>>Leila I think I felt too much pain all at once and since it was too hard to bear, my brain just decided to shut everything out. And now, as I sit on barren lands with nowhere to go, I don’t feel anything. It’s like there’s nothing inside me. Like all of me is dead, my soul, my heart, my thoughts. Nothing is there but a living body. The only thing I could do was just walk away. I walked the whole night but found no refuge. Even the church didn’t let me stay in the sanctuary claiming that I have to be cleansed before I am allowed entry in a holy place. But even then, I wasn’t just shut out, they waited for me to offer the
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