All Chapters of Darkest Desires: Chapter 191 - Chapter 200

YVONNEI looked at Vladimir, who seemed to be busy with something on his phone. His forehead was creased while he stared at its screen. He picked up his cup to take a sip of coffee before pressing the screen with his long fingers.My cheeks heated profusely at the sight of them lazily tapping on the keyboard. Damn. Vivid images from my dream the other day played inside my head. I gulped an imaginary lump in my throat as I tried to shake the dirty, dirty thoughts that started to pollute my mind.And here I thought I was getting better from my hypersexuality ever since I started the therapy. I sighed.I hadn't even thought about sex for a while! I had been so busy at the shelter I barely had time for myself. I'm usually dead on my feet by night, so all I want to do is sleep.Vladimir must have something to do with it. He can easily rouse the deepest, darkest desires that I thought I had completely shunned. He's really a devil in disguise! A walking temptation...Just look at him now. He

VLADIMIR"Where have you been?" Jade asked when she saw me.I went to the warehouse after leaving the shelter. I thought I could use work as a distraction."I'd been trying to reach you for days now," she said."What's the matter?" I frowned."You need to sign these documents," she put some folders on my desk. I just glanced at them lazily. I'm not in the mood to work, but I don't want to go home either."By the way," she looked at me reluctantly. "I heard Riva was back. Are you okay? What happened?"I sighed heavily. This is the last thing I want to talk about."I'm busy," I stated dismissively.She glanced at the untouched files on my table, then looked back at me."You look like a mess," she commented.I chuckled humorlessly. I know.A knock on the door stopped me from talking back. I let whoever it is go in. Matias pushed the door open."Boss," he greeted while looking at me. He briefly glanced at Jade before looking back at me."You can go now," I told her. She looked like she wa

YVONNE"It's about Anne Hechter," he said.My whole body turned rigid all of a sudden. Anne Hechter...That's... She's..."I don't want anything to do with her," I almost didn't recognize my voice when I spoke."No," he sighed. "I just wanted to ask you some questions. You don't need to worry about her. She's already in jail and won't be out anytime soon.""W-what do you mean?" I confusedly asked. She's imprisoned?"She's already facing the consequences of her actions. She's being charged with human trafficking and other drug-related cases," Vladimir carefully explained while watching out for my reaction.I was dumbfounded. I didn't know how to react. His words sounded gibberish to my ears that I find it hard to process. I stared back at Vladimir while waiting for him to talk again.I don't know what's going on. Why is he suddenly interested in my... mother? The thought left a bitter taste on my tongue."Did you file the cases?" I asked.He slowly nodded as if he was scared of what my

YVONNEWhat was that all about?Vladimir was long gone but I found myself still staring at the door he walked out of. Why is he suddenly asking about the kidnapping? And wait a damn minute, did he just tell me the woman who gave birth to me is now in jail?Did he... Did he do it for me? A tiny voice at the back of my head asked, but I quickly brushed it off, not wanting to entertain such a stupid idea."Why would he do it for me?" I muttered while taking a seat.He's clearly looking for answers for himself. That must be the reason why.It seems like Leon wasn't the only one who was after him. It wasn't surprising given his wealth and status. Not to add his underground activities. I may not know the details of that part of his life but what I'd seen was enough to conclude how dangerous that is.I sighed.The conversation with Vlad seemed to drain my energy. It kept going on inside my head like a broken record."Did I miss anything?" I asked while staring at my ceiling.I should go to s

VLADIMIRFucking unbelievable!I was left standing in front of the building where she lives now, staring at the slowly disappearing car of that shrink. I gritted my teeth.I had the urge to follow them and slam my car against his. I took a deep breath to calm myself down. I shook my head.It's not worth it.I went back to my car and started driving back to the city. What am I even doing here?Again?! I could keep fooling myself. I could keep on making excuses, but who am I kidding?My knuckles turned white as I gripped the steering wheel harder. I kept driving in circles, not knowing where to go. My mind is a jumbled mess. I think I know what's going on but I find it hard to swallow the truth. It can't be right.No. I can't be in love with her.Riva, she's the one I love. I mourned her for years when I thought she was gone. I never stopped loving her. She remained in my heart even after she passed."Riva?" I called her name when I got into our house. I came here after realizing I mus