ARIANAMy dreams take me back to the moment of severe abandonment. The moment I left the mansion, it felt like I was leaving something huge behind. Something that was so important to my soul, it was at the state of leaving that I realised that we really haven't spoken about anything. We were dancing around a lot of pain and heartache. It was too dire for our souls to carry a nut, yet I put him through all that. Although Diana was with me most of the time, I wish Damien was lurking with either text, phone calls, or even a meet-and-greet. I found it difficult to believe that he was willing to let go like that. Darius, on the other hand, was always checking in. I knew I tried to make it clear and tell him that I didn't want anything. Sometimes, it was tiring and difficult to get by because I needed to get a job. Going a little job hunting, almost every day of the week, and attending interviews that I wasn't sure of became the highlight of each month. Then, after all that, I just could
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