All Chapters of Thawing The Alpha’s Cold Heart (Unedited Version): Chapter 11 - Chapter 20

FEYREAfter Alpha Zade left, I got up and sat back in my chair, trying to look as normal as possible. Gertrude gives me a look but I shoot her a smile and dig into my pancakes. I moan on the first bite and give her a thumbs up, she finally smiles and goes back to looking normal.“You don’t seem to like the alpha very much,” she observes a few minutes later, taking the seat next to mine. I stare at the last bite of my pancake and lift my shoulder in a shrug. She seems to be his fan and I haven’t studied her enough to know how she would take that. “I know he may seem like he isn't the nicest person, but he has a good heart.”I shrug again because really, what can I say to that? She doesn’t know what is between us and if what happened a few minutes ago says anything, it is that we aren't going to get along at all.“Are you staying here for long?” I purse my lips, chewing slowly and give her a nod then I shake my head.I swallow a little and mumble. “Not really. I’m not sure.”Her lips br

FEYREThe energy in the Darkmoon pack feels different after what I experienced earlier. I check the window again after I park my car where it had been and stay in there for a lengthy moment, waiting to feel what I did or see the blinds move again. Nothing happened, I kept staring at it, not wanting to miss when it finally happened but nothing. I give up and get out of the car, convincing myself it was just a figment of my imagination, or at least, trying to convince myself.Probably just my head making things up and my not liking new places. I drag the single suitcase I’d packed from my old things back in my pack and start dragging it with me to the main house. There are more than enough clothes here for me to use, but the brand new pajama pants will never be as comfy and homey as my old ones that have holes in them. I am too attached to let it go at this point.I was surprised when I saw the new shampoo in the bathroom is the brand I use and so is the shower gel. I roll my eyes, rea

FEYREIn my twenty-two years, I’ve never been humiliated, disgraced and belittled like Alpha Zade just did, and he doesn’t know this but he just started a fucking war. The first thing I do when I get to my room is head to the shower. I hadn’t bothered to wear anything after I shifted back to my human form, entirely too annoyed to even think of nudity or them having security cameras in the hallway.Nudity is second to us and not many people care for it, it doesn’t mean I’m fine with strange men looking at me, just that I couldn’t be bothered with it because of the mood I was in thanks to that freaking asshole.Just, how dare he? I can’t even begin to explain how humiliated I felt. Not only did my wolf betray me, he had to go and use his damn alpha dominance over me. That is so wrong.I shouldn’t have expected right from him, he probably wouldn’t know it if it slapped him in the face.I scrub my body raw that by the time I step out of the shower, I look bright red. I dress in my familia

ALPHA ZADE“You are going to attend,” I don’t look up to face my father. He is standing by my office door, a serious expression on his face.“No, I don’t think so.” I reply with a small scoff. He knows I don’t attend the bonfire, the last time I attended was before my mum died, that was more than twelve years ago.“Your luna is there and you owe her that courtesy,” he states, his tone giving no room for argument.The mention of her has me thinking of when last we saw each other, I remember the bathroom scene and immediately push every thought away.I would like to pretend that never happened.“I owe her nothing,” I growl out, glaring at him. He invited her to this, brought her to this pack but there is no way I’m going to bend to his will. I’ve told him even before he did this that her being here is not going to change anything. They can name her luna all they fucking want, I’m the only one that can bind her to the pack and I’m not going to do it because I won’t mate with her, no mat

ALPHA ZADEFeyre’s words struck me in a place I never thought possible. A growl rips from my chest before I have a chance to control my reaction to her words. My wolf is upset by the words she said and he wants to put her in her place, show her that she could be everything he wanted. I still have half the mind to push him away, I know very well it won’t end well.My muscles are bunched up under the shirt from the effort it is taking to control both myself and my wolf.I bring my hand up off the table and wrap it around her throat, she growls and I feel the vibration. It makes my already hard cock throb in my pants, I feel myself move forward and I press into her back, she stiffens but doesn’t move forward or backward. I don’t know what I expected but I’m disappointed nevertheless. That is why I said I didn’t like her here.I’m someone who likes to be sure, I’m always sure of what I do, what I say and who I want but with her, I want to bend her over this table and fuck her till she sub