Semua Bab Her Secret: Bab 31 - Bab 40

Waiting for him seem to be so long and she just need to do something to take her mind away before her husband’s return, she took the baby carried placed her daughter in it and left the apartment.She know she should not have done it, thus she locked the gate and walked slowly to Sadiqah’s apartment.She made an attempt to open it but it was locked and she was about turning back Perhaps, the gate man mistaken! She would have left the keys, Or... Let me leave .. I can’t face her rage... What will I say I am doing here. It was a Wednesday and the compound is usually quiet during the day, thus she was glad the one who would know she was there was the gateman. Most days of the week, she is usually the only one at home with the gateman and she loved the quiet environment.Most times, some women will talk down on women who are stay at home moms to her face about how they have to depend on their husband for everything!“i can’t imagine myself not doing anything!” Some would tell her and

Her heart was beating faster as soon as he drove into the compound, she hesitated on what to do or where to run to but she was still contemplating when he entered the apartment ... “Dhikrah,... “ he called and sank on the sofa while she rushed out of the bedroom with a fake smile on her face. “Hmm, my husband ...” She said to him as she stopped a few meters from him.. “I ... Was not expecting you early ...” She said to him and he gave a wicked smile and she sighed. “I miss you ...” He said and beckoned on her to move closer and she hesitated and then he stood up and dragged her closer to him. “I miss you ...I really do...” He said smiling and hugged her tightly as she try to breathe. These days, she seem so suffocated of his boring presence in the house... If only there is something she could do to avoid it... She would... Most times he is always home with her... She would not even be able to breathe... She wanted it before but now it seems so choking, He would not let

She opened the door wider to allow her in, after which the two friends stared at each other for a while, before Dhikrah took her seat and eave a sigh. “You aren’t picking your calls.” Sadiqah challenged her friend. “All, I can say is that I am sorry, I have so many issues lately, I just could not come see you... And I am sorry I was not even there all through your divorce.” Dhikrah explained and her friend sighed. “I am highly disappointed in you... “ Sadiqah said with regrets. “You know about this more than anyone and you could not even be there for me...” She explained to her friend. “I said I am sorry, sincerely , I am , so what is the next step” Dhikrah asked her friend and she sighed“For now, I don’t know, do you think I didn’t do well.” She asked her friend who was silent for a while before she slowly nodded. “Kind of, at least you should have been less strict... You didnt even attended the aqeeqah, that was not too good.” Dhikrah explained to her friend. “But the last t

The bang on the door woke her up and she felt as if the door would be collapse if it was not opened that minutes, she stood up from the bed and rushed to the door, as soon as she opened the door, she was pushed in and two women entered the room starring hard at her. She frowned at the sight of them and wondered why the door was opened for them in the first place, of course, she was not expecting them, they have never come to what house before and she felt so uncomfortable seeing them. “What are you looking for in my house?” She asked looking at from one woman to the other.“Do you even know us?” She was asked by one of the women. “I don’t care? Or do I look like I care?” She asked with sarcasm.“Dhikrah... and you wish to have a child too... How can you be so wicked...if we have done just like your are presently doing? Do you think you would have been married? You were married upon us and you just hijacked the man away from us ... He cannot even have the thinking of his own... “ Th

THE RESITHer heart was beating faster even though she didn’t show it, it been six months since she left his house and nine months since he pronounced the divorce and five months since the family had interfere and there seem not to be an headway at all. He didn’t show up, he didn’t pick his call (she had called him twice) even though it was a very tough decision for him but he guessed that he just have to do it if she want peace of mind. For a lot of days now, she is been finding it difficult to sleep. Perhaps she over exaggerated it, Perhaps she should not have done it that much, Perhaps all what she believed was wrong, Perhaps he didn’t marry her because something was wrong with his family, Perhaps she just need to calm down,Perhaps she should have at least pay Aziza a visit and congratulate her of her new born. She closed her eyes in deep thought… She wondered what her sister would do or say if they know exactly what happened and what warranted the divorce.Did his parents