All Chapters of Alpha's sinful mate: Chapter 111 - Chapter 120

If God gives his strongest soldiers the mightiest fights, my God puts me in the middle of a raging war. I don’t even remember when was the last time I felt like I was being offered a break. When was the last time when I could breathe freely, at ease that things have settled in the best possible way for me?I can’t remember when was the last time I had a minute to fully feel at peace. I thought that finding my mate will bring me a piece of heaven in my life, but so far, everything was hell. Well, almost everything. I would be considered nothing but a liar and a sinner if I dared say I did not feel happiness by her side. She had brought a shining sun in my life, but it seemed that my God had taken it upon themselves to stifle the light of the sun and make it burn out too early.As My mate grows anxious and angry, I feel like I don’t know her anymore. It’s almost as if she was not the same person anymore. I recognize the pattern. The frenzy, the anger and fear she had displayed now,I’ve

I barely get to open my mouth when the flatlining sound of the heart monitor fills the hallway. Everything inside of me goes berserk and I turn on my heels, Demetri jumps out of his seat and we storm into the room, eyes wide, heart frenzied and ignoring my panicky thoughts. I stumble forward into the room and I find myself tackled by my mate, the very mate that didn't even want to look at me earlier. The way she jumps into my arms makes my heart almost stop beating. My knees weaken and for a brief moment I am not sure I can support her. That until the sound of the flat lining of the monitor is drowned by the uncontrolled sobbing of my mate. I somehow find all my strength again, my arms going under hers, supporting her as she leans all her weight into my arms.The nurses storm inside of the room as well and before I know it, the room is overcrowded and I feel like I am about to break completely. Maddelaine doesn't stop crying, while she mutters words I can't quite make out right now,

It’s been long enough for things to have settled, but they haven’t. I can still tell she is not very comfortable around me. And I am not sure if it was me or the pregnancy that made her feel the need to put distance between us.I had hoped that once home, we would spend more time together, but Madelaine still finds ways to put the wall right back up as soon as she realizes she has been lowering her guard. From the fact that we were not even sharing the same room anymore, to that of going the extra mile and having her mother come to visit often enough that I had the feeling she was living here now too.The amount of anger and frustration I felt was not something I could put into words. My mate chose to stay away from me on purpose. What did I do wrong?! I needed answers!While Madelaine was down for a nap, Mellisa was reading in the little study room that Madelaine transformed into a little nest, crowded with books and various art supplies. I knock on the door and enter before I am tol

Her brows are narrowed and her eyes are dark and her attitude unmoving. She seemed to have made up her mind without even asking me first. As I turn to her again I find her staring at me as If I were the biggest baddest wolf there was in the woods.There was fear, tangled with anger and frustration, alongside guilt and sadness, and somehow, no matter how insane she just sounded, I could not just blow up right now. “You are pregnant -“ I start speaking, trying to find a logical way to reason with her.“Very observant of you!” She huffs and rolls her eyes, as she moves away from her spot on the window sill, to find a better spot to sit in.I follow her with my eyes, pinned in my spot in the middle of the room, trapped between rushing out of the door and lashing out at her to smack some sense into her.“Maddy.” I start, my voice low as I slowly saunter towards her, pinching the bridge of my nose with a low sigh escaping my lips. “The Moonfire Eclipse ceremony is a dangerous thing to do!”

I didn’t even know what to say. I had already made up my mind about it. I have even come in contact with the right person to perform the ceremony. I could not wait another hundred years for the Moonfire Eclipse to happen again. I did not want to live my life short and meaningless.. I did not want to die waiting hoping to feel what I want to feel, craving and longing for it the way I am doing now. But it seemed like Killian was very adamant about his decision. He would not support me in this /madness/ as so many called it. It slowly started to set in for me. That I did not ask for the proper support. That this was not something I should rely on others to support me through.I slowly look away from him and I feel his eyes move to me now. His breathing was shallow and uneven and I could tell he was fighting back his tears. It did not feel right to put more pressure on him though, so I leaned into him again and remained silent.The man let out a long sigh, his nose burying into my hair,