Rose's POVThe reason why I couldn't refuse Jack was ridiculous, but I couldn't laugh. If fate did not allow me to be with Jack, I could only accept it, but when I was the one to give the choice, I really couldn't refuse. I was afraid I'll regret it.I had never regretted anything but just felt hurt. Maybe because since I was born I have always tried to do everything in my power, so I had no regrets. I knew many people silently called me stupid, I admitted that I was really stupid. I needed a change but hadn't figured out how to change it yet.Jack and I continued to keep in touch, but I did not answer his questions. I didn't think that was too important. Even though I agreed, Jack easily left.I myself felt very confused, sometimes I wanted to give up but I had no way to give up.I tried to stay calm and rational, but when I heard that Jack was in danger, I couldn't stay calm anymore. I didn't care about everything but sought Lona's help, other than her, I didn't think of anyone else.
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