Chapter ten Daniel Two weeks go by and I’m still in a bad mood. After all, wherever I look, Julie - who should be mine - is with the “sweetheart”. Alan shows up at our condo almost every day. On the nights that they have a show, he holds her on stage, kisses and hugs her, making the audience sigh, leaving me further confused and in rage. I’ve been spending most of the time locked in the office or home alone. On show nights, I sit at the bar and watch her singing. I don’t feel hungry nor like talking to anybody, in spite of Rafe and Zach’s insistence in trying to make me talk. I don’t think I’ve ever felt so unhappy. I shouldn't feel this way, after all, I've always done everything I could to keep away from her. But every time I see Alan touch her body, I feel my blood boil. I can't stop thinking about what I call the incident . In the intense desire, in the way I made her feel pleasure and how it seemed so wrong and, at the same time, so right. But it wa
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