI shivered from the cold water and dried off my body with a towel as fast as I could. My body was shocked by the extreme cold, as I always prefer hot baths for comfort. But I knew that was a luxury here so I pressed on. At least, the water was clean. Despite being in such a remote location, this cabin has a consistent supply of clean running water. I reasoned that it must have been transported here via an antiquated piping system from a natural spring somewhere in the forest. I'm thankful that I won't have to take a river bath which I hated. With my fingers still numb from the cold water. I put on my clothes inside the bathroom because there isn't much privacy in the cabin. The tiny room is dimly lit when I exit. It's a simple room with a rickety table in the corner, two narrow beds pushed against each other, and a small window that lets in the sound of rustling leaves. The place feels even smaller because of the slight creaking of the walls caused by the wind. The moment I s
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ElaineThe noises outside woke me up. I could hear Elsa’s voice ordering her men around. The temperature felt like spring. The cozy cabin, surrounded by nature, seemed perfect for a vacation. But we weren’t here to relax. Today, our training officially began.I turned to my side. Tristan was already up, leaving me alone in bed. Did I oversleep? I checked the time on the bedroom wall. It was only 6 a.m. I guess everyone just woke up early.Except for me. After tying my hair, I got up and headed to the kitchen. Tristan was sitting at the table, eating breakfast.“Good morning. Did you sleep well?”I nodded. He had just started eating. He smiled and gestured for me to sit. As I approached the table, I noticed an abundance of food…crispy bacon, scrambled eggs with cilantro, French toast with garlic, and sliced avocado.“Did you make all this?” I asked Tristan.The food seemed excessive for just two people. Tristan chuckled, finishing his bite before answering.“I guess you forgot about M
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ElaineElsa had been leading the way for a while now. I didn’t know how long we’d been walking already but my feet started to feel numb. I wanted to ask Elsa how much longer we need to walk. But I always feel scared about talking to her. She was not the kind of she-wolf that I could easily get along with. Plus her fierce and mean personality towards Tristan always intimidated me. But unlike me, Tristan didn’t care. He freely expressed his frustration.“This path seems endless. Are we going to walk all day?” Tristan scoffed. He kicked a loose rock down the trail. “You didn’t tell me this was hiking and not training.”I quickly nudged Tristan in warning.“What? I am just telling the truth.” He shot me an annoyed look. “It’s true though. We’ve been walking for hours, and our leader here seems to be lost in her own world.”“Tristan, be quiet,” I muttered under my breath. “Do not provoke her. Or we’ll get in trouble again.”Tristan smirked but didn’t lower his voice. “Who cares? She’s bee
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ElaineAnother minute of walking, and the falls finally came into view. The loud waterfall greeted us. There was a mist rising as the water fell on the rocks. I couldn’t hide my surprise at the stunning view.Tristan scanned the area. His sight shifted from the waterfall to the surrounding cliffs. He seemed to be looking for something. After a moment, he wandered off in the other direction. Then, he return a few seconds later and stopped in front of Elsa.“So, what now?” he asked.“Your training will be held here,” Elsa answered plainly.Tristan tilted his head back and stared at the rushing water. He looked so confident with one hand on his hip and pointed at the falls with the other.“Oh, I get it. This waterfall is our training ground.” He nodded to himself like he was already imagining what we would do. “So, are we going to shift and then jump up and down repeatedly on this wild waterfall?”Elsa didn’t answer. She just looked at him. Tristan scoffed and heaved a sigh. “I honestl
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TristanI felt the oozing lust in the way Elaine looked at me. But at the same time, I caught a glance of tremendous desperation in her. That broke me into pieces.“I promise. We will get through this night together,” I responded.Elaine smiled. There was still some sense left in her. I knew it was the drug that was doing this to her.Soon enough, Elaine folded her knees and held onto her chest. The pain struck her.“I feel warm inside… so warm that I can’t take this anymore… help me, Tristan.” Then violently, Elaine pulled my arms into a hug.After years of struggling through a life without her, the embrace that felt like home touched my skin again.“Your hug is like water quenching decades of thirst in my body.” Her breathing became heavy in my ears.Elaine pulled the back of my head.“Hey, handsome.” Her voice started to sing a different melody. Elaine now wore a tune of seduction.I instantly pulled away from her embrace.“No, Elaine. Stop this.”Earlier, Elaine was begging desper
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TristanI carried Elaine until we reached the camp. I put her inside our quarters before confronting Elsa. Elsa was completely calm. From the outside, we could hear Elaine’s agony, but these wolves seemed to have no care at all. By the way they stood and portrayed strange calmness, it was like everyone expected it to happen.“Something is off about your medicine!” I shouted at Elsa. “You’re not deaf to hear those screams, are you? Why are you standing here doing nothing?!”Elsa suddenly jumped from the porch, launching at me. It was good that my reflexes were fast enough to dodge the attack. I jumped away from her group.“What the fuck was that?” I exclaimed. Ruther and Mike didn’t bother to help and just watched.The second I removed my eyes from Elsa, she launched another surprise attack. This time, I saw an injection in her hand. I jumped to the side, dodging another shot.“Stop running away,” Elsa told me.Elsa twisted her left ankle and pounced on my whole body. She managed to
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TristanI looked at Elaine, checking every detail of her body. Clearly, the exhaustion in her body was pushed to its limits. We made it up to the last second. The training was a success. But at what cost?“Elaine… Can you hear me?” I asked her.I felt something was odd with her body heat. I touched Elaine’s forehead using the tip of my fingers. It was as hot as a kettle. Her body temperature was soaring high.“This is bad…” I muttered, turning my head around, seeking Elsa and Ruther.Elaine started moaning because of the fever. She twitched her body in different directions. I saw how Elaine clenched her fist, battling against the pain in her.“Elsa!” I called out to her.I gently placed Elaine’s head on the soft pillow and grabbed the towel I threw earlier. Then I soaked it deep into the water in the sink, ran back to Elaine, and placed it on her forehead.“Don’t worry, you’re gonna be alright.” I carefully wiped her head down to her neck, hoping the wet towel would help with the high
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TristanA soul binding? I have never heard such a word. I never knew such a thing existed in our timeline.I put my hands on my head, feeling helpless, not knowing what to do or how to help. Is it even safe? Will it throw Elaine into danger?“This is the most vital part of being a Silvermare. Finally, her wolf wholeheartedly accepted Elaine.”“I don’t understand a single word you say. But this could kill Elaine. She’s not ready to morph. She’s not ready for this.”Elsa countered with a much louder voice.“It wasn’t you who would decide that. It’s her wolf.”Elsa has a point. I have no right to any part of Elaine’s life. I wish to know what’s running inside Elaine’s wolf. Why did she choose Elaine over everybody else? Her gift only leads her to more pain.Elaine continued the process. I could barely stand the sight. The groans of pain drilled into my head. I tried to turn away my gaze.My heart ached and pierced right through my soul. I slammed my arms against the ground in frustration
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TristanElaine suddenly emitted a beaming light coming out from her body. Those bursting beams penetrated the whole area. We took more steps away from Elaine. Elsa and Ruther stood tall in front of Elaine who levitated more into the ground. Probably the same height as the tall trees around us. Fear succumbed to my heart. I was scared and confused as hell. I’m like a child witnessing some things only adults could understand. “ELAINE!” I called out to her. My veins popped on my neck as I tried to scream her name. Her eyes were glowing yellow, shining so much that it made my eyebrows scrunched protecting my eyes. Elsa smirked. While Ruther remains unshaken. These two looked at Elaine like they had witnessed this kind of stuff before. “Now, you will see a Silvermare’s true form,” Elsa proudly declared. Elaine flows with the air. She dances with it. Elaine totally lost will over her own body. The place soon filled with more blazing lights, sparkling magically on the river and any li
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TristanThe waterfall crashed down with so much force. It had overpowered many before, and now, it was pushing Elaine to her limit.“10 more minutes!” I shouted as loud as I could. “It’s just a blink of an eye, and you’ll be done!”From where I stood, I could see how much she was struggling. Her whole body was shaking, her legs barely able to keep her up. She was trying so hard to stay standing, but I knew she was almost at her breaking point.At that moment, I had to accept the truth.Ten minutes probably felt like forever to her. The training had reached its hardest point, and Elaine just couldn’t hold on much longer. No matter how badly she wanted to, her body was giving out.Hope left in me. I know as Elaine’s mate, there was nothing more to do. I threw the towel in already, as a way of saying we did well at this training. This is brutal enough for Elaine’s physique. I knew from the start it was an impossible task. “That’s enough,” I shouted at Elsa. I went down to the water, tr
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ElaineAnother boost of energy surged through my body, but exhaustion was creeping in. I knew 30 minutes wasn’t that long anymore. I was so close to the finish line. Yet, the relentless force of the waterfall felt heavier than before, pressing down on my shoulders like a mountain. My muscles screamed in protest, and my breathing turned ragged.My knees started to bend, trembling under the weight of my own exhaustion. I clenched my fists, digging my nails into my palms, desperate to keep myself upright. I couldn’t fail now. Not when I had come this far. Not when Tristan was watching, his eyes filled with silent encouragement.“20 more minutes. Hang in there a little longer, please.” Maybe Tristan saw how I was about to lose consciousness that’s why he’s yelling desperately. I know I have little to no strength to continue. But I am almost there at the finish line. At that point, I decided to call out to my spirit wolf. “Neeya…” I whispered at the back of my head. My body lost balanc
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ElaineHis words mean a lot to me. It added some boost to my energy. This training improved my relationship with Tristan. We learned to work like a real team. We did well until the first 3 hours. My knees gave up on me again. Elsas stood up from her spot and yelled. “3 hours wasted, Elaine. You let the 3 hours of hard work be taken away by that fall.”Her yelling added another weight like usual. Soon, my mind and body won't work as one. As I see the disappointed face of Elsa, my mind sends signals of pressure and discomfort. My body reacted along with Elsa’s words. It lost half of its strength because I was nervous. Under the waterfall, I feel like a warrior battling for the lives of others. As long as I don’t master this special gift as a Silvermare, more lives will be put in danger. This is war already. So I gathered my strength again and stood tall. I didn’t guard the time. Until I realized how much time had passed when Ruther called out Tristan. “You did it, Alpha Tristan.” T
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ElaineThe next day came, and everyone acted like nothing happened. But I could somehow sense Ruther’s awkward stance towards us. Meanwhile, Mike was left in the cabin like usual.I tried to read Tristan’s mind. But he was strangely quiet throughout our journey. I’m not sure if everyone still dwells in the story of Elsa’s past. I was staring behind her. My heart aches for Elsa. I could definitely not handle her tragedy if that was me. Truly, as a she-wolf, Elsa is an admirable lady for her strength and resilience. “I forgot to tell you something…” Elsa suddenly speaks, still leading our way to the waterfalls. “What is it?” I humbly asked. “If you can’t pass the training today, I believe this has to stop. It’s gonna be pointless anyway.”Tristan suddenly stopped from walking. I bumped into his huge back. “Did I hear it right?” Tristan asked. Elsa didn’t say anything. Tristan chased her. It’s not just him. Even I was shocked to hear about this last training. Though my body recovere
