All Chapters of SURRENDER TO YOUR HIDDEN DESIRES.: Chapter 21 - Chapter 30

It was the Eastern Plaza de la Magnifique overlooking the big Eastern Ocean awash with lights and fanfare. “Marcus and Dana Giannio have just arrived. Hmm, Millie, I wonder if this couple will bring the spice to the carpet like they did last year, what do you think?” “Definitely.” Rachel forced herself to calm down. She always was a wreck of nerves before major events like this but this was much worse because she was now a disgraced TV host. Hopefully, some of the elites would be merciful and sympathize with her? Nate's fingers squeezed her waist. “You are trembling.” “I’m nervous,” she confessed. “You are with me.” That was supposed to be comforting. Rachel smiled at his arrogance. The man was full of it it was a surprise he wasn’t bursting with his ego. Good thing he had the shoulders for an ego as huge as that. They were behind a new break-out couple that had starred in a new show directed by the renowned Emilia Cartridge, a trailblazer like her name indicated. The cameras

She soon realized why. The show was underway and she was scribbling away as different designers were accredited for their lovely, intricate designs and choice of fabric when she heard the name. “And last but not least Ladies and Gentlemen is the breakout designer of the year who has been stunning us with her terrific, eccentric designs. Give it up for Vera Chang!” It was only then Rachel realized she hadn’t read the entire brochure for the show. But right there on the bottom of the printed page was Vera Chang, the special designer of the night. As the group of models showcasing her outfits strut out, the crowd clapped. Rachel clapped because regardless of her relationship with Nate Madden she still thought Vera deserved the justice she got. And her designs were amazing. But when the models finished streaming out Vera herself came out holding on to none other than Nathaniel Madden himself. The crowd went wild with claps and cheers. Ra

Thrilled and somewhat scared Rachel rose higher and opened her mouth over his cock but her lips couldn’t get past the blunt head and his cock seemed to swell and harden more with every passing second. Her heart was a heavy rock in her chest as it beat a steady tattoo against her ribcage. She bounced his cock in her hands to stall the moment when she would have to take him in again. Nate’s hand came to rest on her head. She looked up at him. His lips held a mocking smile that made her heart drop. She was almost like a virgin to him and for the millionth time, she realized she didn’t really know what happened between a man and woman beside the usual stuff. How far did Vera have to go with him? “Relax your throat and breath,” Nate instructed. She nodded. Flexing her throat to take him she opened her mouth again and this time it was a little easier. His cock nudge the back of her throat and she almost gagged. Pulling it out of her mouth she swallowed the saltiness of his flesh her brea

But that evening as she dressed Nate came up behind her to clip a diamond pendant to accompany the Emilio Pucci kaleidoscope, a white turtleneck, and a white jacket that she wore. She really had splurged on her trip to Lacy’s. It pleased Nate.Her hair was coiled on her head into a pile of falling curls.Nate looked at her through the mirror, his eyes watching her face. “Vera needed money for her business and I helped.”She frowned."I am telling you because you asked and I don't want you to have any wrong impressions."She smiled and nodded. “But she got a quarter of your billions after the divorce didn’t she?”“Failed ventures. Anyways I didn’t want you to think otherwise tonight.” He withdrew and turned her around. “You look beautiful.”On impulse, she moved forward but he withdrew. He was back to his no-kissing rule.With his hand on her face, he said, “I wish you good luck with your freelancing tonight. Larry will be with us tonight.”She missed the ‘us’ in his comment so she gav

Away from the ocean, the wind was cool and lovely but right in front of the beach that fed from the ocean, below the cliff, the wind was salty and vicious, blowing her hair out of the tight coils. Her jacket bellowed in the wind, the cold was biting and terrible but she didn’t care. Once again she couldn’t help but think that some force was conspiring against her to ruin her life.She was crying softly but she barely noticed. All she could think of was how low her life had become. Since the beginning of this downfall to hell she never cried once but tonight she couldn’t help it. Vera’s words were cruel because she not just called her out on her hypocrisy, she had also hit where it hurt the most – the fact that without someone as powerful as Nate she couldn’t get her footing in society anymore.Maybe that was why she was crying because she knew she had reduced herself to nothing but a whore. The very thing she avoided on her way up was what she was doing out of necessity. She considere