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His Despair Her Hatred
Davina's POV:-I tried to stop crying, but I can't, I hate him, I don't know what I did wrong to get treated this way. All I ever did was loving someone with all my heart, but in return, I got heartbreak, betrayal divorce. I was sitting on the floor with my knees pulled up to my chest and hands around them, I leaned my head back against the door while agony and pain were increasing with every second.Why? Why me? I wanted to ask, every single day, I think that someday all this pain and suffering would come to an end, somewhere deep down inside me, I have this little piece of hope that someday it will. I don't know when and how but that hope is crushed by Arthur, I want to run away from all this, but I can't, I can't leave my dad to die."Why?" I sobbed, asking no one in particular."I can't!" I cried, the pain and humiliation were becoming unbearable for me, it's breaking my dignity and who I made myself for all these years. I never thought Arthur would break me this way where I have
Last Updated : 2023-02-21His Despair His Gift
Davina's POV:-I was sitting in the garden and watching the water fountain, as all the things that happened between me and Arthur flashed in front of my eyes. A sigh escaped my lips as today's events ran into my mind.He's so confusing.Day went on as I simply sat there, watching the way water flowed down the water fountain. I have nothing to do, Coop was not allowing me to do anything and kept on repeating that goddamn line all the time,"Mr. Spencer told me not to let you do any kind of work,"Gosh! I hate that statement, what does he want me to do, sit alone, doing nothing in this huge mansion? I just miss my job and my office; I wish I could go back and do my work as usual; I think I need to talk to Arthur about it!What if he doesn't agree? My subconscious questioned,Still, I have to ask him and should convince him! I replied back.I sighed while noticing the sun going down, I stood up and walked back inside the mansion. As I stepped inside the living room, I saw coop walking up
Last Updated : 2023-02-21His Despair Her Past and Present
Past"I missed you," he held my face in his hands while perking on my lips,"I missed you, too," I replied, smiling at him, he pulled me close to his chest while wrapping his arms around my waist.For Christmas, I went back home and celebrated with my family. No one in my family still knows about Allen and I decided to keep it a secret for a while since I know how my father will react if I tell him everything. I missed Allen a lot during my stay at home, I tried to call him numerous times but my sister made it hard. She never left my side and stayed with me all the time.After I came back to Seattle, Allen was the first person I called and we decided to meet at the theatre. I missed him a lot and my happiness were at a peak when I saw his handsome face smiling at me."How is everyone in your family?" he asked, his voice rumbling through his chest."They're fine," I replied, looking up at him smiling widely, he kissed my forehead and tightened his hold around me."Are we going to stand
Last Updated : 2023-02-21His Despair His Mother
Davina's Pov:-What is she doing here? Oh wait, what did she just say? Son? I glanced at Arthur and saw him looking at her with a cold expression on his face. I looked back at her and saw her walking down the stairs with a happy expression on her face, it was clear that she was happy to see her son but was Arthur happy? The look he had doesn't show any kind of affection, it was as if he didn't like to see his mother."Arthur," she smiled, walking up to him and it looked as if she was coming to hug him, but Arthur just stood still with his hands in his pockets."I'm so happy to see you here," she grinned and hugged him while closing her eyes, she didn't notice me and that made me very nervous, not for her reaction but for Arthur's reaction. I was nervous because I don't know what will happen if Arthur discovers what happened between us and it made me scared. All the things Arthur did to me flashed in front of my eyes and he may torture me more If it comes out.I watched her step away f
Last Updated : 2023-02-21His Despair His Family Dinner
Davina's Pov:-What is she doing here? Wait! Wait!What did she just say?Son?I glanced at Arthur and saw him looking at her with a cold expression on his face. I looked back at her and saw her walking down the stairs with a happy expression on her face, it was clear that she was happy to see her son but was Arthur happy? The look he had doesn't show any kind of affection, it was as if he didn't like to see his mother."Arthur," she smiled, walking up to him and it looked as if she was coming to hug him, but Arthur just stood still with his hands in his pockets."I'm so happy to see you here," she grinned and hugged him while closing her eyes, she didn't notice me and that made me very nervous, not for her reaction but for Arthur's reaction. I was nervous because I don't know what will happen if Arthur discovers what happened between us and it made me scared. All the things Arthur did to me flashed in front of my eyes and he may torture me more If it comes out.I watched her step aw
Last Updated : 2023-02-21His Despair He's Hurt
Davina's Pov:-"Wh-When I signed the D-Divorce papers," I said and swallowed the lump formed in my throat. I glanced at him and saw him looking at me confused, "Tell me clearly," He said through his teeth.I swallowed hard, "She accompanied Olivia when I signed the divorce papers," I said, looking at him, I noticed him clenching his jaw when I said that."She-She was there... supporting Olivia's and...Allen's relationship," I said while controlling my tears. He moved back while lowering his head and looking at the floor, He grabbed my hand and pulled me away from the door. He walked out of the room while slamming the door shut.I glanced at the door while tears rolled down my cheek, I sat down on the edge of the bed while looking at the floor. All those things she said to me that day rushed back to my mind,Allen doesn't love you, Davina, he loves Olivia... her voice echoed in my ear. I closed my eyes and bit my lower lip while looking at the ceiling.You can't live happily with him..
Last Updated : 2023-02-21His Despair Her Confusion
Davina's Pov:-"Olivia," he whispered while sitting up and tears rolled down his cheek, I stared at him confused and shocked.He's drunk and might be thinking you as Olivia, my subconscious commented,Yeah, I replied."You are here?" he said, smiling widely as tears rolling down his cheek. I sat still, without even blinking my eyes I was staring at him not knowing what to do or say."I..." he said while his blue/green eyes never left mine as they kept roaming around my face, it held both pain and happiness."I missed you," he said while letting out a chuckle,"I know you don't miss me as I do," he lowered his eyes while smiling sadly, I kept quiet and let him speak."But I miss you," He let out a sobbing while looking at me, the look he had on his face clenched my heart."I only... wanted one thing in my life... it was you and... You-You broke my heart," he said, while tears rolling in his eyes."It hurts... a lot..." he whispered, "Remembering that you left me... for him," he said lo
Last Updated : 2023-02-21His Despair Her Plea
Davina's Pov:-I closed my eyes while moving my hand to the back of his head and kissed him back, he placed his hand over my chin and wiped my tears away while kissing me. He pulled away and stared into my eyes, we both were breathing hard and kept staring into each other's eyes.A comfortable silence fell in between us, no one spoke anything and he sighed deeply before pulling me closer to him while his arm was around my waist, it felt nice laying this way with him and all of a sudden a vision flashed in front of my eyes. A vision of me and Allen doing the same thing, sleeping in the same position and all of a sudden uneasiness filled me.I want to get away from him, but how can I do that without upsetting him, he will do what he wants and I have to obey it as per the contract. I gulped hard not knowing what to do,Give an excuse and get away from him, My subconscious replied.Okay, but what excuse, I asked myself and something hit my mind."I... need to change my clothes," I murmure
Last Updated : 2023-02-22
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His Despair Pamper her Forever
Arthur’s Pov:-I woke up feeling sun rays falling on my face, I tried to block it by hand. I blinked several times and looked at the sleeping beauty in my arms. Her naked skin was glittering under the sunrays.I watched her waking up and blinking her eyes, “Good morning,” I greeted while smiling down at her,“Good morning,” She greeted and stared at me with a smile on her face,“One sec,” I said and opened a drawer of the nightstand, I pulled the file out and opened it. I pulled the contract papers out and tore them in front of her eyes. “Let’s start fresh,” I said, She smiled at me and quickly I got up from the bed and lifted her, “Arthur,” She gasped,“I’m getting late… we need to shower,” I replied while walking to the bathroom,We brushed our teeth and stripped down our clothes and rushed inside the shower, I pressed her against the glass wall and claimed her lips. I moved my hands to her breasts and squeezed them hard,“Arthur,” She moaned,I moved my mouth to her erupted nipp
His Despair His Promise
I chuckled and made my way to my room; I pushed the door open and walked straight to my bed. I laid her down carefully and pulled the blanket over her, I stared down at her and a smile appeared on my face. It feels good when you see someone waiting for you and being worried about you at home. I turned back and took a step forward; she grabbed my wrist. I got surprised and glanced back at her. She was sitting up while blinking rapidly,“Have you had your dinner?” She asked,“No, did you?” I asked,“No… I was waiting for you,” she said while getting up from the bed,Hearing her words something warm settled inside my chest and suddenly I felt guilty for not calling her and letting her know that I could be late.“I’m sorry… I should have informed you…” She cut me off,“Don’t say sorry… I knew you would have been busy,” she said while staring at my face,I smiled at her, “One sec… I’ll fresh up,”“Okay…” She smiled,***After I freshen up, I walked towards the dining table and saw her s
His Despair Twisted Feelings
Davina’s Pov:- It has been 24 hours since we travelled back to New York, Nadia went back to her home and promised me that she would visit us every weekend. I realized that she wasn’t the person I thought she was, she had her reasons for her past behaviour. That night, she came to my room and told me everything. I understood her situation and decided to let it be in the past. As soon as we came back to the mansion, Arthur left for work and I was left alone with April. I showered her and fed her lunch. The whole day I played with her and read stories to her. I kept thinking about him, his words, and his actions in the past few days. What he said to his dad kept rushing to my mind all the time and I kept wondering whether he really loves me or he just said it. What if he really meant it? A question popped inside my head.No, he doesn’t… I assured myself and tried to stop thinking about it.***I was climbing down the stairs with April for dinner, I kept looking at the main door wonder
His Despair Realisation
She let out a deep sigh, “For you!” She replied,“What?” I asked in confusion,“I kept quiet… because I couldn’t lose you…” She said while staring at my face, “When I noticed your father’s growing jealousy over Jordan… I tried to help him and make him understand that we should be happy with what we have instead of being jealous of someone but he didn’t listen to me…” she said with a sad face,“I was worried about him… What if he does something to Jordan out of jealousy? These kinds of questions made me worry about him all the time… and when I heard him talking to Samuel… happily telling him that Jordan is dead… I was terrified… I was shocked to see him turn into a monster… he was no longer the man I loved… I confronted him that what he did he wrong and I will inform this to police but he threatened me”“He said that he will kill you and me without thinking twice if I go to the police… and he would marry any woman and have an heir… he was so selfish and… I got scared… scared for your l
His Despair Aftermath
Davina’s Pov:- We were walking towards the main door, climbing the stairs. Cops arrested both Samuel and Andrew for what they did. Arthur told me that they couldn’t get out of jail for the rest of their life, he made sure of it. After a long day, we are back to our mansion. I never thought that a night would be this terrifying. I could not just get my head out from the fact of Andrew killing innocent people and no one ever suspected him. He killed 4 people, Olivia’s mom, dad, grandfather, and Allen. I was surprised that Nadia knew what Andrew was doing and was upset about it but couldn’t do anything. He must have threatened her not to open her mouth, it can explain why she kept quiet. Above this, I could see how much she loves Arthur. Even though he hated her for what she did, she never stopped loving him. Now that’s called mother’s love, even though we do things that hurt them badly they will never hate us. Arthur is lucky to have a mother like her, who chose her child instead of
His Despair Sheer Hatred
Davina’s Pov:-“I killed them because I wanted to make a future for you…” he said while staring at Arthur,“No… you did that for yourself… your jealousy blinded you and made you kill him and his entire family…” Arthur yelled,“Where was Olivia when this accident happened?” I asked,“She was with us… Arthur wanted her to a sleepover and they left her with us,” Nadia replied,“If you wanted to kill Jordan and his entire family… then why did you leave Oliva behind?” I asked, diverting the topic so that Arthur could calm down,“Because if I kill Oliva… we would lose billions of dollars and millions worth of properties….” He replied,“What?” I exclaimed in shock,“After Emmanuel’s death… The lawyer explained his will… which said that everything he earned and Jordan earned would get to Olivia… before all that could happen, I made sure no one knows about this will while I took over all the companies and made them as ours… changed the names and completely turned them as ours,” Andrew said,“N
His Despair Declaration of Sins
Davina’s Pov:- We were now in the office where they held Samuel, earlier. They moved Samuel behind the bars with solid charges and proof. Last night after whatever happened, Arthur didn’t leave my side for even a second, it was hard for all of us to sleep. What shocked me was, Arthur’s mom saved me from Andrew. She never liked me and always tried to insult me, I never expected that she would one day save me from her own husband. It was surprising not only for me but also for Arthur. I was thankful for Nadia, before going back to my room I thanked her and she just smiled at me. The whole night Arthur was with me and April, we didn’t speak to each other even though we slept beside each other. What he said to his dad in pure rage kept flashing in front of my eyes and I couldn’t stop myself from wondering why he said that? Was It True? Does he love me for real?When I glance at him, those words ring in my ear and a blush appears on my face automatically.“Because I love her,” he said w
His Despair His Lies, His deceit
Arthur’s Pov:- What the hell is happening here? Why is dad trying to kill her? Jesus Christ!“Arthur,” Davina called with tears running down her eyes, “Dad, What are you doing?” I yelled in helplessness, “I should have done this in the first place…” he gritted his teeth in pure anger, he looked like an animal. He was no longer the man I knew, I loved my whole life. He had this look on his face that wanted blood, it screamed who he had been all this time. He wrapped his arm around Davina’s neck and was tightening his hand as I took a step closer to him, Davina was struggling to breathe and I couldn’t see it. I quickly pulled the gun out and pointed it at him, “Leave her, dad!” I warned, Hearing my warning he let out a chuckle, “You! You’ll kill me?” he laughed, “For this bitch,” he said while tightening his hold around her neck. “Dad, Leave her…” I ordered, “You know how good I’m at firing,” I said, “Yeah… I know how good you are… That’s why I’m so proud of you my son,” he s
His Despair Mastermind Behind Everything
Arthur’s pov:- I stared at him in shock, That person was one of us? Who might it be? I thought while staring at him in surprise. “Who is it?” I asked, “I can not tell you that,” he said while turning his head away from me. “Why?” I yelled, “If you know who did that why can’t you tell me,” I screamed, “I can’t…” he shouted, “If I tell you…. the next second my wife would be dead and there wouldn’t be any proof left to find him,” he revealed, “What!” I replied in shock, “What do you mean?” I asked, “My wife would be dead… if I tell who that person is!” He replied,I stared at him in confusion, He let out a sigh and lowered his head, “You don’t know anything about this… Arthur… this isn’t a normal matter as you think…this is something dangerous and many lives are involved in this,” he said, “Do you think it is safe for Davina to keep that Sd card with her and getting involved in this?” He was the one who stole it? I stared at him, not knowing what to say. “Yes, I stole it fr
