GABRIELJacob is talking, everyone is laughing. He's teasing, saying things that feels like a sharp knife twisting my soul and all I want is to get out of here. Once again I'm reminded of my dark and sorrow-filled childhood.I'm the black sheep, that doesn't get the luxury to laugh with the rest. I'm reminded of Cristela's words, her threats. I want to tell him that she's mine, simple. Cristela is mine but she made it clear that anything I say or do would make her leave me for good and I never even knew that something as small as that would make her leave me.It made me feel our relationship doesn't feel significant to her. I'm tortured, it feels like a plague.I can't leave, I love her too much, but, I don't want to be here. For the first time in my entire life I'm scared, for the first time in a long while I'm genuinely scared.Fear was never a thing I felt before until this afternoon when she hung up on me and then I came here to find her bag in the door but the entire house was
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