In my opinion, performing together was a bad idea that would bring about negative consequences. If we continued to let this mistake grow, it would just snowball into something bigger.However, after deciding to perform together, I really did put a lot of effort into it. I sincerely hoped the performance would be a success.Should I give up or persevere and achieve the perfect result?The two sides fought hard in my mind, and it was almost like there was a scale to help me weigh things out. But the weight on both sides was identical, and there was no winner.Sometimes, I felt like an elderly woman with a backward ideology. I kept restraining and managing myself with moral values. In the eyes of others, my constraints were simply self-imposed. In other words, I was the kind of person who sought out trouble when everything was fine and made things difficult for myself.So, when I was shackled by my own morals, I needed an appropriate reason to help myself make a decision. In truth
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