I tried to concentrate on work but I couldn't so I retired to bed at eleven. It took a while before I fell asleep but then I woke up around three in the morning unable to go back to sleep. I felt burdened all of a sudden. I wanted to escape from this world I was tossed into now, I wished to return to the former where everything seemed perfect. Where I loved and believed I was loved back.A stinging pain hit my heart as my reality hit hard at me. I felt lonely within me, my entire being felt like it was fading away, drained of life because Thea was my life and yet she wasn't mine. I let myself be vulnerable in that moment as a tear dropped down my eye. I moved to the drawer beside my bed and brought out the only picture I had of her that I couldn't get rid of. Her smile intoxicated me all over again and my heart was beating radically for her.I missed her like crazy, I missed holding her in my arms and she looking at me like I was the most important person in her life. How could sh
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