Allen's pov:I paced around the floor of my room, waiting for Ryan, my beta friend, to arrive. I could feel the rage within me rising with each step.No matter what I do, counting to five or trying to calm my breath…….. I can't just settle, something doesn't feel right.Nothing is happening, it has been four days since she disappeared.I have ever felt like this before, not even for a day has I ever experienced what it is like to feel nervous."Nervous!" I mumbledWhen was the last time I felt nervous, what is this girl doing to me?I feel uneasy and it hurts to breathe, my whole body aches.I could feel the dullness in my heart, it was as if someone was squeezing my lungs and releasing them for me to get a little breath.Before picking up where he left off, to begin with, the endless torture and pain.I smashed the glass of whiskey in my hands against the wall in anger as it pieces on the floor.I punched the wall of my room before resting my forehead on it with my heart heaving up a
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