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Findings and Declarations

Author: LadyArawn
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Hope POV

I walked out of the training room and so far I don't know how to feel, my body is heavy, and it's sore but it's nothing I can't handle. The problem is my mind. It hurts to know I'm hurting Dylan, it's in a way that I didn't imagine would happen. The link is in pieces, held together by a thin thread that is almost bursting and yet...

'Oh, dear... What do I do? Is there anything that can stop this pain?'

I thought.

It's almost the same as when Melvin and I used to fight, only more intense. I can't love Dylan.

"I can't..."

How do I convince my heart? Can someone tell me how to forget? Even now, as I walk toward my practice with Prince Erick, I remember what it feels like to have Dylan's warmth against me, to feel the touch of his lips against mine.

"God!"

I scream in my mind, but I know that the Gods are pleased with my pain, because for them my being with Dylan was what mattered, but it was better to feel this pain than to feel the pain of death.

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