EVANGELINE.I sank into the back seat, facing the window as the cab raced through the busy streets. The landscape was blurred, and I couldn't tell if the speed caused it or the tears in my eyes that I tried to blink back.That hold in my chest still remained, and I wiped my eyes with my sleeves at intervals. It was exhausting fighting back tears like this. Tears ran down my face, and I could hear the muffled whimpers of my cries in the dark vehicle. The driver didn't look back or say anything, and I was more than grateful for it.The indecisiveness was beginning to sit with me, haunting me in that little backspace. The sadness sucked all the air from my lungs, and breathing became a chore. I wound down the window and propped my head out, letting the wind slap me in the face. The air smelled like melancholy and lost dreams. It smelled…like me.My heart raced and ached, twisting and writhing in pain while the voices in my head blamed me for letting it happen. No, those voices weren't wr
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