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Dear Diary... They Told Me I'm a Werewolf! Chapter 34 - Violet
I sit at the breakfast bar in Tate’s small kitchen, while he begins to make breakfast. I put the book down on the countertop. I really don’t feel in the right frame of mind for reading today. Not after what just happened. He kissed me. I don’t know why. He wouldn’t give me an answer, other than sorry.All I know is it felt good. But I got to keep this normal between us. He is taking my lesson today, perhaps longer if Devin isn’t well for any longer. Plus, I like Tate being around. I hadn’t lied when I told him I had missed him. And knowing he had missed me too had given me goosebumps, not to mention made my heart race. I don’t know why. Well, other than the fact I think I may have a tiny little teenage crush on him.“Here you go doll” Tate disturbs my thoughts by placing a steaming hot mug of coffee in front of me. “You look like you are off in another world” he smiles.I can’t help but smile when he smiles at me. “Be easier if I was.” I tell him.“Yeah?” he asks, returning to the coo
Last Updated : 2023-11-08Dear Diary... They Told Me I'm a Werewolf! Chapter 35 - Tate
‘Vi? Where have you gone? Why did you leave?’ I mind link her, panicking as soon as I realised she wasn’t in the suite now.Shit. Violet walked out after we kissed. I think I have confused her. Maybe kissing her wasn’t the smartest move. But she was there, she came to cuddle me, and when her big beautiful eyes were looking into mine, I was a fucking goner. I stood no chance, and my focus was then kissing her again.It felt so good. If being with my mate feels that good, then it will be perfect. She is perfect. But she doesn’t realise she is my mate yet. I wish she did. Maybe then she wouldn't have freaked out.Cant believe I set fire to my fucking kitchen, well, a pan. I can’t help but wonder what could have happened if we hadn’t been interrupted, because I had no intention of stopping. Finally, kissing her felt so good, like we were made to be together, I had no intention of letting her go. And she was kissing me back, she was pulling me closer, her heart was racing as much as mine.
Last Updated : 2023-11-08Dear Diary... They Told Me I'm a Werewolf! Chapter 36 - Violet
I have walked from the packhouse, trying to remember the way to the lake that Tate had taken me. Needing the space and fresh air. Not to mention distance from Tate. He had to deal with the fire he had set in his kitchen. Such an idiot! Can’t believe he had done that. Though he wasn’t the only one getting distracted in the moment.I passed other pack members looking at me puzzled. I avoided their quizzical glances, walking with my head down. They would find out tonight who I was when Alpha forced me to go and make an appearance at the dining hall, and formally introduce me to the rest of the pack. He told me I should become an official part of the pack now. That meant being introduced to everyone, being part of arranged training, going to the meals in the dining room, and also being part of the events they arrange for the pack.Just the thought of it fills me with sheer dread. Yet at the same time, a small part of me wonders if this is what it feels like to belong somewhere? But then I
Last Updated : 2023-11-09Dear Diary... They Told Me I'm a Werewolf! Chapter 37 - Tate
A cold chill covers my body as I hear her words. My heart is pounding. I had wanted her to know for so long. And now she knows? But how? This is making no sense. Not to mention, she sounds hella angry right now. Angry with me. I knew she would be when she found out. That is why I had so wanted to tell her. Lachlan is a bastard for not letting me tell her.‘Vi, I couldn’t’ I mindlink her.‘Couldn’t tell me? Really? We are meant to be friends, or was that a lie too?’ she links.‘I wanted to tell you. I begged to be able to tell you Vi, I truly did. But that isn’t how it works in the pack.’‘Oh really? Do you know how ridiculous that sounds? You are in control of what you tell someone’ she says, unfortunately for me, sounding bitter.‘Doll please, don’t do this to me. I have wanted to tell you since the day I met you. My hands were tied. Where are you baby? I want to come to you. Explain.’ I said, feeling so frustrated, walking from the packhouse, needing to find her.‘Stop calling me ba
Last Updated : 2023-11-09Dear Diary... They Told Me I'm a Werewolf! Chapter 38 - Violet
‘Leave me al..AAArrrggghhhhhh!’ I am about to go to town on him through the mindlink once again but suddenly am overcome by a surge of pain through my limbs, and drop to the floor.What the fuck? What is happening to me?I can hear Tate’s voice through the link but it is so faint and distant because of the pain, I am not sure what it is saying. So I have no way of answering it. The pain in my body is horrendous. What the fuck? Seriously. What is happening?‘Vi, it is me Az, we are trying to shift. That is the pain. Try to focus on me.’ she tells me.Focus? I can’t focus. I feel weird. Dizzy with pain too. Why would this be normal when you shift? The books I read with Hattie said shifting was a smooth and streamlined transition from one form to the other. Where the hell does this constitute either of those? I feel like I am dying? There is nothing quick about this either.I could hear footsteps nearby. That can't be good. Someone has found me. And I would imagine I am pretty weak right
Last Updated : 2023-11-09Dear Diary... They Told Me I'm a Werewolf! Chapter 39 - Tate
Odyn pushes forward to shift, my body allowing the seemless transition from human form to wolf form. Wanting to be alongside Azaria, Violet’s wolf, and there would be no better way to do that than to be in our wolf form, able to run with her. Our mate. She was a beautiful, almost jet-black wolf, with a shimmer of almost silver to her fur. And the most beautiful, dark blue, eyes. Such unusual colouring to her wolf, so stunningly beautiful, and she was my mate .I had been truly blessed.Odyn quickly howls in response to the small howl coming from Azaria. I assume from the fact Odyn had told me that Azaria had told him what Violet was thinking earlier that they have been communicating, so that cannot be a bad thing. They will want one another as mates, even if Violet is uncertain. I am sure of that. That would be normal, that would be how the mate bond is expected to work. Though Violet may not realise that just yet, depending on how much she had read up on it in the book.He begins to r
Last Updated : 2023-11-09Dear Diary... They Told Me I'm a Werewolf! Chapter 40 - Violet
Azaria runs through the trees, dashing back to where we began where our clothes are left. Thank heavens! I hadn't even thought of that, but had she not, I would have been walking around in the forest naked, and so would Tate, and that would not be a good idea! Azaria seems to love dodging between the trees, so speedy on her feet. She is truly amazing! I cannot believe this wolf is part of me... She speeds on. And I could hear Odyn not far behind, giving chase. Where he has been all along today. Strangely enough, a bit like Tate when he is with me. Maybe there had been signs all along and I was just blind to them…‘You didn’t know he was ours’ Azalia’s voice fills my mind as she slows her running down.‘No. He knew though. I feel he betrayed me by not telling me. We were meant to be friends. He should have told me.’ I tell her.‘ I tell you this already. He not allowed to tell you Vi’Suddenly Odyn pounces onto Azaria, knocking her to the ground, showring her with licks and nips.He had
Last Updated : 2023-11-09Dear Diary... They Told Me I'm a Werewolf! Chapter 41 - Tate
I hear Violet tell me I am still in her bad books and feel my heart twinge in pain. I hate the thought of that. I don’t want her to be angry at me. I am instantly by her side, despite only being in my boxer shorts. I need to fix this.“Vi, please” I pull her onto my lap, so she sitting on my knee on the forest floor. “I wanted to tell you. I begged Lachlan to be able to tell you. But we have rules and stuff. Your wolf has to be the one to work it out. I tried to drop hints. I tried to make you know you weren’t alone. Just because I didnt tell you didn't mean it wasn't there in my mind wanted to be said Vi. Please believe that!”She didn’t put up a fight when I moved her to sit on my lap. She let me move her there, like it was the most natural thing. I love having her close to me. Odyn loves it too, he is almost purring with happiness now. He has enjoyed his time running around with Azaria. I see her looking at me. I love her big beautiful blue eyes. I swear she could use them to get a
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I watch her. Doing whatever it was she was doing. Speaking as someone else through her body? She is unreal. How did she manage that? Her eyes shifted, to a deeper blue. She looked like she was from another world for those few moments she spoke. An aura radiating off her that gave that otherworldly glow. The voice coming from her was unrecognizable to me. But the look on my grandfather’s face changed instantly. Color draining from his skin. Eyes wide open as he looked at her, and I could see tears in his eyes. ‘What the fuck?’ I mindlink Tate. ‘Not a clue. I thought Azaria was going to talk, she can do that like most of us can. But that is not her voice. That voice is not Azaria's. I do not know who that is.’ Tate says, yet his eyes have not left his mate. He looked fearful for her, not knowing what to expect. All these gifts are new to us. We don’t know how she will be with them. During them, or after them. What effect they could have on her. But Azaria clearly felt the
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I watch as they drive away with my grandfather in the back of the truck. Fear is filling me. He looked dead. I was pushing toward him, trying to get to him, wanting to try to heal him. But Tate was mindlinking me, telling me to stand back, to not try this for the first time on him, not to risk his life further when I am not sure of what I am doing. Lachlan is taking charge. The voices are just a blur to me. I hear Adam saying that my grandfather’s wolf is dead. How can that be? He has been suffering, and nobody seemed to know other than his son. How much pain had this man had to endure? “Violet, come on now, we need to go.” Tate is leading me to a waiting car. I can only assume we are heading back to Autumn Moon. Azaria seems to have retreated once more. She is meant to be a gifted wolf yet seems to spend most of her time hiding in the outer edges of my mind. Though my lack of experience of how to deal with her maybe doesn’t help. My body was in a daze. Nothing around me reg
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I check on little Alfie. He is still snoozing, his little eyes tightly shut as he is swaddled in his blankets tightly to protect him from the outside elements, as well as having been in the protective embrace of his parents as we have alternated in carrying him since leaving the hospital. He has slept so soundly since we left, and I am glad. Hopefully, he will stay that way until we reach this new pack. I did not expect all of this, but deep down I have to say I am glad. Our pack never offered us much, and the hospital did not have much in the way of options for our little one. We feared we would lose him. Hopefully, our new pack may be able to give us hope for a future for me and my family. My mate and our little one. The pain of losing our firstborn tore us down, but we worked through it and decided to try again. We were overjoyed to discover we were expecting another pup. Our beautiful child. The creation of our love and happiness of being mates. Only to discover he too had th
