All Chapters of Alpha's sinful mate: Chapter 61 - Chapter 70

I find Killian sitting on the floor, his back leaned against the bed frame, a hand into his hair as he tries to put himself together before he pushes himself up once more. My heart sinks into the pits of my stomach, with confused emotions swimming all over.I felt fear when I looked at this man. His scars were battle scars. His body was trained to break people in half. He was a damn mountain of a man and I was nothing but a flower swept by the wind, somewhere at the base of this mountain who could crush me at any given moment. I felt fear, because somewhere deep inside I wanted him to be a good man. A good husband and perhaps, a good father too. I felt fear because he did not hesitate to snap indecent pictures of me when I was vulnerable. What did he want to do with them? Was he selling them? Was he planning to use them agaist me? Did he not have me trapped here already? What more could he possibly want!I felt fear, because no matter what or who he was, he was hurt and aching and pa

“You stay out of this!” A short hissy warning escapes me as I straighten myself and turn to face the woman sitting beside me. “This is none of your business! The pregnancy! Our plans, our future-“ I point an accusatory finger at her, but the woman doesn’t seem phased.“You brought an Omega into the family -” she starts talking leisurely, her eyes pinned on the distant figure of the blonde woman who approaches us. “-Of course it’s my job to rid the family of such a shame!” She huffs and sips from the lemonade without a hint of shame in her words.I can feel Knox stir uncomfortably while my blood starts boiling in my veins.“I still can’t understand how your father allowed such madness.” She huffs and set the glass away, before slowly straightening herself and turning to look at me. “Do you really think I’d let someone like her taint or bloodline? Bring in some mutt’s child? Someone she fucked because she could not keep her legs closed?!” Her arms cross in front of her and suddenly I fe

The same day, Killian insists on me being discharged from the little private clinic of the pack. Marco does not even have the time to agree or not, because by the time I get the hang of myself, I am walking myself right out of the building. Killian walks with me in silence and no matter how much distance I try to put between us, he keeps up with me, in silence, and with a step right behind me, as if he were my bodyguard.As I enter the house, I find our bags already packed and right by the door.“What’s this?” I ask as Killian steps inside after me.“I told you we are leaving-”He starts and I roll my eyes as I grab one of the smallest bags and drag it to the stairs. Killian hurries after me, taking the bag right out of my hand and tossing it back towards the door.“I’m not leaving, Killian!” I hiss through my teeth, catching myself before I come undone and stumble over my own feet. I turn to him abruptly and cross my arms over my chest, narrowing my eyes on him.The man is equally t

I did expect him to avoid the topic, but it still came as a little surprise. I thought we were at that point where we could easily share things, but it was clear we were not. There were still thick walls surrounding us and despite my wish of not being aware of them, they were still very much there. My eyes narrow slightly and I drop my gaze back to his chest. His skin, not just his chest, was peppered in scars of all sorts. Smaller, bigger, round or sharp… I think I spotted one on his inner thigh too… “I want to know.” I whisper, quite determined, but not ready just yet to push it, as I slowly sit up, my thighs straddling his hips as I sit on his lap, hands tracing a smooth, straight line from his chest to his stomach.Killian tenses under my touch and his lips press together in a thin line as he watches me. I look up at him through my lashes, swallowing the lump in my throat with a little harshness, my eyes narrowing on his figure slowly.He was so ready to throw me off of him and

“You know what -“ I hiss out as I pull away from the man that holds me against him and walk past the blonde woman who seems ready to pluck out his eyes. “I am not having any of this!” My arms go up in frustration. “Neither of you makes any sense and I have other things to figure out than what the hell is going on!” I stomp my foot on the floor and turn around and make my way downstairs.There was a strange tension Knox’s words brought me earlier. I wrap my arms around myself, gripping my arms as if this would give me more control over myself as I walk to the kitchen./Hide their real self./ what was that about? What did he mean by that? He could not be serious, could he? What dirty secrets were hiding underneath this all? Was my mother, and her mother before her, just actors in a staged play?If so, what was I? Who was I?I swallow harshly and look up the window of the kitchen, to the unending forests of the island. There was still a call for freedom, a yearning for being free, comin