All Chapters of She is My Hope: Chapter 61 - Chapter 70

Note: Read this episode listening to Imagine Dragons - WreckedThis is a bonus ep, short if you don't want to read it feel free! You can go to the next one :)If you continue reading this ep, please be prepared, because it has Depression and Suicidal Thoughts triggers!Hope POV - Thursday, around midnightToday, when I stand on the edge of the cliff I remember the words you said to me, "Remember the life you led." I look at the darkness below me. I can see the shadows moving and I see images from my past.This light breeze makes my hair sway, tears form in my eyes and I fall to my knees, bringing my hands to my face, wanting to wipe away this pain in my heart with the tears I shed.Right now my life seems to be distant echoes and part of a sad TV show where I have no control at all. Each arc ended in my misery and each new season is a blossoming of hope only to have the final chapter devastate everything.I have no happy ending, no one to go back to, everyone I care about is dead, and

Lestat POVVia mental message I asked them to bring food to the room, while I kept Hope on my lap, giving small kisses on the right side of her neck. My monster was happy and eager, it had been so long since I had touched anyone, they had simply all lost their taste after I tasted Hope.So why try to satisfy me in other arms if none of them could accomplish the goal? It made no sense at all, so yes, I had been without anyone since Hope had left me and now she was in my arms again.Listening to Hope's low, short moans was enough to make me hornier than usual. I love hearing them. I love knowing I can get that reaction out of her, I know in parts I'm being selfish to enjoy the situation so much, but I know Hope doesn't want the other option.I heard the sound of knocking, then a servant came in, left the cart by the door and quietly left. Not that Hope wouldn't like having someone watching us, but for the whole situation, it was better to just be the two of us. I took her off my lap and

Prince Erick POVI looked outside, with a glass of mead in my hands. Many things had changed in a few days, in one week I discovered and learned more about the Gods than in all my years of life.My father was not back yet, but our discussion over video chat was intense. I had already become responsible for Hope, and now my life was linked to hers. My father didn't care that she was Marcus' Destined or that she was called by Lestat, all my father saw was a girl who was defying the Gods.The King, my father, is someone completely devoted to the Gods, which is why they say he rules to this day because the Gods let him live so long. The Royal family has always been blessed, and we are always receiving new gifts and presents from the Gods, from being able to choose a Fated, to even being Fated to great wolves and Lycans. Our blood is one of the purest there is, our lineage goes back to the very beginning when the species decided to come together and form alliances of peace.So the only thi

Hope POVIf I didn't know better, I would think I would still be in the thick of Melvin's death, so much was going on right now early. I didn't have time to show up to practice in the morning, between arriving, talking to Dylan, and talking to Prince and Kendrick, it was already time for lunch.But before going to the cafeteria I needed to get my things from the dormitory, walking around the castle and seeing things with new eyes was making me a little anxious. Noticing the vampires bowing seemed different, I could feel that many of them were angry, and that was strange because I didn't understand exactly what they were angry about. Because I was Delta? Because I was part of the Werewolves? Some of them showed genuine respect and few seemed happy.I entered the dormitory and went to my bed. It was a different dormitory, I could see that there were fewer beds, only 6, one being mine and one Dylan, so in our class now there was a vampire, a witch, a dragon and a fairy, when he said he p

Hope POVI walked out of the training room and so far I don't know how to feel, my body is heavy, and it's sore but it's nothing I can't handle. The problem is my mind. It hurts to know I'm hurting Dylan, it's in a way that I didn't imagine would happen. The link is in pieces, held together by a thin thread that is almost bursting and yet...'Oh, dear... What do I do? Is there anything that can stop this pain?'I thought.It's almost the same as when Melvin and I used to fight, only more intense. I can't love Dylan."I can't..."How do I convince my heart? Can someone tell me how to forget? Even now, as I walk toward my practice with Prince Erick, I remember what it feels like to have Dylan's warmth against me, to feel the touch of his lips against mine."God!"I scream in my mind, but I know that the Gods are pleased with my pain, because for them my being with Dylan was what mattered, but it was better to feel this pain than to feel the pain of death.I arrived at the entrance of th