Liam I didn’t expect Tate to respond to my message straight away and I feel like a prize jerk for not bothering to message her this morning. What am I feeling? Honestly, I don’t fucking now but it’s a jumble of jealousy, anger and being twisted up inside. Who the hell is she planning on having sex with, it better not be with one of the football team, that will make me spew. And also why do I feel jealous? I’m jealous because someone else will kiss those beautiful full lips of hers, someone else will be running their hands down her face and touching her and sliding inside her. I feel sick. Vomit threatens to come up my throat. My chest has constricted and I’m experiencing difficulty breathing. Man, this is so serious. I have to stop her and how am I going to do that? Only, I know my bestie and when she’s made a decision about something then that’s pretty much it. There’ll be no changing her mind. I rake my hands through my hair, the rate I keep doing this I’ll be bald by noon this a
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