Martins opened his hotel room and took a deep breath , He sighed and threw himself in his bed , Was it just an hallucination or was it because he missed Carina too much , He didn’t understand what was going on with him and how he could possibly control himself, He was slowly loosing it since Carina died , He couldn’t control his anger anymore , his heart was cold and he felt rage whenever he saw luke and his mother , He had to leave the country to avoid doing something that he was going to regret later on . “ Martins … She’s dead , You have to move on with your life “ Martins whispered to himself after a while , He stood up and spoke again . “ How can u possibly forget about her when she lives rent free in my head , I can’t help it , Should I see my therapist this week , i am seeing things” Martins kept on repeating himself as he paced around the room . He picked up his phone to call madam Katie and tell her what had happened to him but he didn’t, it hasn’t been easy on the old lad
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