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The absolute worst

AXEL.Pretense could only get me this far. Acting like I was too wasted to see her pain or walk up to her to hold her could only help me this much. In my long years of being alive, I'd never been this shakened. Ever since I ended things with her, there hadn't been a day when she didn't prey on my mind. It was beginning to feel like she was all I could think about, every day, every time. That wasn't bearable, at all. The only way I could pull Evangeline out of my head was by drinking and partying endlessly. I wasn't even sure that helped. My heart skipped a beat when she walked in. I saw her way before she saw me. I saw her face when she walked in and how she placed her hand over her nose in disgust. I held the lady who sat on my lap intact for minutes more, too embarrassed to even show my face to her.I had thought Evangeline was just here to spite me and talk about how abruptly I'd left, but no, it was something totally different. Something I never would have expected in a thousand
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Unsteady steps

EVANGELINE.I sank into the back seat, facing the window as the cab raced through the busy streets. The landscape was blurred, and I couldn't tell if the speed caused it or the tears in my eyes that I tried to blink back.That hold in my chest still remained, and I wiped my eyes with my sleeves at intervals. It was exhausting fighting back tears like this. Tears ran down my face, and I could hear the muffled whimpers of my cries in the dark vehicle. The driver didn't look back or say anything, and I was more than grateful for it.The indecisiveness was beginning to sit with me, haunting me in that little backspace. The sadness sucked all the air from my lungs, and breathing became a chore. I wound down the window and propped my head out, letting the wind slap me in the face. The air smelled like melancholy and lost dreams. It smelled…like me.My heart raced and ached, twisting and writhing in pain while the voices in my head blamed me for letting it happen. No, those voices weren't wr
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Refusal

ASHER.The dinner table had never felt more like a prison as it does today. The only noise to be heard was from the clanking of plates and the distant footsteps of maids who carried trays around for our enjoyment. Aside that, everyone's lips had been sealed shut.Father was directly opposite me in his position at the head of the table while Mom and Axel sat next to each other. Being in the same room as he was infuriated me so much, and the only way I knew how to distract myself was by stuffing food in my mouth. I could barely taste the seasoning, and the mashed potatoes felt like biting into wet foam.The air was thick with tension, and the expectancy for impending doom to dawn on us, just as it had always done. Like robots, we were, munching thoughtlessly. Anything to completely ignore the elephant in the room. I stifled in my seat and coughed slowly when Axel stretched his hand to my side, not for anything but to grab more food.I rolled my eyes and continued eating with so much int
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Decisions

EVANGELINE.Day two of being pregnant, and nothing got better. The decisions didn't get easier to make, and the thought of being rejected didn't hurt less. It was all the same. The pain got renewed by the second. I took a break from work, and it was allowed, although it was surprising.My conclusion was Asher had something to do with it. Harper didn't go to work either, because of me. She wouldn't take her eyes off me and asked "How are you?" every five minutes like she was set on replay. I appreciated it, but it didn't help how much of a burden I was becoming.I was a pile of mess on the couch, wearing a bonnet and a bowl of chocolate ice cream on my lap. I stuffed my face like my life depended on it. My eyes were glued to the Television. I'd been consistently trying to follow the Asian drama that was airing.A teenage girl fell in love with an ancient man— a goblin, and even as far-fetched as that seemed, she had it better than me. At least he seemed to love her back, and she wasn't
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fuel in fire

EVANGELINE. Asher didn't say anything, nor did Harper, but I was sure they heard me. It was impossible not to. I'd given it so much thought from different aspects, and raising a child was no joke. Harper rose from her seat and ventured into her room.I was sure it was to give us some privacy, but I wasn't sure any of that was needed. She knew way more than he did and I needed her there but didn't bother to call her back, she was doing what she thought was best for me.I didn't want to raise a child who grew up resenting a person who was supposed to be her father figure. Why would I do that to a child? I sighed, sinking deeper into the couch. The gravity of the situation weighed on my shoulders as seconds slipped by, and that lump in my throat was replaced by an even bigger one.I blinked back tears as I stared at Asher, cleaning the corner of my eyes to avoid the tears from spilling. At this point, he probably remembered me as a crying face emoji. Asher has always been there at my mo
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Trying.

AXEL.This was the third time in two days that I found myself at the front of Evangeline's apartment building. I popped open the bottle of gin and took a sip; feeling that burn race through my throat made me feel like I was in control, at least a little bit.I simmered in the car, choked by my own emotions because I knew I wasn't the only one around her. Asher was rebellious with his want for her, even in her condition. How could he be so disgusting? I'd watched him prowl into the apartment with two bags of what seemed to be groceries.He walked in with a full, wide smile, and the security even acknowledged him. That never happened to me… A part of me was relieved that Evangeline had someone to stay by her side, but not Asher. Harper was more than enough.I didn't know how to pull Asher away from her. I had heard that he'd openly told our parents that he wasn't going to get married to Mercury. His audacity was beginning to seem like a threat to me. Asher wasn't meant to be that audaci
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Unforseen

ASHER. It's been three days since I confessed to her, and I haven't gotten any response from her. I was going to pretend like I wasn't waiting for her to say something since she was going through a lot at the moment and all I wanted to do was be there for her in any way that I could. Maybe I shouldn't have said anything. I parked my car in the driveway and exited, prowling into the main building. It was a beautiful Monday, and for some reason, Mondays carry a lot more burdens than every other day. I just hope I was able to concentrate since I had a lot of activities lined up for the day. I should put the sentiments aside for now.I was met by my PA at the revolving door, and he took my suitcase with a smile. He looked extra smiley today for some reason, and I guess I was the only one that woke up on the wrong side of the bed. As we sauntered it, I couldn't help but notice the giddiness in the atmosphere.Most of the workers had their eyes on me the moment we walked in, and those tha
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Pain

EVANGELINE.I flung my phone to the chair after I read the article twice. It was confusing, although I didn't have an opinion on it yet. Asher was getting married, and the news spread all over the internet. I didn't know how to react after he'd just confessed his feelings for me.Although I was relieved that I wouldn't have to give him a response, it still stung a bit because it happened so fast. Today was just another day where I sat by the window while the thought of a child growing inside of me haunted me. Harper had gotten me the pills to take it away.It should be easy for me to do, right? But I'd held the pills countless times today; still, I couldn't find the strength to open my mouth and toss them inside. I didn't know what I was waiting for yet. My work leave would be over soon, which meant I should get it done quickly.I sighed tiredly, and the headache set in. Harper was in the room. She left work earlier these past few days because of me. She said she hated having to leave
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Failure

AXEL.I was kicked out, and three days have passed after that. Evangeline still wasn't picking up my calls or answering my short texts. I could only make them short, at least a sentence or two sentences long. She still didn't respond. I wondered if she'd seen the news of Asher's wedding. At least that way, he was out of the picture.And I was trying, too, to be something other than the one who tipped the family over. Regardless of my dyslexia, I should be able to do something, anything, to appear reasonable before Evangeline.I didn't know what else to do or who else to reach out to. I could easily use this as an excuse to let go of her and think to myself that I tried, but I couldn't seem to do that with Evangeline. She made me want to try harder, and I'd never felt this way with anyone before.It hurt. It stung. No one told me developing feelings of this kind would hurt so much. The next move that came to my head was the reason I was packed outside a fashion house. I had been there
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Done

EVANGELINE.It was time, and I had to do what had to be done. What kind of fool would I be if I let things be this way? I coated the pills in my hand and breathed heavily; it'd take just one movement to swallow it and get it all over with.Why was it so hard, though? I felt chills crawl up my arms all of a sudden. Who knew making this decision was going to be so hard? I checked the pack of drugs again, and the pharmacist's instructions rang in my head. I'd gone to get it last evening with Harper, and she'd asked me to wait, that we could do it together, but at the end of the day, it all boiled down to it being something I had to handle alone. I couldn't keep making people worry this much about me. My heart ached, and it seemed to break more every single time. Would I make this easier on myself if I just forgave Axel and told him I'd take him back?Would keeping the child guarantee some kind of superficial happily ever after with him? Could he love me the way I wanted? I was scared t
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