Semua Bab His Despair : Bab 21 - Bab 30

I woke up as sun rays fell on my face through the window, I groaned while getting up from the bed and walking into the bathroom. I took a shower and got dressed into a Pink and White colour-blocked woven blouson dress, it has an off-shoulder neck, three-quarter sleeves, button closure, and flared hem, it was a simple dress. I was so tired and sore down there, I didn't bother putting on makeup and just combed my hair.At every step I took, my core ached and I could hardly walk. I reached the kitchen and saw that Arthur's breakfast was already placed neatly in a tray with his coffee. The butler handed it to me as he saw me walking into the kitchen, I took it and made my way to Arthur's bedroom.I knocked on his door, but there was no response, I knocked again, "Come in," came his deep morning voice.I pushed the door and walked inside, I glanced at him and saw him sitting up while rubbing his eyes. He leaned his back to the headboard and looked at me, I quickly averted my eyes and place

I looked at him and saw him mutter something under his breath as he began unbuttoning his shirt while looking me straight into my eyes.What is he doing? Jesus! I swallowed hard as he removed his shirt and threw it on the floor, his bare hard and toned chest came into my view.Stop looking at him, I screamed at myself but I couldn't move my eyes away, it was as if I was hypnotized. He removed his pants and climbed onto my bed, I quickly tried to move away but he got hold of my waist and pulled me down. He placed his hands on either side of me, trapping me underneath him."Stop it," he said through his teeth while glaring at me, he was drunk but his voice and tone held power and authority compelling me to stop struggling under him.My body stopped. I stopped.I wasn't crying, nor I was hurt by his action, but something in me was aroused by the way he commanded. I gulped and stared into his blue/green eyes as he stared into mine. His hands moved to my dress and ripped it off my body, h

Davina's POV:-I tried to stop crying, but I can't, I hate him, I don't know what I did wrong to get treated this way. All I ever did was loving someone with all my heart, but in return, I got heartbreak, betrayal divorce. I was sitting on the floor with my knees pulled up to my chest and hands around them, I leaned my head back against the door while agony and pain were increasing with every second.Why? Why me? I wanted to ask, every single day, I think that someday all this pain and suffering would come to an end, somewhere deep down inside me, I have this little piece of hope that someday it will. I don't know when and how but that hope is crushed by Arthur, I want to run away from all this, but I can't, I can't leave my dad to die."Why?" I sobbed, asking no one in particular."I can't!" I cried, the pain and humiliation were becoming unbearable for me, it's breaking my dignity and who I made myself for all these years. I never thought Arthur would break me this way where I have

Past"I missed you," he held my face in his hands while perking on my lips,"I missed you, too," I replied, smiling at him, he pulled me close to his chest while wrapping his arms around my waist.For Christmas, I went back home and celebrated with my family. No one in my family still knows about Allen and I decided to keep it a secret for a while since I know how my father will react if I tell him everything. I missed Allen a lot during my stay at home, I tried to call him numerous times but my sister made it hard. She never left my side and stayed with me all the time.After I came back to Seattle, Allen was the first person I called and we decided to meet at the theatre. I missed him a lot and my happiness were at a peak when I saw his handsome face smiling at me."How is everyone in your family?" he asked, his voice rumbling through his chest."They're fine," I replied, looking up at him smiling widely, he kissed my forehead and tightened his hold around me."Are we going to stand

Davina's Pov:-What is she doing here? Wait! Wait!What did she just say?Son?I glanced at Arthur and saw him looking at her with a cold expression on his face. I looked back at her and saw her walking down the stairs with a happy expression on her face, it was clear that she was happy to see her son but was Arthur happy? The look he had doesn't show any kind of affection, it was as if he didn't like to see his mother."Arthur," she smiled, walking up to him and it looked as if she was coming to hug him, but Arthur just stood still with his hands in his pockets."I'm so happy to see you here," she grinned and hugged him while closing her eyes, she didn't notice me and that made me very nervous, not for her reaction but for Arthur's reaction. I was nervous because I don't know what will happen if Arthur discovers what happened between us and it made me scared. All the things Arthur did to me flashed in front of my eyes and he may torture me more If it comes out.I watched her step aw