I lay face up, staring at the ceiling. I had been in this position for the past hour. If I lay like this and did not think, then my body would not hurt as much. My heart would not feel like it was about to break out of my chest. I could not get the image of Asher's fist out of my head or the look in his eyes when he stared at me. He still loved me, I could see it. But I could also see that these days, it pained him to look at me. I was beginning to doubt myself. Maybe I was not doing enough, maybe I was not taking this as seriously as I should have. I loved him but was I also the cause of his pain? I wanted to do more for him, to make him feel more at ease but I did not know what to do. And maybe that was exactly the problem. I heard a knock on my door and before I could say anything, the door flew open and Roseline stuck her head in. When she saw me, she smiled. "Thought you might be sleeping." She said, gently shutting the door behind her. In her right hand, she held a plate of
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