Tate The way that Liam looked at me resulted in feeling like a wet mess of a puddle. My insides churned, butterflies feel like they’re on speed in my stomach and my hand goes to my heart. “You okay?” Tammy asks. “Sure, just you know so goddamn proud of them.” “Me too.” Says Lilly who is looking adorable in one of Denver’s jerseys. It’s way too big for her so she has a red belt round her waist and is wearing it with denim pedal pushers and the team logo flip-flops. Her hair is in a long braid as it hangs down her back. Tammy is the odd one out opting not to wear a team jersey. But Tobias and I are. You guess it, I am wearing one of Liam’s and like Lilly – it practically swamps me but I let it wear big with my black jeans that have holes in them at the knee and thigh. “They stand a really good chance of winning.” Tobias adds. “Half way, even Stevens. Not so bad.” I give him a high five. Tammy follows then Lilly. “What’s the plans for later?” He asks as he bites into his hot dog. T
Tate “Guys they’re coming back out.” I nudge Lilly and Tammy to pay attention. It’s the second half and the teams are currently even. We all know how bad our side wants to win. It’s their last game of the season and I especially want Liam to go out on a high. For a fact, the talent scout he talked to me about is here too and it’s one of the biggest nights of his school year. His folks are watching from the private VIP area, which of course we were invited to sit with them but you know, we’re kids and all and prefer to hang out on our own. I pull his jersey round me some more and hug it to my body. “What are you doing?” Asks Tammy. “Please don’t tell me you’re hugging Liam’s jersey. Oh. My. God. That’s hysterical.” “Shut up, Tammy. It’s cosy and I want them to win.” Now I am wishing I hadn’t told the girls anything about wanting to lose my virginity and especially not that I mean specifically with Liam. Honestly, I could slap myself. The crowd goes wild again as all the players com
Liam We are so jubilant I can’t even begin to tell you. It’s been one hell of a season and now this, the final game brings a lot of emotion to the fore and I’m not going to lie, my eyes are wet. As are Denver’s, Joshua´s and some of the other guys. We all know this is the last time we will have played together as a team. The only person who will be with me next year at Uni is Denver. He hugs me, man is he strong. Josh comes over and adds to the hug and before I know it, all the guys are around me. We’re man-group-hugging. “Fuck that was amazing.” Denver says. “Like the best game we’ve ever played.” “Absolutely.” I say as we all break free and start taking our kit off. I’m drenched with exertion sweat and the sun that beat down on us for the duration of the game. Inside, I feel elated yet also nostalgic that I’ll probably never see my team ever again. For a guy I’m quite emotional even though I usually hide it. So fucking shoot me, I have feelings okay. It’s not an issue for me. Ta
TateFinally, we’re through the crowds. Everyone wants a piece of these guys, there’s a lot of touching and groping going on. It’s like they’re famous. One day I guess Liam will be. It’ll be an entirely different life for him and I won’t play much part in it. That saddens it, my heart clenches and I feel like it’s just dropped to the ground. AGAIN.I feel his warm large hand holding mine and I squeeze his. He squeezes back. These moments aren’t going to last forever. I need to make the most of every second with Liam now. After the summer our lives are going to change forever. FOREVER. Shit. That is such a long word for a short word, do you know what I mean? I feel sad, I want to bawl my eyes out. I never want to let go of his hand, I can’t. I feel like I’m suffocating. I think I’m going to die.I feel strong arms around my waist and the warmth of his breath on the back of my neck as Liam pulls me so tightly into him. Oh. God. I’m dying, I can’t take it – this feeling that in a few wee
LiamTobias’ folks are so cool. His mom is in her mid-forties and a former model, although these days she’s more into supporting various charities and painting art. Which she sells but gives the money to her causes. What strikes me the most about her is that despite the amount of money they have, she’s so down to earth and has this hippie vibe going on.“Hey guys, good to see you all.” She says her smiling face is welcoming, today her long auburn hair is in a braid down her back, she’s wearing a multi colored skirt that comes to her ankles, numerous bracelets clanking on her arms and a tie-dyed top that exposes a flat stomach above the waistband of her skirt.“Hello, Mrs H. It’s good of you to let us all come round.”“Sure, no problem. Tobias’ friends are always welcome, you know that Liam. Go upstairs make yourselves comfortable and I’ll have Maria bring some snacks up.” She breezes off and Tobias leads us up the two flights of stairs on the wide and sweeping stair case.Their house
Tate It’s ten thirty by the time I get in. Liam dropped me off but I’m not tired enough to sleep yet. I write in my journal instead, laying on my stomach with my feet in the air with some of my favorite tracks playing on Spotify. At the moment I am in to Drake, Taylor Swift and Ed Sheeran. As it plays, The Shape of You I imagine it’s written by Liam for me. How ridiculous is that? I mean like that could even be possible. Sometimes, I am just so pathetic that it kills me. I focus my thoughts onto my journal. When Liam sat next to me at Tobe’s, my heart was in my throat and my mouth was so dry, it’s how I imagine a desert to be. Dry and barren, starved of water. His closeness made me go all weird, like my legs felt weak and my heart was racing. I wanted to put my hand over it to stop it. I wonder if he noticed. His breath as he whispered in my ear that he is looking forward to prom night, smelt of peppermint from the gum he had been chewing. But the words, I am looking forward to prom
Tate “Why don’t you ask Tate, Ellie love.” I hear dad’s voice as I enter the kitchen. It’s Sunday morning and I’m going out prom dress shopping. I ought to be excited and in a way I am. Who doesn’t love shopping, right? The mix of emotions that invades my body, however wanes from excitement of the whole prom and being close to Liam held in his arms as we dance and then what could happen next. To being petrified. What if he laughs at me and asks what the hell am I doing? I’m going to kiss him. It’s the only way I will know if he even feels the same. It’s not an unreasonable thought. He may feel the same and be going through exactly what I am going through, two besties who happen to be crushing wildly on one another but too scared to say anything for fear of losing and risking their friendship. “I could and here she is now.” Says my Mom with a broad smile on her face. When she sees me her eyes light up. She is so beautiful. “What’s that?” I ask them as I pull out a stool at the island
Tate “You want to come with us?” I ask him pulling away because I can’t stand the scorching heat that is rapidly burning over my skin. It’s too damn much standing this close to him. My body is zinging and I feel myself getting moist in my panties. Liam cocks his head to one side, “I would like to, but I think you’ll have more fun with the girls to be honest. Besides, I kind of like the idea of it being a surprise.” He’s adorable, right? Like it’s a proper date. “Are you treating it like a date?” I say. He winks. What’s the supposed to mean? “Only, we’re besties.” “Doesn’t matter. For the night we can make out it’s a date. Who knows you may enjoy it. You’ll be out with me and all the other girls are going to be spewing.” “So you’re not planning on ditching me so you can hook up with anyone else?” I bite my lower lip, he watches. Liam’s gaze is so intense and his electric blue eyes are focused on my lips. Good lord, I want to kiss him and feel his tongue circling around mine. I want
Epilogue – Liam I reflect on the summer holidays as I stand in the four-bed house, Tate’s dad got her here in Austin, TX. It’s hot and humid as I watch my girl running around between the kitchen and the boxes in the large, open space lounge. And by large, I mean like seriously fucking BIG. “Are you just going to stand there and watch me like a perv, or you going to come and help me unpack?” Man, is Tate excited or what? We arrived last night, her dad laid on the jet for us, the boxes were already shipped out from our homes last week and the cleaning support came in yesterday morning. There isn’t anything for us to do but unpack. Are we ready for college? Who knows, all I want to do is fuck my girl and play football. It’s exciting for sure. My high school coach spoke to the coach and the manager of the Longhorns here in Austin and I am in. I can’t believe how smoothly it went, Cali said they would have me anytime if things didn’t work out and for State, the manager has already emai
Tate “You did what?” I am completely shocked, it’s out of this world shocked and yet my heart feels like it is going to burst with happiness. “I told my mom that I’m going to transfer to Texas.” He says it like it’s no big deal, but it is a huge fucking big deal. His future for Cali is set, it’s in place. He’ll play college football then go on to play for the State. “Liam, I can’t let you do that. No fucking way.” He is laying on my bed with his arms behind his head, his electric blue eyes drinking me in as I pace my bedroom running my hands through my hair that is hanging down around my shoulders. Wow. This is like, can you imagine the biggest thing that happens to you? Well this is it. “Baby, trust me. I can do exactly what I want.” His mouth is upturned, and I can tell by the way his eyes look and his huge black pupils right now that he has got other things on his mind than what his future holds. “Why don’t I get the impression you think this is a big deal?” I place my hand
Liam I can’t wait to see my girl tonight. My dad is away with her father on business, they’ve got a new deal going through right now. How my mom manages with him being away so much is unfathomable because already I do not want to be away from Tate. And since I don’t want her dreams to be ruined, that and I do not want to have to face her dad if Tate does something rash, like changing out Uni. I have come to a decision. I’ll make some calls, speak to my folks and then I can let Tate in on it. For sure she will be over the moon, and I am hoping that this can work out for us. Being in love with Tate all these years and finally being with her is a dream come true. My body aches not being right next to her now after four days together, I miss her. Jeez, I miss her like crazy and yet she is only across the road. You guys think I’m some kind of sap, right? I can live with that. In all honestly, I don’t rightly care, all I care about is holding her in my arms again later. Being out in the
Tate We have had the most romantic and adventurous four days in Mexico. The city itself was bustling and throngs of tourists were milling around, I was glad by the end of the day when we finally got back to our cabana and had hot sex out on the deck. I am hoping his detail had the courtesy to not be watching. Liam didn’t seem put off at all, as he gave me orgasm after orgasm. We’ve just arrived back home, and I am not going to lie, I am tired. We’ve been up most nights watching movies, having hot sex, eating late night snacks, laying in bed being lazy until nine, reading, talking, and hanging out. My folks have got our trip to Texas booked and I am most definitely not looking forward to going now. I’ve gotten so close to Liam that just the thought of being separated from him is giving me anxiety. I actually feel sick in my stomach, hugely sick like I’m going to vomit, and my stomach is literally in knots. I’m betting he is feeling the same way. When his driver dropped us off and
Tate The way he kisses me sends nice shivers throughout my body, he certainly knows what he is doing, it’s like heaven as I allow my eyes to close to feel him getting closer to my aching flower. I swear it is so swollen I just want him to get inside me, I don’t want to wait I just need to feel him moving with me.I lift my hips to feel his mouth as he runs his tongue along my slit, “keep going, that feels sooo good.” I tell him as I push his head down further between my legs. I can feel as he moans into me, I squeeze my legs around his head but not enough to suffocate him. Could you imagine, I wonder how many guys have been clamped down on a girl’s clit before. I snigger.He lifts his head. “What are you laughing, not my tongue action I hope?” He winks and I place a hand over my mouth to stifle my laughter.“No, not at all. Just keep going. I was thinking about how many guys have been nearly suffocated between girls’ legs.” He grins wickedly before he lowers himself again and slides
Liam The way she looks this morning, her hair sprawled out against the pillows, her flushed cheeks, and the faint smile on her lips as she is still asleep fills my heart up. I get such a rush it takes me by complete surprise. If this is what love really feels like, I damn well wish I’d confessed how I felt to her before. She looks so peaceful, like an angel. I stroke her hair and press my lips to her head not wanting to wake her. As much as my dick wants to wake her up right now and feel her tight pussy gripping it, I have to restrain myself. Tate needs her sleep she always has. Unlike me, I can stay awake til two a.m and still get up for my morning run at five before a full day of school, practice, and the gym. It’s just become routine and I’m good with routine because even though I come from a good family, I could just as easily be a bad boy and get up to all sorts of shit that wouldn’t stand me in good stead. Practice and routine are my allies. Tate on the other hand has always
TateI’m so happy just being here in Liam’s arms, a romantic movie on and all snuggled up. My heart beats so fast because I want him again so badly only, I am a little sore. Instead, he pulls me in tighter, kisses the top of my head and scrolls through his phone.I’ve only been here to Mexico a couple of times before and my folks were with me, so being here with Liam will be a whole new experience and to explore with him. “Do you have anything in mind for tomorrow?” I ask him not taking my eyes from the large tv screen not that I don’t want to look at Liam, I mean he is simply gorgeous like male model gorgeous, but I am engrossed in my all-time favorite movie.“We could go out on the boat and go diving? Or we can go into Mexico City and look around the markets, get something to eat. What do you prefer?” “Oo, I don’t know both sound good. Why don’t we go to the city first then come back and cook something together. We’ve not done that since we were about fifteen doing our cooking pro
Liam “It’s outside, let’s eat some dessert, baby.” I sure am pleased that our waiter delivered them to the door because I am starving, I could eat a horse right now. And I do want my energy for later, only I am guessing that Tate is kinda sore right now and that we ought to wait until tomorrow or at least until the morning. She looks radiant is the best way to describe her right now, her face is glowing, and her smile is enigmatic, she lights up the room. “Brilliant, I’m so hungry. What did you order for dessert?” She asks as she takes a seat on the two-seater sofa in the living space, wearing just my football jersey that comes to mid-thigh. Tate looks damn sexy in it. “Strawberry cream cake with dark chocolate drizzle. You?” I bring the dessert bag in and place it on the marble island in the kitchen area and open the bag careful not to ruin our desserts. “Chocolate mocha cake.” “Your favorite, I should have guessed.” I open the cutlery draw and take out two dessert forks and
Tate “I can’t wait anymore. Please Liam, I’m begging you, let me feel you inside me.” I rake my hands through his jet-black hair and bring his mouth crashing down on mine. My tongue fills his mouth, and our tongues dance a dance I’ve played over and over in my head. Wondering what it would be like to kiss him, to feel his tongue in my mouth. “Okay baby, if you’re sure.” “I’m sure.” My breath catches as he slides his fingers out and leans over to the side table and opens the draw. I hear him fumbling around and watch as he puts the condom packet in his mouth and tears off the edge. “I’m on the pill.” I tell him. He strokes my face, so soft as he caresses my cheek. “It’s best to be extra careful, baby. I don’t want us to have an accident. We have our whole lives to think about and our time will come but not right now.” He makes me swoon; our time will come. He is serious, he wants to be with me forever and to have kids with me one day. My dreams are all going to come true, and I jus