They both sat together, with Spade's head on Nate's laps, while Nate had his fingers buried deep inside Spade's dark hair, he was playing with it and looking down at the man before him with closed eyes.Even though he looked relaxed, Nate knew something was up with him and a lot was bothering him.He didn't know what it was but he hoped it wasn't because of the distance he'd been giving the man.True since Saturday morning that he left Spade's place, he hadn't called or even seen him, not because he didn't want to, he just kind of needed time alone.He was a mess, and it was always like that whenever he met with his father, the man always had a way to eating deep into Nate's heart with his words.He'd some how gotten used to playing with Spade's hair, as much as he knew it relaxed Spade, it kind of relaxed him too.He was looking at all of Spade's facial features, his lips, God those lips tasted like heaven, he'd never kissed anyone before, but having kissed Spade he never wanted to k
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