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Freya's POV After the move things settled down a bit, dad came last weekend with Jenna to set up a crib in the second bedroom with a changing table that was also a dresser.Once everything was all set up we went to explore a bit while finding a place to eat. It was great to have them here so soon after we had left, I didn't realize how much I would miss my dad so soon.They left the Sunday afternoon wishing Andrew luck on his first day of his new job. I had called a couple different doctors offices before finding one that I thought would be best for us, so I made an appointment for Wednesday afternoon, Andrew was a bit upset he wasn't going to be going with me but we knew he wouldn't be able to make many appointments because of his job.He already loved working with the curator, his first day went smoothly, so did his second. Now it is Wednesday and he left for work a couple hours ago, he goes in at 7am, my appointment is at one but I have to be there early to fill out paperwork.Ge

Freya's POV "They are going to be here any minute, just waiting for the turkey to finish everything else is done and ready to go."Andrew's came around the counter to me as I sat on a stool in the kitchen with everything finally done, I just finished up the mashed potatoes after taking out the green bean casserole from the air fryer, thank goodness that thing also bakes or I don't know how I would have done other things while that turkey was cooking."I'll get the turkey when it's ready, go sit on the couch, get your feet up okay."Nodding he held my arm to help me stand, my center of gravity was way off, I can't see my feet, well I haven't been able to for a while now, but she sits so low I feel so much pressure it's hard to walk. Thankfully we have no classes right now because of the holiday.I feel a sharp pain slide through me as I stand up making my hand go directly to the spot as Andrew grabs me, his hand going over mine."What's wrong!?""Just one of those pulls because I'm so

Freya's POV I was waiting in my room at the hospital, looking down at my beautiful Torvi while I wanted for Andrew to come back from getting us some food while also saying goodbyes to our friends. Damon is going to actually stay with us soon, he's moving over this way with a transfer for school for the next semester that starts in January.He's put in for the apartment that will be opening up in February two doors down from us. I told Andrew to have him move in with us when Christmas break hits since I want to have Torvi in the cradle in our room for the first few months anyway.I'm finding it very hard to sleep without her being in eye shot, also ear shot, I worry she isn't breathing which is keeping me awake, so the thought of her in a different room is giving me anxiety.I get to go home with her tomorrow finally. We had to stay an extra day because I was having trouble with clotting yet now I seem to be doing just fine, especially with breast feeding.This girl literally eats ev

Freya's POV Continued My dad came up with Jenna the weekend before Christmas, considering Christmas is on a Wednesday this year it works out great for them to be here, even though they had to get a hotel this time.Damon has been amazing to have here, he helps me throughout the day, has done the grocery shopping so that I don't have to take the baby out. I hate taking her out with her being so small, she will be a month old on Christmas day so she shouldn't be going to stores yet in my opinion.Andrew took Damon the other day to go pick out a tree, I moved my easel along with my other things into my bedroom, shoving them into a corner for now since I finished my projects. I wanted to use that area for the tree, for us to have space to spend Christmas morning together as a family.The tree looks beautiful, warm lights around it with handmade Christmas ornaments along with a plaster handprint cast of Torvi's, then a first ornament I made for her along with one Damon made for her. Andr

Freya's POV Continued The next few months flew by. Between counseling, school, moving into a new apartment, planning a small wedding, having my 18th birthday with my friends and our parents, also Andrew turning 19 along with Damon.It's been crazy but honestly I am feeling so much better about things. We have gotten on such a well placed routine that things have become easier for all of us to manage.Andrew does some counseling sessions with me, which truly has made such a huge difference for us. With both of us being able to talk, he has more of an understanding as to what was going on with me, I did too honestly. My doctor thinks that I can stop going to one on one meetings but thinks it would be a great idea to go to group sessions so that I can see that I am not alone with my feelings. There are so many new moms that deal with the same problems, it's quite refreshing, plus I've made some new friends that have babies around the same age as Torvi.We finished setting up the new apa