Lahat ng Kabanata ng It's Fine, I am Fine! : Kabanata 21 - Kabanata 30

Lena As much as I wanted him here, I needed him to leave. I was a mess, and I couldn't handle his kindness. How could I? I have never had much in my life. People mostly demanded something from me after helping me in any way, but what would he get out of this, sex? I leaned my head to the back of the seat, and gazed at him while he was driving. He looked tired but yet so handsome, he could easily take my breath away anytime he wished. If he desperately wanted to take me home, I'd let him. So, I allowed myself to stare at him until we arrived at my home, I wouldn't have this opportunity after that. I’ll take you home and it's the last thing I’ll do... That couldn’t be further from the truth, and he had no idea how right he was. It would be the last thing he would do for me. I took a deep breath and felt good returning home, or better, to the crime scene. I decided, almost in an instant it seemed, to leave town tomorrow. I would let him drive me there, witness his disappointed

Lena Jake sat on the floor right next to Max, as a loyal dog, he was into a deep sleep and was dreaming because he made puppy-like sounds and his body was slightly shaking. I loved this feeling, this warmth, this peace. I approached Max and laid right next to him on the wide couch. He shifted immediately to accommodate me and put me into his strong arms. Maybe he wasn't asleep after all. I swallowed hard and took a deep breath while smelling him in. He shifted his weight a little bit to squeeze me between the sofa's back and his body. Even like that he was concerned about my injured arm and made sure he didn't hurt it. My lips almost touched his throat and I took another deep breath. I felt his hands searching for bare skin under my shirt. His eyes were still closed and his breath was steady and hot. I closed my eyes and tried to sleep. The sound of the rain made our situation even cozier. Under these conditions, I highly doubt if I could fall asleep, but after a while that fe

Max It was almost night fall, and we were sitting lazing on the couch chatting and laughing, like we knew each other for years. I liked staring at a smile on her face, it made her more beautiful by the day. Our romantic atmosphere got disturbed when her phone rang. "Hello" she said and continued "Oh, Peter, yes I remember you. How are you?" there was a small pause and then "Oh..." and then "I..." I gave her a sharp look. Why was she stalling? Just hang up already. And then some more stammering... "Seriously?" I laughed at her and grabbed her phone, put it in front of my mouth, and said "She is not interested man, sorry" and then hung up. She shyly smiled at me and I pushed her back against the couch with me on top of her. I spread her legs with my knees and I heard her faint sigh. "I hope I didn't ruin your chances with him" I whispered and took her pants off. "You were very rude" she whispered back and helped me take my shirt off, as she slowly touched my abs an

Lena My new job at the candy shop was looking good so far. The money was better considering I couldn't get more as a cashier. I also searched the local public colleges for programs once more, but from what I had have gathered, I wasn't eligible for anything. My high school GPA was way too low and the tuitions were very expensive. The bank denied me a loan too many times, as they said I need to build my credit first. How could I build my score when I live in my car? Living with Max was indeed helpful and I could save some money. But I couldn't just stay with him without paying for something. My conscience couldn't allow that. He was so carrying and understanding, affectionate and honest, he treated me right and he accepted me the way I was. The last thing I wanted was for his family to think I was someone that took advantage of all of that. I had an impulsive idea this morning and went to the stores and bought him a gift. I was reluctant to give it to him since it was the first t

Lena Alenaaaaa, take the gun! His disgusting voice echoed in my head. No, noooo! Alena! Do it!! Karen looked at me and added, "It's not your fault, dear" Like she fucking knew! "Shut up!" Max yelled at her. He was fuming with anger, but that didn't make me feel any better. My whole body shivered and I was about to faint. How could she possibly know what I did? "Alena dear, don't act like that now" Karen scolded me like she was my fucking mother! Alena! My father's voice echoed once again from every direction. Alena!! His endless screams filled my mind. I was out of breath and my mind went blank and my feet were sinking in the ground. No! Alenaaaa! I stepped back and then through the door; I ran the hell out of there! Max "Dear..." my mother stood up and sat next to me, where Lena was sitting a minute ago. "I would like to tell you something, very important" "In front of everybody? What is it?" I asked even though I had no interest in what she had to say, I just cou