All Chapters of Dear Diary... They Told Me I'm a Werewolf! : Chapter 31 - Chapter 40

More days had passed, Hattie had come and spent time with me, or I had gone to her. I have to say I enjoy her company. Today I would apparently be meeting the rest of the pack. Apparently, Alpha has decided I have been allowed long enough without it happening. I guess I understand. It doesn’t make it any easier, or make me any less nervous. I would happily continue the way I have been doing.Tate has been busy with paperwork and Beta duties according to his regular mind links, messages or even the updates that Hattie feels she needs to give me. I am not so sure why she thinks I am fussed or need to know. He is the pack Beta, perhaps a friend at a push. No different to her really. Either way all of that meant I had not seen him as much.Hattie tells me I would be going to training with her too, as the women, or she-wolves as they apparently get called, tend to train together for the majority of the time, with occasional entire pack mixed training sessions. I am dreading that. I thought

I sit at the breakfast bar in Tate’s small kitchen, while he begins to make breakfast. I put the book down on the countertop. I really don’t feel in the right frame of mind for reading today. Not after what just happened. He kissed me. I don’t know why. He wouldn’t give me an answer, other than sorry.All I know is it felt good. But I got to keep this normal between us. He is taking my lesson today, perhaps longer if Devin isn’t well for any longer. Plus, I like Tate being around. I hadn’t lied when I told him I had missed him. And knowing he had missed me too had given me goosebumps, not to mention made my heart race. I don’t know why. Well, other than the fact I think I may have a tiny little teenage crush on him.“Here you go doll” Tate disturbs my thoughts by placing a steaming hot mug of coffee in front of me. “You look like you are off in another world” he smiles.I can’t help but smile when he smiles at me. “Be easier if I was.” I tell him.“Yeah?” he asks, returning to the coo

I have walked from the packhouse, trying to remember the way to the lake that Tate had taken me. Needing the space and fresh air. Not to mention distance from Tate. He had to deal with the fire he had set in his kitchen. Such an idiot! Can’t believe he had done that. Though he wasn’t the only one getting distracted in the moment.I passed other pack members looking at me puzzled. I avoided their quizzical glances, walking with my head down. They would find out tonight who I was when Alpha forced me to go and make an appearance at the dining hall, and formally introduce me to the rest of the pack. He told me I should become an official part of the pack now. That meant being introduced to everyone, being part of arranged training, going to the meals in the dining room, and also being part of the events they arrange for the pack.Just the thought of it fills me with sheer dread. Yet at the same time, a small part of me wonders if this is what it feels like to belong somewhere? But then I

‘Leave me al..AAArrrggghhhhhh!’ I am about to go to town on him through the mindlink once again but suddenly am overcome by a surge of pain through my limbs, and drop to the floor.What the fuck? What is happening to me?I can hear Tate’s voice through the link but it is so faint and distant because of the pain, I am not sure what it is saying. So I have no way of answering it. The pain in my body is horrendous. What the fuck? Seriously. What is happening?‘Vi, it is me Az, we are trying to shift. That is the pain. Try to focus on me.’ she tells me.Focus? I can’t focus. I feel weird. Dizzy with pain too. Why would this be normal when you shift? The books I read with Hattie said shifting was a smooth and streamlined transition from one form to the other. Where the hell does this constitute either of those? I feel like I am dying? There is nothing quick about this either.I could hear footsteps nearby. That can't be good. Someone has found me. And I would imagine I am pretty weak right

Azaria runs through the trees, dashing back to where we began where our clothes are left. Thank heavens! I hadn't even thought of that, but had she not, I would have been walking around in the forest naked, and so would Tate, and that would not be a good idea! Azaria seems to love dodging between the trees, so speedy on her feet. She is truly amazing! I cannot believe this wolf is part of me... She speeds on. And I could hear Odyn not far behind, giving chase. Where he has been all along today. Strangely enough, a bit like Tate when he is with me. Maybe there had been signs all along and I was just blind to them…‘You didn’t know he was ours’ Azalia’s voice fills my mind as she slows her running down.‘No. He knew though. I feel he betrayed me by not telling me. We were meant to be friends. He should have told me.’ I tell her.‘ I tell you this already. He not allowed to tell you Vi’Suddenly Odyn pounces onto Azaria, knocking her to the ground, showring her with licks and nips.He had