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NOVA"Run, Nova. You need to keep running," I told myself, forcing my legs to move faster.It was raining cats and dogs, and the slippery, muddy road turned each step into a struggle. Yet, I wasn't allowed to stop. I didn't know where I was going; I just had to get as far away from the witches' coven as possible.I was born a witch and raised by an abusive human father, who decided to sell me to the coven as soon as I turned sixteen years old. Some might have thought that I would have been better off living among "my kind," but they couldn't be more wrong. The coven had continuously sold my magic to the highest bidder, turning me into a slave who works to increase her masters' wealth.It took me three years to get out of this prison—three years of practicing magic and planning my escape—but I did it. At midnight, I had finally broken the loyalty spell that kept me locked within the coven's castle walls, and now I was on the run, running toward my freedom.The linen dark-gray robe I wa

A little crush

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NOVAMy new life had begun a little over a year ago, but I kept thanking the Goddess Hecate for blessing me with it. Prince Tyrion turned out to have enough authority to arrange me an apartment in Grand Lunaville's omega's district and a temporary job as a pharmacist help. It wasn't a life filled with luxury, but it was freedom, something far better than being a coven's slave.My life here wasn't the easiest either, for one more reason: the pack's hierarchy. The Moon Blade Pack was the home of the werewolf king. I had learned that the Moon Goddess blessed the royal family with unique strength and abilities, making their pack the most powerful pack in the entire kingdom. The royal family was—naturally—at the top of the food chain. Then there were all the ranked wolves and the rich members of the council. All the pack's warriors had a lower position, but they still held a lot of authority, which gave their families better access to education and jobs. The omegas were sometimes allowed t

Making a choice

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NOVAMy angel-like crush was leaning against the wall with a pint of beer in his hand. A dark half-smile curled up his mouth while his eyes thoroughly explored the giggling blonde's cleavage. She knew which part of her body stirred his attention and even pushed her chest toward him, giving him easier access."Seriously?" I couldn't help but let out a sharp hiss that signaled my irritation.Jarvis let out a deep sigh. "Fortunately, Felix doesn't come here often," he commented. "Every time he does, he makes me want to have a pair of bobbies and become one of those cheap sluts around him."I snorted, turning my eyes back to the bartender. "You can't be serious, Jarvis. I know that this guy is handsome, but that wouldn't make me lose every ounce of self-esteem like this half-naked blonde."Jarvis leaned on the counter and smirked. "He is NOT handsome; he is a GOD of sexiness."More laughter came out of my throat, but this time it sounded hysterical. "Oh, come on! He's not THAT hot!"Jarvi

Craving

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NOVAThere was no doubt that my sanity had left me when I sat on Felix's motorcycle and put my arms around his waist. He chuckled as he started the engine, proving that he was fully aware of how much I enjoyed feeling his rigid muscles underneath my fingertips. I thanked the Goddess that I was sitting behind him, and he couldn't see my heavily blushing cheeks."Hold on tight, love," he all but purred before stepping on the gas.I pressed my chest against his back, and I could feel the growl resonating within his chest. Going out with him could have been the most reckless and most likely the dumbest of all the decisions I had ever made, but then why did being close to him feel so right?We arrived at the luxurious estate near the palace. Well, it was no surprise that Felix was wealthy; he was the royal pack's Beta heir after all. He stopped in front of a lush, modern mansion."This is where I live," he said, pointing at the opaque glass door.I smiled nervously. My heart started to pou

Friends

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NOVAI woke up wrapped tightly in Felix's arms. My cheek rested on his chest, heaving and falling with his calm, steady breath. I listened to his heartbeat while inhaling his lime and rosemary scent. It was odd. I felt no specific smell from any other wolf, but there was something about Felix that made him different. I heard that identifying others by their scent was a wolf thing, and it was considered one of the things that helped mates find each other. But I wasn't a wolf; I wasn't a half-breed either. Was I feeling this way because Felix was one of those pheromone-laden, high-ranking wolves? Did he feel that my scent was special to him too…?The night with him was incredible. He said that he was going to ruin me, and he was right. He ruined me for every other man that would come after him. I have no words to describe how I felt when he touched me, when he was inside me...The warmth I felt while lying in his arms was addictive. Correction: I was already an addict. How could I leave

A little bit of honesty

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NOVAMy hopeful state didn't last long. I hadn't seen Felix since the moment we talked about our friendship, and aside from a few exchanged text messages, I had no contact with him."I guess he is busy dating other women," I muttered angrily when he didn't answer my call.Was I expecting too much? Friends call each other, don't they? Or maybe I'd already started to act like those intrusive girls, begging for his attention?"Nova, stop it! He is NOT your boyfriend, and you need to start living your life!" I scolded myself.I had an apartment in the central district, and the digits on my bank account kept increasing. I gained the kind of independence I had dreamed of all my life, and instead of celebrating that fact, I was worrying about my so-called friendship with Felix.Finally, I decided not to contact Felix, but I was still hoping he would call me himself. Then I decided to do something to invest in my abilities. My clients' demands grew, and it was time for me to develop a few mor

First love

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NOVA I woke up in Felix's embrace. I could get used to it. My head had learned to use his chest as a pillow, finding it irresistibly comfortable. The sound of his breathing was amazingly soothing. This sense of serenity was magical. I wish it could last for eternity. "Tell me about yourself," Felix murmured with his eyes still closed. I stiffened then laughed nervously. "What would you like to know?" He shrugged and blessed me with the gaze of his mesmerizing blue irises. "Tell me something you haven't told anyone." I laughed again. "This will be easy since I rarely tell people anything about myself." He lifted me gently, placing my head on the pillow, while he rolled to the side to look at me. "Tell me about how you were growing up." Those words wiped every sliver of a smile off my face. The cold air painted a shiver across my skin. I sucked air into my lungs, struggling to keep my composure. Felix reached out his hand and stroked my cheek. "You don't have to tell me if it's t

End of bliss

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NOVAI might have stuck on cloud number nine. My feelings for Felix were growing, and it was an irreversible process. I spent the whole next day grinning like an idiot and laughing to myself in public places. I received odd stares from people, probably thinking I was a lunatic, but I ignored them all. I was an absolutely hopeless case…My rationality surfaced every few minutes, slapping me in the face with all the combinations of "Felix" and "no relationships," but it was too late. I had exposed myself in front of him, and he didn't reject me; he embraced me and my disfigured face, breaking every defense mechanism I could place around my heart.The world outside was gloomy and dark as if autumn had come in the middle of summer, but I could see the sun shining above the clouds. I bounced my way to the post office to collect my insanely huge package with the spell books I ordered. It was too heavy for me to lift, so I started to drag it across the floor. Fortunately, two of Felix's subo

Parting

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NOVA I had never thought that the Alpha King's death would change so many aspects of my life, but it did. The Moon Blade Pack now had a new leader—Alpha King Tyrion Venard, and with him sitting on the throne, Felix Montel had officially become the royal pack's Beta. Some would say that I was a lucky girl because I was currently acquainted with all the ranked wolves in the Moon Blade Pack, including the Alpha King himself, but somehow, I couldn't see how it was supposed to be fortunate. I hadn't seen Felix since the moment Alpha Tyrion, Zane, and he returned from their secret mission. He didn't even reply to my messages or call me back. I only briefly saw him during the late King's funeral, but our contact lasted a single glance. I kept telling myself that this new situation must be hard for him, yet I couldn't help but feel pushed away. Felix had to move out of his house and was now living in the palace, aka the packhouse, which created even more distance between us since I had to a

A fresh start

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NOVA Three years later It took me a while before I pulled every splinter with Felix's name on it out of my heart, but today, I could finally say that I was cured. Focusing entirely on work helped a lot. My list of customers kept growing, and I could proudly call myself a successful and independent woman. Of course, I would never call my healing process easy. I began with a wide river of tears I cried over my enormous stupidity. After this painful recovery, I could now shamefully admit that Felix was right about one thing—I was an idiot. How could I give my heart to a bastard who didn't even ask for it? I entered the deep waters after reading "How to Swim in the Ocean of Emotions: A Handbook for Dummies." Well, I guess the theory wasn't enough to survive this kind of relationship experience. I genuinely thought that I had this casual-sex-only thing all figured out, and yet I threw all defenses out the window and embraced the uncertainty more dangerous than Russian roulette. A bullet

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