The same day, Killian insists on me being discharged from the little private clinic of the pack. Marco does not even have the time to agree or not, because by the time I get the hang of myself, I am walking myself right out of the building. Killian walks with me in silence and no matter how much distance I try to put between us, he keeps up with me, in silence, and with a step right behind me, as if he were my bodyguard.As I enter the house, I find our bags already packed and right by the door.“What’s this?” I ask as Killian steps inside after me.“I told you we are leaving-”He starts and I roll my eyes as I grab one of the smallest bags and drag it to the stairs. Killian hurries after me, taking the bag right out of my hand and tossing it back towards the door.“I’m not leaving, Killian!” I hiss through my teeth, catching myself before I come undone and stumble over my own feet. I turn to him abruptly and cross my arms over my chest, narrowing my eyes on him.The man is equally t
The sound of footsteps and the cabinets opening wakes me up. With one arm, I reach to the other side of the bed and I find it empty and cold. A soft groan escapes me and I brush a hand over my face as it turns to the source of the sound. In the distance, scavenging through her own clothes, Madelaine seems to have been awake for quite a while. Energetic, or so she seemed, and determined to get her day started.“Madelaine?” I rasp out and she suddenly stops and turns to me. “Did I wake you?” She asks and turns back to finding whatever was so important to be found at this early hour.“Yes.” I bluntly answer and push myself up, leaning into my elbows as I watch her. “What are you doing? It’s so early the sun has not even risen yet -“ I comment and I don't need to see her face to know she is smirking right now.“I’m going for a run.” She states proudly as she removes the robe and pulls on a sturdy sports bra and a pair of leggings. “A run?” I repeat a little taken aback by the sudden ne
I did expect him to avoid the topic, but it still came as a little surprise. I thought we were at that point where we could easily share things, but it was clear we were not. There were still thick walls surrounding us and despite my wish of not being aware of them, they were still very much there. My eyes narrow slightly and I drop my gaze back to his chest. His skin, not just his chest, was peppered in scars of all sorts. Smaller, bigger, round or sharp… I think I spotted one on his inner thigh too… “I want to know.” I whisper, quite determined, but not ready just yet to push it, as I slowly sit up, my thighs straddling his hips as I sit on his lap, hands tracing a smooth, straight line from his chest to his stomach.Killian tenses under my touch and his lips press together in a thin line as he watches me. I look up at him through my lashes, swallowing the lump in my throat with a little harshness, my eyes narrowing on his figure slowly.He was so ready to throw me off of him and
I don’t give him time to answer me as I pull away from him and get ready to limb out of his lap. But before I can move away, I am suddenly shoved into the bed and he climbs on top of me, keeping me trapped. There is a low growl in his chest and I know he is not excited to even think of letting me go right now.I let out a soft hiss and bring my hands to his face, aimit to push him away, but he grabs both my wrists and I find them pinned above my head in the next moment. His moves are harsh and his grip is not forgiving right now.“You’re not going anywhere, doll -“ he growls out, and suddenly it feels like I am talking with a completely different person. “Not until we make things clear.” He adds and when his eyes come to meet mine, there is no trace of the warm gold. There is only a sea of crimson on a pitch black canva, the white of his eyes now completely black.“Killian?” I find myself whispering, my voice drowned out by his rattle.“Knox.” He speaks, the corner of his lips arched
“You know what -“ I hiss out as I pull away from the man that holds me against him and walk past the blonde woman who seems ready to pluck out his eyes. “I am not having any of this!” My arms go up in frustration. “Neither of you makes any sense and I have other things to figure out than what the hell is going on!” I stomp my foot on the floor and turn around and make my way downstairs.There was a strange tension Knox’s words brought me earlier. I wrap my arms around myself, gripping my arms as if this would give me more control over myself as I walk to the kitchen./Hide their real self./ what was that about? What did he mean by that? He could not be serious, could he? What dirty secrets were hiding underneath this all? Was my mother, and her mother before her, just actors in a staged play?If so, what was I? Who was I?I swallow harshly and look up the window of the kitchen, to the unending forests of the island. There was still a call for freedom, a yearning for being free, comin
/ “You need more than that to earn my trust!”“More than what I have already been offering you?!” “A lot more, Killian! A shitload more! You hid all this from me until now, and you expect me to just be fine with it?! Do you think that I’m some sort of idiot?! Some sort of damsel in distress that would rather be spoiled and kept away from everything than included and trusted with such plans?! Do you look at me and see nothing but a weak puppet you use just to fuck and possible give you heirs?!” /That might have been the beginning of all this. I remember the night vividly. It was right before Christmas. We moved back into the city where it all started, into that lovely apartment I have been quite plenty of times, in the heart of the city, near the territory of my father’s pack.After two nights and two whole days where Killian had simply gone missing, I had finally lost my cool when he walked into the apartment. He was obviously exhausted, and there were hidden wounds I did not care t
I watch her turn away from me once more and the stab of pain that shoots through my heart does not go unnoticed this time. She has made sure to confide herself in this apartment we could have both called home, with thick walls made of anger and resent. At this point, I had no idea how to approach her anymore, and Knox did not bother to even try anymore. We were both focused on something else right now. Or so we thought. Because no matter how much we tried to force her into a dark corner of our mind, at the end of the day, we craved nothing else but the comfort of her scent, of her hold, of her warmth and her gentle voice.The smell of cinnamon, oranges and pine tree was heavy in the house, all mixed with spices and sugar she used to bake and cook. For whom did she cook and bother so much? I knew that if I walked in the kitchen, I'd find food prepared for my dinner, just as usual, and lots of other things ready for tomorrow.Did she have guests coming over? Was this all for her? Who d
Gladly, I spot no injury. Despite this though, I know something is wrong. One does not just fall like this without a damn good reason! He had worked himself to the point where he had to lean most of his body weight on me, just to walk from the kitchen to the living room.Once there, he sinks into the cushions of the couch and I can’t help but grow worried over his state. He is pale, he has lost some weight and he looks sick. There is tiredness in his eyes and his lips are dry and bitten over and over again.Without a word, I help him take off his coat and his tie and set them aside, half absent as I already map out the next steps of all this.“I’ll call for someone from the medical staff to -“ I start talking as I put his coat away, but he does not give me the chance to finish talking. Killian grabs my arms and pulls me towards him. For a man who had just collapsed out of tiredness, he was still incredibly rough and stern as he makes me sit in his lap. I want to pull away, hiss a cur