All Chapters of Dirty Little Heart: Chapter 41 - Chapter 50

Jonathan quickly pulled up his almost-down jeans, and I wore my shirt. We both looked at Nat, confused and embarrassed. We thought she was still sleeping and couldn’t have known, but because Nat was awake and she just stood there, watching us get dressed.Jonathan and I got obviously startled and started getting dressed.“Natalia, I didn’t know you were awake.”“I wasn’t. But I just heard some noises from your room, so I went to check up on you.”Noises? We were so silent about doing stuff. How could she possibly hear noises? This wasn’t possible, it was too.. I don’t know... creepy?“I think I should get back to my place,” Jonathan said, trying to break the silence.“I’ll escort you out,” I say. “Do you need something else, Nat? Juice? Sandwich?”“No, thank you.” She looked directly at Jonathan with demon eyes, literally scaring both of us.“We should all hang out someday,” she says.It was so fucked up. She never reacted the way she was reacting right now. It felt like I was living

“Ethan. I know I can’t force you into anything. But I need to know who you are. I will not ask you every day about your lovely or terrible past or even about who you are. What we can do is take one step at a time. I share something about me, you do the same. Slowly. This won’t mean anything if we don’t do that.”“We may adjust to the start, but later, you know what’ll happen. And I kinda don’t want to leave this job so.”We both giggled a little as he cupped and kissed my forehead.“Can you try?” I ask, looking into his eyes, pleading.“I can try.”“Thank you, Ethan.”He smiled and locked his lips on me before breaking our interlocked action. He bit my lower lip, filling me with electricity and pushing me away.“Get back to work now,” he said playfully and in a deep voice.I laugh and I walk out of the office.I guess I should probably check on Nat. While sitting back in my office, I took out my phone texting her.“How’s my guardian?”“She’s alright, watching a movie, a spooky one.”“

I picked up the toy and turned it on. I’ve never seen one like this in my whole life. It started vibrating and there was a type of hole with a silicon tongue inside it. Okay, so this baby screws you and licks you at the same time? Very well, I may die tonight.I look around and find another note on the desk in the corner.“Play with yourself,” and right beside it, there was a lingerie set, a very sexy one. It was mostly all net. But it was the kinkiest one I’ve ever seen in my whole life. The set had handcuffs too, all black with spikes.I looked around to see if Ethan was watching me from the dark, but my eyes fall onto another note. It was on the closet’s door.“Don’t worry, I’ll join in once you’re all wet enough for me.”He wasn’t watching. But I knew he would once he comes back. I started undressing myself while I address the toy in front of me carefully. Once I’m all naked, I put on the set and see myself in the mirror. And fuuuckk. I was looking unbearably exotic. If Ethan woul

I woke up covered in a bedsheet. Looking around the room, I figured Ethan wasn’t there. I got up, and I was wearing his shirt instead of mine. Suddenly, I hear water splashes. I figured Ethan was taking a bath.I got up and walked towards the bathroom, and I see him facing the wall beneath the shower. One of his hands was on the wall to keep his support. The water was hot. I could see the fog coming out from his back. And... god... the water made his body more sensual, as he was naked and I could feel his muscles and veins pumping up.“E-“ I was about to call him, wet. But I stopped. Instead, I walked towards him and slid my arms beneath his shoulders, hugging and holding him from behind.I didn’t care about me being wet. I just wanted to hold him like he does. Give him back what he gave me, not sexually aggressive, but in a beautiful one.“You’re up early,” he says.“What can I say? I was missing you.”He turned his body to face me and gave me a soft peck on my forehead.“Mmm. I love

Okay! Fuck! This is intolerable. I don’t know why she doesn’t want to stay well! Nat is the first person I’ve seen who ‘Forgets’ to take their own medicine! She was not a baby! Nat knew how to take care of herself!I needed to tell her off now!But before I could, I hear the doorbell ring.“Who could he be at this hour now?”I place the medicines back in the drawer and went downstairs. As I open the door, I was shocked but also relieved.“Can we talk?” Jonathan asked.I took a deep breath and Nat emerged from behind me.“Jonathan, always surprised to see you,” Natalia saysBefore she could be the ‘Weird Natalia Polinski’ I invited him in.“Just...come in and wait in my bedroom.”He nods and walks away. I closed the door, and I throw my attention towards Natalia.“We need to talk!”“Wh..what happened?” She asked, all confused.“I know y..” Suddenly, I stopped myself. Jonathan was upstairs and things were already terrible between us. So I controlled my anger.“Look, Jonathan and I just