All Chapters of His Pretend Mate Bride: Chapter 41 - Chapter 50

ELEANOR’S POV. I still found it hard to believe even as I walked on, my legs never stoping even though they were sore. I had no idea of where I was to go next. Where I was supposed to stay.I didn’t even understand why I existed.Everywhere seemed strange to me. The scorching sun inflicting its hot pains on me. Everything and everyone seemed against me today.They sent me stares, I mean the werewolves of this kingdom. They looked at me as though I was a mad she-wolf roaming free.Well they were not wrong. I was a mad she-wolf. Mad at myself for believing every words he uttered. For loving him like he was all that mattered to me. For cherishing him and our memories. I was pissed at my heart for falling for this indespicable wolf, for calling out to him, yearning for him to come running after me.Yes!I expected him to.Wasn’t that what lovers do?They come after who they really cherish.“He never told you, he loved you.” The voice inside my head said, causing my heart to squeeze agai

CRUZ’S POV.Was it weird? Was it weird that despite my palms running over her smooth skin, and the low moans escaping her lips, or should it be the side view of her breasts, nothing happened?I mean my cock didn’t even make an attempt at getting hard. It was like it was angry with me for what I didn’t do.All I could still think about was El.Just one look at her would have gotten me hard. Now I felt like she must have bewitched me. It had to be that, because it would explain a lot.I thought hard of what to do next. The move to make next. I knew I needed to do something, anything at all to shove El aside. To ruin in the world that El had created in my head.Breeching the whole massage agreement, I cupped up her chin instead, taking in her lips and felt her turn around well in order to be comfortable. I squeezed my eyes shut hard, trying to picture Lily naked, hoping that would do the trick.The kiss felt so plain. No spark. No feelings. No tension in the atmosphere. Nothing at all.

ELEANOR’S POV My head banged severely but I push past the pain as I forced myself to drift my heavy eyes apart only for them to be attacked by the brightness of wherever I was and it caused me to shut them in a jiffy as I tried to wrap my head against where I was.Memories of everything carefully replayed itself in my fragile mind and I could remember that I had passed out in front of a stranger. A stranger that could be of harm.The realization of this had me forcing my eyes apart as I bit on my lower lip till everything stabilized and it ached no more.I could see and tell that I was in an unfamiliar room, one that smelt of leaves and medicines and something else I couldn’t really place a finger on.Carefully, I made an attempt to sit up and probably escape the room before he would get back because deep down I feared what he might do to me. I knew there was a high chance he was going to be a kidnapper or maybe a butcher. There were a lot of reasons as to why he could have decided

CRUZ'S POVMy hands had stopped working a long time ago and now I just stared blankly at the notepad…the empty page.She was filling my mind again, filling my thoughts and living rent-free in my head. Every time I blinked my eyes, images of her would play at the back of my head, the sound of her laughter, the way her eyes twinkled when she smiled, how her lips wobbled when she cried, the feel of her body against mine, how her skin felt beneath the tip of my fingertips. I groaned, clenching my hands into a fist. It has started again, this was how I've been living ever since she left. No day ever passed by without me thinking of her. I sighed, my hands dropped the pen and I rubbed my palm all over my face. Memories of our last days together played in my head like a video, I remember the day she had confessed her love to me, it had opened my eyes to a lot of things but majorly to how badly I was treating her. Using her to replace Lily, toying with her feelings and emotions…it was low,

AUTHOR’S POV Lily knew there was something off about Cruz and she could tell by how distant he had been of late especially ever since she came but she refused to let that get to her regardless because she believed that he would always be hers and only needed time to process everything. Her coming back and all.So she provided him with a better offer and that was sex since it was said to connect two lovers together. But the outcome of it had been more scarier than she thought. Every-time it crossed her mind that she almost died in the hands of the male she loved, a different kind of chill would run down her spine.It had been hours since they last saw and he also made no attempt to come to the room so she could tell that he was beating himself up over it again just like he always did whenever things refused to go his way. She went in search for him but couldn’t find him in his study room and she was starting to get worried when she crossed Martins who directed her to where he was but