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EVANGELINE.

Asher didn't say anything, nor did Harper, but I was sure they heard me. It was impossible not to. I'd given it so much thought from different aspects, and raising a child was no joke. Harper rose from her seat and ventured into her room.

I was sure it was to give us some privacy, but I wasn't sure any of that was needed. She knew way more than he did and I needed her there but didn't bother to call her back, she was doing what she thought was best for me.

I didn't want to raise a child who grew up resenting a person who was supposed to be her father figure. Why would I do that to a child? I sighed, sinking deeper into the couch. The gravity of the situation weighed on my shoulders as seconds slipped by, and that lump in my throat was replaced by an even bigger one.

I blinked back tears as I stared at Asher, cleaning the corner of my eyes to avoid the tears from spilling. At this point, he probably remembered me as a crying face emoji. Asher has always been there at my mo
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