Freya's POV I was waiting in my room at the hospital, looking down at my beautiful Torvi while I wanted for Andrew to come back from getting us some food while also saying goodbyes to our friends. Damon is going to actually stay with us soon, he's moving over this way with a transfer for school for the next semester that starts in January.He's put in for the apartment that will be opening up in February two doors down from us. I told Andrew to have him move in with us when Christmas break hits since I want to have Torvi in the cradle in our room for the first few months anyway.I'm finding it very hard to sleep without her being in eye shot, also ear shot, I worry she isn't breathing which is keeping me awake, so the thought of her in a different room is giving me anxiety.I get to go home with her tomorrow finally. We had to stay an extra day because I was having trouble with clotting yet now I seem to be doing just fine, especially with breast feeding.This girl literally eats ev
Freya's POV Continued When we arrived home our apartment was spotless. Between Jenna, my father and friends they managed to clean up everything from Thanksgiving along with cleaning up around the house, even our laundry was done.The nursery looked amazing but I had Andrew bring the cradle into the bedroom with us because I wanted her close by. She has been sleeping well lately, she eats every four hours now so I can get some much needed rest as well.It's been two weeks of Andrew working all day while the girl and I spend our days together.Damon gets here this weekend so I've managed to set up a bed in the nursery after moving the furniture around some so he has space for himself along with his item.I emptied the closet put, putting her things inside my room along with her changing table being in the living room for the time being.It's made life easier, plus I don't want to intrude on Damon every time I need to change her.Andrew left for work this morning around 7:30, I was up a
Freya's POV Continued My dad came up with Jenna the weekend before Christmas, considering Christmas is on a Wednesday this year it works out great for them to be here, even though they had to get a hotel this time.Damon has been amazing to have here, he helps me throughout the day, has done the grocery shopping so that I don't have to take the baby out. I hate taking her out with her being so small, she will be a month old on Christmas day so she shouldn't be going to stores yet in my opinion.Andrew took Damon the other day to go pick out a tree, I moved my easel along with my other things into my bedroom, shoving them into a corner for now since I finished my projects. I wanted to use that area for the tree, for us to have space to spend Christmas morning together as a family.The tree looks beautiful, warm lights around it with handmade Christmas ornaments along with a plaster handprint cast of Torvi's, then a first ornament I made for her along with one Damon made for her. Andr
Freya's POV Continued After Christmas we had New Year's, it was nice, but they had our friends come up so Addy was here, so we're the twins as well as Lucas, even Liv managed to come up.At any other time I would love to have everyone here but all I want to do is rest, I haven't been able to nap with Torvi, always surrounded by others when I just want us to be here, alone, without the noise or people waking her, or, I don't know, acting like we are 17 or 18 years old.How can I ask such a thing of Andrew though, he wants to see his friends, they all want to see us but honestly I just want everyone to go home.Taking a deep breath I laid down on my bed next to Torvi as I nursed her. Looking down at her I brush the tiny hairs that are in her face back so I can see all of her, her tiny eyes closed as she nurses, picking her hand up she grips onto my finger tightly.I sighed as I laid my head down while gently stroking her hair until she released me signifying that she was done as well a
Freya's POV Continued The next few months flew by. Between counseling, school, moving into a new apartment, planning a small wedding, having my 18th birthday with my friends and our parents, also Andrew turning 19 along with Damon.It's been crazy but honestly I am feeling so much better about things. We have gotten on such a well placed routine that things have become easier for all of us to manage.Andrew does some counseling sessions with me, which truly has made such a huge difference for us. With both of us being able to talk, he has more of an understanding as to what was going on with me, I did too honestly. My doctor thinks that I can stop going to one on one meetings but thinks it would be a great idea to go to group sessions so that I can see that I am not alone with my feelings. There are so many new moms that deal with the same problems, it's quite refreshing, plus I've made some new friends that have babies around the same age as Torvi.We finished setting up the new apa
Andrew's POV "You ready to do this man?"My heart was thundering with anticipation as I looked at Damon's reflection in the floor length mirror as he stood off to the side behind me as I straightened my neck tie.Looking at him I smirked before turning to face him as he placed his hands on my shoulders, his eyes locking onto mine as he smiled broadly at me."I've never been more ready for anything in my entire life. I can't believe she even agreed to marry me, me man, how did I get so lucky."He pulled me in, wrapping his arms around me as he slapped my back while hugging me as we began chuckling. "I'm going to go check on our girl, then I will see you out there, yeah?"He pointed at me as he stood at the door before he decided to walk out of it with a shit eating grin on his face making me shake my head before sitting down for a moment, thinking back at how far we have come over the past almost two years.I can't believe it hasn't even been two full years yet yet it feels like we ha
Freya's POV My mind was reeling as I stood in the dressing room staring at myself in a floor length mirror after putting my dress on.The floor length gown was old, it had an intricate design of lace that lay over a smooth satin. The lace fit down my arms perfectly, showing my skin beneath as it reached my hands, a single loop wrapped around my middle fingers holding them down in place. The back dropped down exposing my skin. It was my mother's, mother's dress, so my grandmother's. My grandmother wore it when she married my grandfather then my mother wore it when she married my father. Now here I am, looking at my reflection, seeing what I hope my own mother saw as she looked at her own reflection the day she was marrying my father.I had to have a few alterations done to the dress because my bust size was bigger than my mother or grandmother. I was nervous about compromising it but my father assured me that it would be perfectly fine setting my racing mind at ease.Pulling my bott
Andrew's POV Watching her walk to me was overwhelming. Damon was right, she literally took my breath away, the smile on her face was so full of pure love I couldn't seem to breath until she got in front of me.When the preacher started speaking I was having trouble listening while looking deep into her eyes as she mouthed something to me knocking some sense back into me when the preacher was asking about us writing our own vows.I was first, my heart was racing as my palms became clammy. I took a deep breath, looked into Freyas eyes then finally opened my mouth to speak."Freya, from the moment I saw you across a room years ago I never imagined that we would end up where we are right now. When I walked into a strange house for the first time, seeing this girl standing in the kitchen with little pajama shorts on looking insanely gorgeous in some lazy around the house clothes, I never really believed you could be that same girl I saw the year before.When you turned to face me I was kn