All Chapters of The Sadist Has Feelings Too: Chapter 21 - Chapter 30

Damon's pov Thursday 2nd December 2021***********************************What the fuck? Why did he have to say that? We were doing so well just being Master and slave, why did he decide to ruin it by saying he loves me. He can't love me I'm a monster. I enjoy hurting him and seeing him cry as I fuck him, how can he love me? But I also enjoy hugging him and kissing him. What the fuck is happening to me? I slam the playroom door behind me and go straight to Marcus' office where I pray he is. I need to tell him and get his opinion because I have no idea how to respond in this situation. I knock on the door and open it to see Marcus fucking Nathan over his desk while Nathan sucks off their sub. I didn't think they'd be fucking in here, should I leave?"Damon what the fuck?" Marcus says as he pulls out of his husband and pulls his leather pants up. "I need to talk to you," I say and Marcus grumbles as he walks me out of the office and closes the door behind us. "What?" He asks blu

Mason's povWednesday 29th December 2021****************************************Christmas Day was amazing with Master. I woke up in his arms then we went down to the living room where the Christmas tree was with presents under it. Master got me more art supplies and a pair of boxers with a zip at the crotch for easy access which I thought was funny. I got him a fancy watch with Marcus' advice on the best types, I couldn't really afford it but it made Master happy. The rest of the day was perfect. We cooked dinner together and he even let me play Christmas music. Then he tied me up with Christmas lights and fucked me until I was incoherent. He had to work the next few days though, he was trying to sell a pub and didn't spend much time with me so he made up for it today by fucking me for two hours straight and now letting me cuddle him. My ass is sore but laying on his body is making me feel so much better. I'm pretty sure he's asleep now, he's breathing steadily between parted lips

Mason's pov Saturday 1st January 2022**********************************Omg yesterday was the best New Years Eve ever. Marcus held a party at the club and Master let us go for the whole night! We watched lots of kinky scenes and then joined in on the countdown until the new year, Master held my hand the whole time as Marcus and Lacey stood on the stage to shout out the numbers. Most people stayed in the main room for an orgy but Master wanted to take me to our playroom so he could be as rough as he wanted. He gave me so much delicious pain! He tied me spread eagle on the bed and whipped my front until my skin was a burning red, the welts on my skin painful but so so good. Then he sprayed lemon juice on my skin to make the whip marks burn even more, I cried at that but I was so turned on and begging to be touched. He used a pinwheel on my skin for a long time and made me writhe in pain as he made his way to my dick with the spiky wheel. He made me scream but I loved it. I got my as

Mason's pov Monday 10th January 2022*********************************Today is the day of my own art show! I have a whole room in the gallery for my work and I get to cut the ribbon to open it up! The paintings can be bought but I doubt they will be, although Master seems confident they will. He's even exited about this for me, he bought me a fancy suit and a discreet chain collar for me to wear. We went to a proper suit shop and Master told me to not worry about the price because he'll pay for whatever fits me. I tried on so many until Master was happy with a suit that fit me well, it's a light grey with a black tie and I actually really like it. It makes me manly and gives me gender euphoria. Now Master is driving us to the gallery early so I can have a look around before people start showing up. Will, Cole, Marcus and Nathan are coming to see my opening and I can't wait to see them! Vincent can't make it though because he's in Italy with Damian at the moment. "Your tie is croo

Damon's povFriday 14th January 2022***********************************This woman is driving me insane. I can't have Mason as my slave around the house anymore with her here and she's constantly making sly comments about how I live my life. Just the other day she told me I should be using sweeteners in my tea not sugar. I can have my tea however I want. "I just don't think it's good to be out so late every night," she says as we sit on the couch, me lounging back with a bottle of whiskey and my slave on my lap. I sigh and close my eyes as I listen to my mother complaining for the hundredth time today. "It's none of your business what we do. We're adults and can stay up late," I say again, my grip on Mason's thigh tightening as I get angry. I take a swig of the whiskey as I feel Mason get tense. "But what are you doing for that long, it's almost every night. Do you not want to spend time with me?" She asks and Mason goes to answer but I interrupt him. "I don't want to spend time