Two weeks passed in the twinkle of an eye .The more I tried to imagine how my life had been after two weeks, the more complicated it was for me .After that sex I had with Shaun in the car , we have both had sex in the living room twice since mom wasn’t around .I would say that the fact that I was having sex with my step dad had made me forget that I have a boyfriend and since Chris hasn't been texting me anymore , I just decided to let him be , after all he couldn’t satisfy snd duck me as good as my step father does .I didn’t care about what he would feel and what he was going to say when he finally met but I knew that he was going to be so mad at me .Well the both of us had been like this a couple of times and we had it sorted out in a short while , the last thing that I would want is my relationship to go down the drain , that wasn’t happening in any way .I loved him so much and I didn’t want it to end just like that .“ honey , remember to let me know how your day

It was so shocking to me how I handled my driving to the address that Chris had given to me .My head was flooded with so many thoughts and so many questions through them .I tried to imagine what it would be like and how true those words from Chris' mouth sounded .I know for a fact that we have had our crazy days but that doesn’t mean that I have to believe what Chris had just said .I just didn’t want to start thinking about the possibilities of what he was saying to be true .I knew that I had in my mind to go tell her how sorry I was for cutting her off but right now that is the last thing that I am ever going to do .I just don’t care how it turns out to be but there’s no way that I am going in there and telling that bitch sorry .I know that I might be weak and not be able to face my fears but I think it was time that I really knew what these people saw and thought of me .I just don’t care how it turns out to be , I don’t care how crazy it is but all I know is that , this i

Mom left the next morning and after she left , I headed straight to school.I could see the smile on shaun's face when my mom left. I didn’t know why mom had to leave the both of us together in this room .No matter how much I tried to think about it , the more confusing it was for me .I knew that she wanted us to bond that quickly but I never thought that she could be doing this just for us to get that close to each other , I felt like this was literally too much , I knew that.No matter how many times I tried to stay away from that bastard , it seems like I just can’t because every moment things are working together for his Favour and I just can’t place my hands on it .For a while I wondered something , I couldn’t help but think of why mom was in making sure that I had something to do with this man , for fuck sake , I am 20 and I was no longer a baby and she knew that , but yet she decided to leave me and the devil alone , well none of this is my fault after all she’s the

Getting home , I could feel the tension when I stood at the door . I had purposely stayed out at the library after having sex with my professor . I didn’t want to come home to meet my new step dad knowing the fact that my mom was away and the both of us were the only one’s that was going to be in that house . I knew of a fact that I wasn’t going to ignore what was going to happen but on a second thought I knew that I could still avoid it and that was exactly what I was going to do . I actually do not care if I had to stay out that long , but after staying out for a Very long time , I decided to go back home . Getting to the house , I could see how mild and gentle it was . I didn’t need anyone to tell me that even the maids where not in the house . I pulled the door open and then I walked in only to meet the figure that I had been avoiding standing beside the door waiting for me . “The fuck are you doing by the door shuan “ I half yelled scared at the man standing right

With the music blasting so hard from the speakers , I could feel my waist move to the beat .The drink I had was finally beginning to work on my body and I never hesitated to dance just freeky the way that I wanted .I danced so hard to the beat of the music and rocked Eliza so hard .I didn’t know if it was because of the achol that I had taken that is making the stuff that I do hit so hard but I knew that I was going to enjoy myself and that was exactly what I was doing .I watched my step dad look at us in the craziest manner ever .He made sure that no one ever got into the VIP section where we were and a glass was placed between us and them. It only showed me that my step dad had been coming here for a long time and it wasn’t a new thing to him , who knows if he had brought my mom here too .Eliza grabbed my waist from behind, making me grind against her in the hardest way that I could ever think of .I ever knew that I could get this free with a girl other than my best fr