All Chapters of His Illicit Desire: Chapter 11 - Chapter 20

ANASTACIA'S POV.Getting all dressed up to go see Pierce didn't sit right with me. I mean what if he dosen't want to see me? What if he sends me away? I have so many what ifs in my mind right now and if not for Sofia, i would have stayed in bed all day, sulking like a child or may be crying myself to sleep over and over again.We entered the resturant and took a seat by the corner. Yeah, my choice , i want to see him before he sees me. I want to be able to read the expression on his face and know the right words to say. The resturant isn't really full today and i am greatful to God for this one favour, less people means less embarassment. This resturant has been here for two years now, i think it opened the day i and Dexter got married. We even had our first year anniversary dinner here, just me and him. It's me and sofia's favourite, they've got quite an exotic menu. Okay, enough thinking of Dexter, i need to focus on the reason I'm here."Oh, beautiful queens". We hear someone call

Anastacia's POV."Arggg! Pierce". He knows exactly what he's doing. He knows what i want, so why is he ignoring me now.Does he? The voice in my head asks. How on earth do you expect him to know what you want when you won't say it to him?What? Say what to him? There's no way I'm telling him something as embarassing as that.But I've said it to him once before, why is it so difficult to say now?My fears, my fears are kicking in again. I do not want him to see me as a whore, neither do i want him to see me as a lady who can't control her urge, but how on earth can i control it when i have a hot god laying beside me, and i haven't been touched in two months, not like i was craving Dexers touch or anything like that. Anyway, fantacising about this man beside me right now isn't making it easier for me to control myself. I slam my fisted palm on the bed and Pierce turns to me with panic on his face. "Babe, are you okay? Is everything fine"?I have a frown on my face and my breaths are ha

Anastacia's POVAfter saying goodbye to Sofia, we board a taxi heading to God-knows-where. "Where do you wanna go".? I ask him"Anywhere sweetheart as long as you're there with me" He replies.A small smile appears on my cheek as a reply. Why does he make me feel like this? I scoot closer and embrace him while I lay my head on his chest. He places a quick kiss on my head and I smile in return, although he cannot see me.Where was he all this while? Where was he all my life? Why didn't I meet him first? Why did God decide to send Dexter to me first? What was the reason.?Thinking about how everything started, I just cannot help but be grateful to Sophia. She made it possible for me to feel what I feel today, she made it possible for me to be happy today and I am forever grateful to her. Although I felt really guilty towards Dexter at first and I still do, but he also cheated on me multiple times, let's just say we are evenMy mind wanders to the first time at the bar, the night I first

Anastacia's POV.It's a beautiful Saturday morning and Pierce decides to take me to a secret place. He can't tell because it's a surprise but I'm not very patient.We are in a cab heading to God-knows-where."Where are we going".? I asked for the hundredth time.He doesn't reply and I pout cutely. I know he's not usually able to resist my pout and cute face but to my surprise he shuts his eyes tight. "I know what you're doing". He says "But I won't fall for it"."What".? I widen my eyes. "You have to tell me where we are going else I'm going to tell the driver to stop the car and I'll leave"."A little patience babe, we'll be there okay, I promise"."Fine". I fold my arms together and relax my back on the car seat. If I don't know where we are going, I can at least enjoy some fresh air.Seconds turn into minutes and in about 30 minutes we arrive at our destination. Is this a.... fashion house?I face Pierce and he smiles at me.I gasp, more shocked than surprised. "Tell me we're no

Anastasia's POV7 hours, it's been 7 hours since Pierce left the house and I haven't heard any word from him. I've been trying to call and text but still, I'm not been able to reach himI don't know any family. I don't know any of his friends. I don't know who to call except the one person that has always been there for me, SofiaIt hurts me to say how she has done so much for me. She is always here to comfort me, to calm me down, to advise me. Pity I haven't been able to do much for her. So much for being her best friendI pick up my phone and dial her number, on the first ring she pick up. "I know it's pretty late but can you come over? I need you right now".I wait a little to listen to her reply."Sure bestie".A sigh of relief. "I'll send you the address".Sofia arrives our apartment, I mean, Pierce's apartment at midnight and I cannot begin to express how grateful I am.As she steps into the apartment, I slam the door behind her and pull her into a very tight hug. She hugs me