I was looking for a hint of a joke in Helmut, but, his determined look and how he doesn't back down, but, rather, advances towards me, tells me that he is not joking. He has only spoken through his madness because that is what he has said, madness. "Aitana, let me explain," Helmut says and I deny."I don't think there is any valid argument to justify what you just said" I say firmly. "Aitana... I know I'm not the perfect man to be a good father. But, I'm trying my best. I've been going to psychological appointments, I'm working on being better. I want to be the best for my family, because you are my family," says Helmut. "I'm glad you see your children as your family and that you're working on controlling your bouts of anger. But, that doesn't mean I'm going to accept that we have a child. Helmut, it's crazy in every sense of the word," I say firmly, "Why would it be?"Why would it be? Why would it be crazy? If it's because we're not married, I'm more than willing to give you a rea
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