WOLFI'm so fucking restless stuck inside this goddam cage; I haven't been able to sleep; how can I sleep? Whenever I close my eyes, the haunting visions of what's coming in just three days have me sweating in panic attacks.My beast won't settle, not that I expect him to, given the circumstances. However, still, it's like something else keeps aggravating him, gnawing at him and eating at me too.I'm trying to understand better what has my beast on even more of an edge than before. Still, he isn't communicating with me, just pacing up and down past the cage of my ribs.His eyes are crimson, a complete threat that I'm worried he might do something stupid, like try and shift again. Right now, nothing he growls or snarls in my head makes sense.Fuck, grabbing hold of either side of my head, I apply pressure, pinching my eyes shut, I need a moment of silence so I can think, but he won't shut up in there. The constant growling and snarling, pacing and thrashing against my rib cage, has me
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