I feel like my world has ended. With a baby inside of me, I won't be able to look for a job. Who will hire a pregnant woman? Ah... What am I going to do? I'm so scared, I don't know how to take care of a baby, I don't know what I'll do with my life. This is all a nightmare, I can't believe that a baby just appeared inside of me overnight. Part of me wants to disappear, I feel like I have nothing left, like my world has crumbled. I'm so afraid of not being able to handle it, of letting it destroy me. What will happen if I'm not a good mother? My aunt won't be with me all the time, she might get tired of all my bad decisions, and now with a baby, it's even worse. "Thank you, aunt, but a baby... I didn't plan on having a baby, now I don't know who to blame, the doctor, the medicine, or Harry for leaving me." My head is spinning, but it's all because I just received the big news that I'm going to be a mother, the problem is that I'm not ready to be a mother. What a life mine is! Now I
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