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Realization.

Author: JasmineM
last update Last Updated: 2023-06-08 16:53:39

Before I complete my words, I stopped.

How can say this to a man so soon? Sure, the man who I was talking to was what every woman desires and dreams about. But how? Ethan Ethan was early waiting for what I was about to say, but I changed the real thing with my expressions.

“Everything okay?” He asks.

“Oh, yeah. I was just grateful. I’ve never imagined California can be this... lovely.”

“I guess I know where to take you apart from all around the world,” He winks and walks towards the table where we were about to sit, pulling out the chair for me.

“Such gentlemen,” I say playfully while I sat down.

“Well, good thing it’s only for you.”

I blushed at his statement and there was a button right beside his side of the table. He pressed it and servers with the breakfast came immediately. The servers placed some light and some heavy food, including fruits, on the table and made their way back downstairs.

“So.. They all work under you?” I ask him.

“Yes. Why do you ask?”

“Curiosity.”

“Hmm,” He l
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